我要快乐

我一直都相信你，你心里都知道。问你个问题罢了很难回答吗？连一句留我的话都没有。一直以来的幸福甜蜜与爱都不是什么吗？ 我很失望。原来我们的爱是那么的脆弱，那么的不值得去保留。以为最后的是你，原来你是第一罢了。真的很想知道你爱我有多深。
你跟我一样的伤还是只是我放不下？很生气每次有问题你就逃避。吵架就吵架啦。最少吵了我们解决到问题。

我学会了；付出那么多不一定会得到一样多的。
我最爱最相信的人最后都想离开我。我真失败。
还是希望你会留足我。。

Throwback: Mooncake Festival

so sorry that i didn't know the actual date of the mooncake festival.. because of the finals, i don't even know what is going on around me :(

before our finals ended, we sit together after a paper and eat mooncake together.. thanks to kei ma Choy Fong who baked us the mooncakes.. more delicious than the ones we buy hahaha.. maybe i'm a little exaggerate but it's true.. probably she put in some love for us when she baked them xD

read our wishes? :) written on "hou ming deng".. hope that all our wishes will come true!

that's all for today i guess... although no candles and play 'masak masak' like when we're kids but i'm really happy to have a bunch of friends like them.. and thank you again Choy Fong for the mooncakes...

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!

Relaxzzz

what a week :( i was so so so tired.. the Rock International concert just ended and i got to rest only one day and then on Sunday gotta wake up early and set off to Kuala Lumpur.. but i gotta say, i'm excited though! haha.. after all those stress, i finally can have the time to go out for a trip and relax :D

on the first day, we went to Times Square and shop.. the clothes are damn cheap T.T cheap until i cry d.. lol..

i bought around 6-7 pieces of clothes but in the whole journey including petrol and toll fees, i only used less than RM200.. but seriously, we wasted most of our time in the traffic jam..

me and winssy.. while stuck in the traffic jam...... :)

winssy and me.. during our lunch in Times Square :)

me and choy fong :) happy happy..

we ate lunch to recharge ourselves to continue to shop again..

me and winssy are like crazy... we are like "macam tak pernah tengok baju" like that.. 'cause those clothes are so damn cheap!! >.<
while choy fong keeps searching stuffs for her "kei lui" only..

as for dinner, we went to Petaling street to search for nice food..

then later at night, Ellen's dad welcome us to go to his house and treat us to drink red wine..

Cheers!!!

Glad that we enjoyed our journey and reached back to Kampar safely.. 

God, thank you for filling my life with not only black and white but also colors.. I really love my life and i will appreciate every happy moments.. Hope does everyone too!! ^^

How to deal with JEALOUSY in a relationship

Sometimes couples argue.
Results whether they become closer or they give up on the relationship.

i'm not an expert in love but i will share some things about my relationship.

my boyfie is elder than me 6 years. my friends asked me if i have topics to talk with him. well, age is just a number. to me, if you love a person, you will have much more things to talk than with other people. it's like when you're close to someone, you will have much more things to talk than with a person that you just met.

due to our age, we do have many things not in common. for example, you can't expect a person at the age of above 25 to spend time with you everyday go out to play with you or spend time to do romantic things for you. i think that romantic things will only happen for once or twice in a lifetime. so, can't expect much.

at his age, it's the stage of building career and thinking about future; no time for playing games or whatever. (i should think about his feelings and understand why he did not do romantic things for me before this because in my age, my friends all around me have their boyfriends doing romantic things for them >< so, sure envy lar)

i'm 21 this year, so, i'm at the stage of playing, fooling around and go for more excitement if you all agree hehe but after all the arguments, i should think more maturely especially if you have a more mature partner.

How to deal with jealousy in a relationship?

well, i admit i'm jealous whenever my boyfie went out with his friends without bringing me along 'cause all along he brings me out with his friends but once he didn't, i will get jealous.. probably 'cause after being with him, my world is like more a person. Do you feel that way too?

when some girls jealous, they might think that they should do something to make their boyfriends to jealous back but that is a no no. you know the consequences.

A misunderstanding jealousy is always acceptable but an irrational jealousy isn't.

although jealousy in a relationship is not a bad thing, but no one chooses to be jealous in a relationship all the time. It's always lack of communication and misunderstanding that leads to jealousy.

