acs play... fascinating!!

on 13th of april 2009


went to church as usual.. go for breakfast in kar pin there.. met my friend gorilla mok...

then ate the 3rd round in chatter yik foong there to accompany my friend..

walked to tuition together then to yik foong to repair shoes and then to parade...

at last we went to acs for the play...

and the show begins...

the voices of the characters' are very beautiful.. they made everything kinda perfect.. props are good..

the day was to conclude as exhausting!! anyhow, memorable~

lucky i'm in love with my best friend... xp

hahax... funny conversation... my opinion with tim's opinions about falling in love with best friend... xD

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) is inviting you to start viewing webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
huh?

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) has canceled the invitation to start viewing webcam.

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
jz testing oni.. yit li's laptop

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ooh.. y u rasmikan her laptop de?
curi curi ah?? haha

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
nope
she is beside me
wanna test her webcam oni

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ceh.. wah..... lucky i'm in love with my best friend?????
that's unlucky...

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
non of ur business
blek

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
=.=
i guan sum u bt u say i pat... ... sum tam liao

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
nvr heard b4 meh
jason mraz-lucky
copy part of da lyrics oni

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ceh.. ya wo
haha
hak dou me
in my opinion, in love wit bes fren is a bad thg... swt... duno y da lyric writer say he's lucky

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
u oni

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ceh
means for u is a gd thg la? zzz

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
yea
good thing
good fren chat more ma
haha
if understanding 1..den can save $ lo

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
oh... bt bes fren bcum gf den lose a bestie liao... nt gd...

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
good
better than wif some1 dat cant chat alot

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ooh... mayb... but if break liao den bes fren oso knot b....

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
for me...im sure dat that wont happen to me

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ahem... this thgs vy hard 2 say......
u cant predict wut wil happen in future
cz nth is impossible.... especially when it comes 2 lovey dovey

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
see first la

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
lol
nth 2 say jo... wakakaka
ei... i'll put our conversation in2 my blog dere... hahahaha

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
-_-''

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
cz so funny la

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
u funny oni
not me
im a serious guy
blek

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
tink back is tru eh... u reli luk vy serious wo.... each tm see dou u, u oso luk cool cool de

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
speechless d

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
hahax...
yit li so gd de... let u use her laptop....
let me send some virus 2 u 1st... hehehe

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
as long as i don receive any file from u den no worries la..

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ceh... swt.... u gt bloggie?

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
nope
don like to play blog
nothing to share

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ceh... write blog la... can express ur sadness....

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
no sadness
haha
sien
don have time for blog

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ceh.... u'll addicted 2 it de la... same like me... write til non stop de...

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
i can tell u
i wont

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ceh... write blog can let ppl noe ur sadness den auto jau gt ppl come advice u n guan sum guan sum u... very hang fuk de...
hahaha

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
don need to let ppl know too much
have privacy..u know.. blek

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
=.= so secretive....
u wanna guan sum me anot ark? if 1 den can read my blog la... haha

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
hah?
see first la
wanna rest now
later going youth

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ooh... ya wo.... enjoy urself in youth la ^^
u rest la
du1 kacau u xD



lame conversation.. wakaka... funny too... =.="

dilemma...

mass communication or accounting???
dilemma-ing le... aikx...

erm.. i thought of choosing accounting but then after listening to the education workshop, i might choose mass communication... actually i had thought of being a deejay when i grow up... that was my ambition last 2 years.. then don't know why my ambition changed to accountant... maybe i love to count money and its smell gua... muahaha... humans are realistic... you can't blame me for that... xp

in the aspect of income, i would choose accounting while
in the aspect of interest i would choose mass communication...

cause becoming a deejay isn't a bad choice though... i love to share my opinion or even feelings to my listeners... i may also get to listen to the listeners' life experience... well, i don't know why... just that i love it....

while becoming an accountant isn't a bad alternative too.. *sweat*
even my parents' egg on me to take this field... (absolutely because the income is high)
but there's a bad thing; i'm a too-indoor-phobia that type of person... i could also feel like dying even i don't speak a minute... =.="

haix... can anyone tell me which one to choose? =.= i know... i'm the only one who can help myself to solve this quandariation... =.="

i love you more than you could ever imagine.....

well... these days kinda moody... aikx...

cause things ain't rolling the way i wanted them to be...

i always tell my friends to get over the unhappy things but myself? it's not that easy... i'm unsure whether i can go through this anymore....

i found myself in the edge of hesitation.. i don't know whether i can forget about the unhappy things through just pretending happy... in school, when talking with friends, i was like laughing blissfully.. but i ain't that blissful... i'm not myself anymore... i can't discover the real me anymore... i'm lost inside.... i'm not her; yieujin; the one who used to become a happy go lucky girl...

i know.. each person especially my age right now will have to go through an awkward stage of adolescence as a step to progress to a more mature-minded teenager..

i also know.. things won't always become perfect as what you wanted them to be... they always against your will and you will have to solve things on your own; all by my own..