1) learn to trust your partner. your partner is not going to stop loving you by just talking to someone attractive.

2) be rational and don't let the green eyed monster control over you.

3) confront jealousy and overcoming it.

4) listen to what your partner has to say. this way, you know what they are thinking. (guys, give her your attention)

5) communicate and understand. (guys, what seems like nonsense to you could mean a lot to your partner when they are hurt and want your reassurance)

Jealousy can be cute if it's experienced in moderation,

but anything beyond that can affect your relationship negatively.

So, learn to deal with jealousy!

If you FORGIVE others, you FORGIVE yourself.

so much of conflicts happened these days. however, i choose to forgive..

last night i went to a Christian event held in Grand Kampar Hotel.. i was really excited when i knew about the event. 'cause i felt like i've been spending so much time for myself and friends and boyfie but did not spare some time to get near to God. i felt like the relationship between me and God have really gone farer.. yea.. relationship.. people might think that being a Christian is a religion but the truth is that you are bonding a relationship between yourself with Father God.

i attend the event with Trinie (sis) and reached there about 7.45pm.. i can really feel a deep touch within my heart the moment i stepped into the ballroom where they held the event.. i feel God's presence and tears are flowing down my cheeks non stop...

i believe that He's real because i really experienced His help for so many times already and NOT like what other people say that i believe is because i'm brain-washed.

i still remember that a pastor who gave a talk last night said that we should forgive. He talked about his experience about how stubborn he was that he did not forgive someone from his past for 3 years. After 3 years, he finally let go.

He said, "When you don't forgive someone, it's like you are holding a knife; hold onto the sharp place. The more anger you have, the tighter you are holding the knife and the more hurt you are, the more blood you bleed. Imagine if you hate someone for 3 years and you are holding the knife hurting yourself and bleeding for 3 years. It's enough. Why don't you forgive and let go the knife?"

So, i was recently having too much of conflicts and i normally forgive but when if the person that mean so much to you hurt you again and again, how to forgive? In the end when i calm down, i think about the problem again. It was actually a small matter and so i forgive. However, what has been done by that person to hurt you, has been done. Probably i won't care too much about that person and don't want to be too close with that person anymore.

Finally i think about my best friend again. No one can ever replace her in my heart. She's my best friend since Standard 1 and until now and forever. 

When you take someone close to you for granted,

they get hurt, tired and leave.

And nothing will back to the same way as how it always had.

Appreciate, don't depreciate.

Disappointed

so disappointed with my close friend. how can someone ditch you for so many times but you still go for it?

now i should really make a distance between us. no more too close. just friends is enough. i'm the type of person that i rather be alone than being there for you to betray.

if you treat me good, i treat you good. if you treat me bad, i don't think we should talk more than enough anymore. 

think whether you're right or wrong. everytime you said sorry but you don't mean it. what for you're saying it to me then? 

Beauty Edition

it's quite boring to always post about myself so today i decided to write about some beauty info that i know to share to everyone.. :)

my face is dry skin type and i have small pores.. it's because my skin type is dry, so i barely have acnes but BLACKHEADS..
i can tell you, it's my nightmare whenever i look myself into the mirror as close as the mirror touches my nose.. >.< even places near my nose (area between the cheeks and nose) i can still see some blackheads..

blackheads are actually white in colour but i don't know why they're called BLACKheads.. but if it's not taken care of for a long time, the white heads will then turn into black colour which we called blackheads.. it turns into black colour because everyday we are exposed to polluted air especially when we walk across the streets, the smoke from the vehicles and cigarettes "torture" our skin and causes the pores to be clogged by those dusts in the air..

so, a few frequently asked question i can think of are,

1) how to minimize large pores??
if you're born to have large pores (genetic factor) then you HAVE large pores.. anyway, if you have them, then you should carefully take care of your skin because pores can get bigger than you actually have.. it's because when your pores are clogged, then they can stretched to become bigger..
so, use cleanser with exfoliator or what we called scrub to exfoliate the clogged pores and dead  skin cells for once a week. (don't use it everyday cause it dries the skin and causes wrinkles) i did some research and found out that small percentage of salicylic acid can actually unclogged your pores by targeting the stratum corneum. Stratum corneum is the outermost layer of your skin. When applied to this layer, salicylic acid act as a peeling agent, breaking down a protein and loosening dead skin cells.

some people might think that they wish to have dry skin type when they have oily skin..
yes, oily skin can cause acne but having oily skin when you're old can keep your skin from having wrinkles too fast. (i didn't say that people with oily skin type won't have wrinkles but slower than the people with dry skin type. so, don't be upset because both skin type have their goods and bads)

2) When it comes to buying facial sunblock, is it the higher SPF the better?
absolutely not.. maybe you will realise that even though you applied sunblock but still, your skin got darker than before after your activities under the sun.. actually sunblock is not to 'whiten' or totally blocking the UVA and UVB from entering your skin that makes your skin darker. it's actually to protects your skin from getting damage. Go for SPF 20-25. It is the average one except if you go for swimming or sports activities get higher SPF because you sweat along the time. If just normal use, no need to buy too high SPF because higher SPF have more oil means less moisture.

3) Does chocolate cause acne?
Well, it's not true. It's the dairy in the chocolate that flares acne. Dark chocolates won't. Instead, dark chocolates are full of antioxidants! They are also good for your heart and brain.

4) How to cure acne scars?
Erm.. there's 2 basic ways i found in the internet. i tried before and it really work!
First one, apply lemon juice on skin for 10-15 minutes and you're done!
Second one, apply mixture of tomato juice, cucumber juice and milk powder can also help in getting rid of acne scars.
However, you need to do few times to really make your acne scars fade away.
Avoid having food with too much of salt, sodium, msg, and soy sauce because they tend to darken your scars.
Or if the scar is there on your skin for quite a long time then you're advised to visit your dermatologist for professional treatment :P

random thought: sometimes the products after using them, your skin have breakouts. it doesn't mean that the products have problem. it's that the products are really cleaning you skin. even though you see your skin clean and clear on the outside but actually there's many dirty things under your skin and they're trapped inside. so the products force the dirts out from your skin. *this is what my dermatologist told me*

looks like my blog of the day is quite long >.<
anyway, last advice, to anyone out there with dry skin please drink more water and eat more fruits (i don't really like fruits) or maybe get some yogurts. these are the cheapest skincare you can get :)

PS: these are written based on my experience, advise from my dermatologist and research. you can believe it or just read it for fun! 

Why can people change so easily?

i used to have a bunch of really good friends since primary till secondary but it seems like many things have changed.. 

how can people change so easily? aren't we've once loved and cared for each other?

it seems like all of us are getting far apart.. is it because they've exposed to the society and slowly get to make more new friends that they wanted to neglect the old ones? 

when we said people changed, it's either to the good one or the bad one. my old friends did said i changed; they said i'm getting prettier d xD LOL just kidding.. but do you agree with that? 

hohohoho keep the answer to yourself.. haha!

anyway, i recently talk to a friend online but she seems different to me.. i don't know why.. we used to be so close :( 

it seems like she has become so "open" that she sticks with guy friends more than girlfriends.. is that a bad thing? probably not so.. but she's much more "open" compare to the days i know her before this...

people change and we can't control that.. hope that one day she can finally think back the good times we've been together last time.. 

Some people come in your life as blessings,

others come in your life as lessons.

Where's humanity?

what happened to human these days? where are the humanity? they call themselves human but i call them monsters..

i've read about so many rape cases and animal abuse that happen nowadays which seem so common.. it's so heartache to see these kind of things happen more rampant.. no need to mention, i'm pretty sure many people know how far worse the cases have become, like a father raping his child.. OMG

why rape? don't they have feelings? 

about animal abuse, i recently watched a video in facebook where someone shared it and appeared in my homepage.. i still can't forget the moment the girl put 2 baby rabbits under a book and then sit on the book.. i was like what the hel*!! i'm so angry that those people could still laugh as if they were enjoying.. 

i'm wondering.. what's happening to the world??

i will pray and hope that everyone will love each other and also the animals.. 

they also have feelings and will feel pain, it's just that they can't speak out and not able to defend themselves..

Think.