well... friends...
unspoken concern for you guys... i will love you guys till the end from the bottom of my heart...

i thought that you were different.... Bewildered.

all along, you are a friend or fiend???

i hurt someone... and i regretted...

it's not like i'm freak out of retaliation..
but it's guilt in me fears me..

he pretended to smile as if i can't see the hidden glum behind of it...
i'm bad but trying to be good... now that i regret... can i turn back time??

between us, is there anymore love? or just loathe?

this is how i feel at the very moment you broke my heart... and i finally knew the distraught feeling you had before when i hurt you...

you told me that you'll be happy too if i am...

you prayed for me so that i'll gain happiness....

you did each and every way to satisfy me...

you change yourself into a better person so that you'll impress me someday...

but those feelings weren't exist anymore...

those were the only days i feel so much comfortable with you... but things were different now... cause knowing now that you're not mine...


these green-colored words kept playing and penetrating my mind..

it's a song by fantasia barrino.. i love it....

Ran into an old friend yesterday
Caught me by surprise when he called my name
He was a familiar face, from a chapter in my past
Talked for a while, asked him how it's been
Said that he was seeing somebody and
Told me this was gonna last
Showing me her photograph

And all the feelings that I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself

(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you

(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you

We reminisce on the way things used to be
Shared a couple laughs, shared some memories
Talked about the things that changed
Some for good and some for bad
Then he said good-bye and he paid for lunch
Promised that we'd always keep in touch
Grabbed my bags and grabbed my thoughts, walked away and that was that

Now the truth is it hurts but I know that the fault is mine
‘Cuz I let him go
Tried to get over it but it's messin' with my mind (Because I know)

I just gotta be honest, I guess, I-I guess, I’m still in love, in love, in love with you...


don't get me wrong.. i wrote this blog for behalf of my friend...
erm... maybe for mine too......

irrevocably in love with yieujin...

yesterday (4th of april 2009)

>> morning
- went to a have a morning walk in Menglembu Hill.. the air is kinda fresh and i got to sweat.. that's the best part... the bad was i had to wake up early in the morning... tired... after walked till 9am++, my family and i went to have our breakfast in a nearby restaurant.. *satisfied* buweee....

in the waterfall there enjoying... ^^ crystal-clear water wei... damn comfortable...

>> afternoon
- went to tuition then after tuition went to buy books in a book fair...

>> night
- went to education workshop held in my church... learn so much things!!! then now i'm dilemma-ing whether to choose mass com or accounting... aikx....

is that was friends are for??

you smiled

a wave of sadness filled in me

hidden grieve and unspoken blame

since then my eyes teared in silence.


you came back the moment you were gloomy

but lied when everything was okay

i hate you for not being honest to me.


you returned to me saying that everything is over

and need me 'cause loneliness stand by you.


i hate you for being so egotistic

and your selfishness never make me feel any better

i hate you for that.


finally i get the picture

i'm just a place for you to mutter your grieves

i'm no one.

honestly, i am very sad... i always pretend nothing... i do actually mind!! but you seems changed.. i mind after you coupled... but then, no... right now, yes! =.=

love could really changed a person... i hate love!!

i damn miss you!! but.. i guess i'm already getting used to it... everyone will start to leave their friends after coupled... especially their best friends...

aikx... how could that feelings coming back running towards me right now?? after you coupled, i try so hard to find as many friends as i could so that i won't feel lonely or sad of losing a friend..

haix... forget it... you're not that friend anymore! even your attitudes changed; worse than before.. lies!! boast!! lcly!! what's more? talking all those "f" words towards me... scolds me!! not standing up for me!! i hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

each time i saw you, i feel like i wanted to shoot you or even slap you!!

most of all, i hate you deeply!! sobx...

yesterday (28th of march 2009) i went to:

-st john headquarters- meeting

-take a cab to kafe ipoh central to have our breakfast- me, jean, jess and elaine

-tuition sri kota- me and jean walked to there and passed through mcd- saw ee laine then went into mcd, saw jamie, seemun, meow and kit yin.. reached tuition there then suddenly that jamie said that she wanna skipped the tuition and straight take a cab to samuel's house... aikx... naughty girl... lol

after tuition, jackson and i followed jeremy's car to samuel's house... gotta visit samuel 'cause that's the only day i'm free... then went into samuel's room and chit chat-fooling around and play...

i'm in love with his room! got many guns... play shooting.. ^^

then we played 'truth or dare'.... really crazy.. i got many kisses... so enjoying... wakaka...

what we did the rest are secrets... xp

anyway, very happy that samuel still looks fine... although he's badly injured, but still, as jackson said- he's still with us... ^^

after that, me, see mun, jamie and meow took a cab again back to mcd... after meow went back, 3 of us took a buntong bus back home... chat a lot that day..

really appreciate that day 'cause get to let us know each other better...

muacks to yea all!! ^^

i wanted to be there for you...

hmm... got a friend who really messed up her own life. haix... i really don't know how to help her. i feel bad for her that she had wasted almost half of her time and youth.