How's your Vday?

valentine's day is over.. did you receive any flowers? presents? hugs or kisses?

mine was really normal like any other days probably 'cause we both are always together but the only special thing about this day is that we give each other presents and we can walk around together hands holding hands in a shopping complex.

perhaps other couples can always do that but me, not always. Ivan always have to work and every time after he finished working it's already late and he's tired. It's because he owns the business so NO off day :(
I'm someone understanding however a girlfriend always has her needs..

guess what i got for present?

handbag from GUESS ^^

love it very much... bought it for RM300++ after discount..

wanted it so badly before this but didn't get it 'cause it was RM509.00 but now i finally got it!!!!

so damn freaking excited weyy.. thanks boyfie for the present ^x^ teeeheee

erm.. as for his present, i get him a pair of NIKE shoes yayyy :P

there are sayings that say if you buy someone you love a pair of shoes, they will walk away from your life.. erm.. at first i was a little scared but trust me.. not true.. i've bought him 2 pairs of shoes i think.. but we're still sweet :D
recently his sports shoes spoil so i get him NIKE since the brand is famous for their quality i think >.<

anyway, we had our dinner in Kenny Rogers Roasters in Aeon Station 18 it's because all other restaurants have long queues.. :(

at first we thought of having our dinner in Sushi Zento but their service is bad when they're so many customers..
i called to the restaurant and thought of booking a place a few days back.. but when the waitress who picked up the phone talk so rude and i haven't even say a thing she already said "fully booked, please walk in if wanna get a table".. i was like...?? =.=
and i asked is it the restaurant in Ipoh Garden East just to make sure that i didn't called to the wrong place and she answered "i don't know where east, there's only one Sushi Zento restaurant in Ipoh".. watafak.... =.=
i thought customers are always right but..... nevermind..

as always, pictures time! ><

 one of my favourite top from The Next Shop

 boyfie searching for stuffs in the internet.. :)

while waiting for the food to come... xP

finally after we finished our dinner we went to watch movie and mostly are full T.T
in the end we watch Once Upon A Time.. funnyyyy~
the place we sit was in the 3rd row.. can you imagine how close were we with the screen? LOL
after the movie, finally home sweet home!

 blooms! so pretty :) 

 written in my daily planner :)

sticky sweets from boyfie Ivan

Happy Valentines day and also 

Happy 2nd Year Anniversary muah~~~!

Goodbye 2012! ='(

Honestly this is the best and the worst year of my life..

yea.. everything happens for a reason that's why this is my FAVOURITE year for now..

i've learn and grow a lot in this year.. today is the last day of year 2012 so i decided to write something in my long-no-update bloggie >.< LOL

erm.. month January til month February i work in Virago Lounge office as an accountant and hard times going through those days; hard to complement with other workmates 'cause i'm still new there but meet a really nice girl who also have the same feeling as mine (culture shock i guess). we are quite close at that time and so do with friends who worked nearby- Chen Kai Yang and Shum Chun Fai. but we stopped our job there at the same time.

LOL coincidence i guess! hohoho :P

during the time when i work as accountant, i'm actually working 2 jobs at the same time. HARD! but no choice, wanna give it a try working 2 jobs and wanna get more $$ and also don't want to make myself used to the laziness staying at home.

i remember i had a small surgery you could say i guess.. but my family doesn't know.. only a few person know about it. it'll be a secret for a lifetime. Had a surgery but still i don't know why i'm still that strong to go for work; freelance job which you see those promoters stand all day in the supermarket giving out free samples to try.. haiz.. tough times.. my body is truly weak as always but that time after surgery weaker.. i had the surgery on the exact day of my birthday.. 18th of March.. but lucky me, my 2 friends brought me a cake and celebrate at my house because i was too weak to even walk out from my bed.. thanks Belle and Yeng Yeng :)

but then again, i did the wrong decision to do something before waiting my boyfriend which i did the surgery alone (i went myself. supposingly boyfie accompany me =/).

however, whatever past is passed..

went to penang with boyfie and friends.. truly a wonderful memories we made there and then on the next two days i went again with Yeng Yeng, Belle and Alvin for a one-day trip..

Never let go of wonderful friends :)

work work work :'( tiring but get many experience.. i meet Oicis, and the others for the roving team job where we're promoting F&N and arguments bla bla bla.. hate it when it happens.. but then we still keep in touch and had outings :)

erm.. then i meet Doreen Do. she's the one who warned me about a cheater called Michelle. (don't really know wtf is her name.. she has toooo many names =.=)

finally i start my first semester in May in UTAR. had a great time studying there and new friends.. but then 2 persons i first met there then are now strangers to me. hmm.. heard my friends said that one of them is a complicated person; talk bad things about me and making stories.. so in the end i join other friends in the next semester. really a heartbreak. but nevermind.. life goes on teehee!!

then my first time in October went to Hatyai with my family.. me and my sister shop like crazieee but too bad not much time for us to really explore :(

then in these few months also go clubs with boyfie and friends even later we're going to The House to countdown new year keke..

oh ya! not forgetting i met a really good friend, Shiau Tong.. at first, my impression about her is not really that good but then after working with her as Suzuki model, i fell like we're like sisters! even Yuki! i like her personality and we talk like the world's gonna end.. haha..

Shiau Tong & me

Yuki & me

Shiau Tong & me

my boyfie.. ya.. we're getting closer in this year.. many things we been through together makes our relationship getting stronger.. love him sooo much!! :D

 at friend's wedding :)

 enjoy our supper at 2 in 1 steamboat :D

 in Lumut with friends eating seafood!! :)

 happy happy chatting everyone xD

however in this year i also lose my best friend who i've known for already 13 years.. Jeannie.. miss her but she ignored me until now.. hope one day she will find me and we can be good friends like how we used to be.. since that incident happened between her and my boyfie, i didn't go S.O.S. club again.. there's the place where our friendship broke off. cried really hard with her asking me to choose between friendship and love.. in the end, she gave up.. my boyfie did did wrong but anyhow, it's already not the matter of who is right or wrong but the effort to make the relationship back to how it was.. wish her happy and happier in future.. :)

me & Jean in B&B. Hate my haircut here :( 

became the hairshow model but the Taiwan hairstylist really ruin my style :(

as i lose a bestie, at the same i met one :) Kathryn.. she is really a good friend and i love her so much.. although sometimes she annoys me but hey, which bestie wouldn't?? haha.. she's funny and crazy and we can really talk craps for days XD

me & Kat in UTAR library

at last i wanna say, in this year i only meet my good buddy for 2 times.. =.=

i meant Christopher.. the first time we met in this year is the time we went to eat dim sum and hang out at Mok's brother's cafe.. and the 2nd time was that we went to The House to club on Christmas..

i even meet Yeun Kee more than twice =.=

during dim sum with Chris and Mok xP

me & Yeun Kee & Yee Leng outside St Patricks Bar 

to cut everything short, i really really miss year 2012! all the outings, working, studying, assignments, good and bad memories will be in my memory forever!!

although i knew that i abandoned my family
and spent most of my time with friends and boyfie
but i don't know why i just couldn't help it..

but i promise myself that i will make it up to my family in future!

Hope for the best in year 2013 and
may God bless us all in this long journey! ^^

There is neither right or wrong, but thinking makes it so.

other people.. 

they have the right not to like you,

they have the right to leave you,

they have the right to move on with their lives without you.

don't blame other people for doing things that you don't like. they are humans.

when words that hurt are said, scar is forever there even if they forgive you.

once or twice, it's okay but when there are too many times, they will not bear it and decided to leave you. 

so, ask yourself why they choose to not like you, to leave you and to move on with their lives without you.

don't blame yourself for that, 

there are times that human have paths that they do not know which to choose.

if you have chosen to leave them at first,

don't expect them to return to be there for you.