why not she just let go her useless boyfriend? he not only didn't care about her, but also being unfaithfull to her!! damn it! i hate this kind of guy. guys are all the same when it comes to love... durh!!

why can't they be faithful to their girlfriends? at first, to get you, the guy will totally crazy for you and take every steps to get you. after succeeding, said that he'll only love you alone for the rest of his life. but right now? already 2 years..

what had already happened? not only didn't keep his words, but also break the girl's heart... what more to say? useless, brainless and really sickening...

i know i have no right to judge other people but i really couldn't stand for what he had done.. one day, he'll pay for it!

and the best friend of my that particular friend, beatch...
mouth said that she's her best friend.. but guess what... non of that is true... liar!! i would really slap her on her face if i see her...
done a mistake once, forgiving her would be considerated but again again and again? that's very bad! it's already over the border line!! i'm sorry for being so rude and talking in a immorally manner but..... haix... speechless...

how awful i feel for my friend... she wasn't only not letting go her boyfriend but still loving him as in undying love.. she already in a very sick condition, but still she had to be patient for all the doings and scoldings and betrayers! how could someone or anyone get over something like that?! that's totally unforgivable!

my friend, she's having a quite incorrigible life right now. emotions not stable. i'm afraid something might happened and i wish i could lend her a hand or a shoulder for her to cry.. i'm so scare i'll lose a friend like her...

i pray to God so that she'll think maturely to improve her life for the better...

anyway, things now are getting me to a moody mood.

in the period of emo-ing,
yieujin

haix.. i damn miserable right now... i comprehend my buddy's feeling, samuel... he got into an accident and injured... he lost his confidence to ride motor and to face the public. i really wanted to visit him. but too bad, he live too far away and i had no one to ride me go to his house to visit him in gunung rapat there. mok say wanna drive me go, but how can? i am stressing up with my tuitions and curriculum activities. i could not escape from that. i wrote this blog is intentionally to support my bestie, samuel that he should not think too much about what had already happened. past is past. that's history. think for the better future la.. i'll give you behalf of my confident and sanguinity ^^ muack!!

samuel,
if you are sad, your buddies will be more worried about you.
i am sad too. you are my friend and i could not even go to visit you to give you support or anything. gloomy brings no better into your wounds. be happy to have a such nice friend like me to get over your moody mood.

i hope that you'll be fine. i know your baby modenas kriss 100 will back to live same to your soul.
~hugs
love, yieujin

morning> went to eat with my family; at last we all get together to eat.

next next> followed my elder sister to have our haircut but finally i decide not to. oh yeah... she came back for a few days from kay el...

then then> left my sister to have her haircut then i went out. thought that i could get my ordered lens but wasn't arrived yet> on the way, bumped into t.t. aun; asked him to wait me a while to go to have a drink> came back, l.y. leng was already there.. haha... what a coincidence!!> her mum came> we went to have a drink in a nearby restaurant. after some chit chat i went back to find my sis; drive me to my tuition in town there.

next next> reached my tuition centre> sat a while then jamie reached> we walked to McDonalds> samuel came> eat talk eat talk> time passes> time for tuition> we were actually late for that!! xp

then then> reached tuition> continued our unfinished snacks; fries> finished tuition> took a bus to parade> met christopher, zhi weng, the batu gajah gang, calvin and steph..

next next> back home; slept

then then> woke up> go out for dinner

next next> online- til now... xp

hmm... never forgets each moment we spent~

filled with love,
yieujin

happy birthday to you~

celebrated my brithday on the 18th of march 2009
missing her; steph wang... she's going back to Johor... aikx... time passing by.. unrealising that holidays are over... waiting for the next holidays to come...

we went to watch a movie; love matter- 18yrs and above- but just walked in- watch- really having a lot of that kind of yellow scenes... lolx...

anyway, really happy that we enjoyed our day there; parade again.. haha

cam- whoring again... never doubt that we look good... hahaha

oh yeah...
thankx cheyan for your birthday wishes in your bloggie there...
i forgive you that you couldn't come that day... haha..
muackss!!

thankx to all my friends that wished me too ^^
may God bless you guys ^^
muack muack!!

14th of march 2009
went to kbox after tuition.. hmm.. celebrating holidays and finish-exam celebration ^^
hehe... erm... zhi weng, samuel, marcus, jordan, see mun, jamie, rinlyn, nienie, jing jing and me booked a room there le... sing our hearts out...


i curi curi took the picture of them both while they happily enjoyed their song singing- avril lavigne's complicated!! ^^ avril, you rockx!! xo

7th of march 2009
erm... cousin is getting married!! ^^ so envy of the couple... sobx... when am i gonna get the chance to wear the gown like the bride~ *imagining*
hmm... anyway... lots of fun on that day (in hai-o restaurant).. kit jai and trinie whole body was reddish after they drank... me and mindy were the winners cause we drank actually many glasses of mixed-alcohols but we could still walked in a straight line, not like hung hung.. got drunk so fast.. muahaha!!
anyway, observe the reddish faces in the below uploaded pictures!! ^^