你。。到底在哪里？
我不想只是在你家跟你在一起。。我想跟你出街拍拖。。
我很想你，你知道吗？='(
你是不是很累了。。？
我真的很怕你会离开我
你还记得我抱着你哭说我很怕有一天我们会分开，这一刻的幸福会没有吗。。
对不起。。我真的很爱你。。

back in action wehehehe~

i'm back!
Recently many things happened that i'm not free to update my blog.. or i'm just lazy to update it >.< haha!

i've been working 12 7 but now since i stopped my job d i'm very very free and pleased to update my blog! Good news right? :P

ya.. in this 3 months i've been getting a lot of samples.. and i'm very happy with the result of those samples i've used..

anyway, my birthday have just passed and i really really love the cake which my friend brought to my house and surprised me. Trust me, i really teared LOL! So, i gotta show off somehow.. look!! >>

thanks to my dearest Yeng and Belle.. they're truly kind and caring.. i love them very much!! too bad yeng will be going to KL to work and Belle is planning to go to somewhere; i think is Ireland if i'm not mistaken >.<
aiksss... if can, i wish they could stay...... T.T but they're doing that for their future and so i could just support them.. anyway, i pray to God for them to be blessed..

on the other side, Ivan have been really busy but still he will spend his extra time with me.. :) adores him!! =D

last but not least, i've been too engrossed with my own problem and in the end the rest of my time is only worrying about my sickness and ivan.. but promise, no matter how busy, there'll be updates not only in my Passion4phassion.blogspot.com but also my personal bloggie^^

oh ya.. thank you Chris for helping.. you know what i mean B-)

you said i changed. did i?

haix.. i AM happy. but sometimes, i do feel UNhappy when i'm alone.

did i actually changed?
i changed in a positive way or a negative?
......i just feel that i need an answer.

if you're reading this, i wanna tell you that i miss you.

and i cried many times each time i thought of you abandoning me like that.

did you ever missed me? no?

did you cared about us? no?

answers? no?

 but i just wanna move on with my life without questions.

my final question.

did you ever ever regret since the day we never spoke? no?

never mind.

wish you could talk to me someday like how we used to.

love you as always.

why him...

sometimes i feel that i need someone so badly and he would be there.
when i'm lost, i feel that he's the only one that i can count on.
i feel comfortable and relax.
he makes me feel that i'm so much important than anyone he knows and anything he could offer.
and he always catch me when i fall.

if i let him go, i will never know what my life would be holding him close to me,

i will never see will he smiles back at me,

and i will never know how much joy he could bring to my life.

he's the one who saw me go through it all,

he gives me faith 'cause he believes.

and so i'm everything i am 'cause he loves me,

and that's why i love him too. teehee! :)

don't think that he cares. he doesn't.

i'm someone who can think.
i'm not sure if you really understand him 'cause neither do i.
but i just know that he doesn't care. he really doesn't.

so, don't tell me to forgive 'cause i already did and i forget.
just don't do anything ridiculous.
because having you is so much happier, with or without it, it isn't matter already.
'cause it's something that's already smear, broken, lost, gone and can't be found.

don't fix the broken pieces.
'cause in the end you will only hurt yourself.

11.10.11

this is a picture of Kim Yoo Jin's wedding :)
she's beautiful, isn't she?
erm.. it's just something random.. :P

with my dearest Ivan :P
i'm absent for school 'cause it's really boring 'cause NO teachers will be teaching that day
and honestly i'm unhappy to be in school.

that's why i spent the day with him..


my lunch is that bowl of "g geok chou" and
i love the fats which is the most delicious part!!
then we went to walk around at a shopping complex in bercham :)

happy day.. and at least it's better than being in school.. >.<

and also, many things happened.. and they're all unhappy ones.. and i hope my parents would actually want me to stay rather than leaving.. anyway, i will miss each and everyone here especially my beloved ivan.. don't sad ok? it's not like i'm not coming back forever.. i promise our love will be stronger than we are now after this test..

Lord Jesus,
with Your power,
can you make things easier for us so that we don't have to be this sad?
Please give us the patience, toleration and happiness
so that we can overcome whatever obstacles that's coming
and thank you for everything you give and gave me
including my friends who support me always and
a person who always make my day; ivan.
Take away all their hatred and fears and bless them.
IloveYou. in Jesus name i pray.
Amen.

if our love is really really strong,
nothing can change between us.. xoxo hehe

23.9.11

many places to go after my stpm trial wheee~!
watched Johnny English and it's so damn funny that i decided to buy the dvd.. i laughed from the starting till the end. i watched with ivan and his friends ^^ nice and happy day 'cause it's the day right after i finished my exam.. what a relief!!

it's worth to watch. to whoever who have not watch it yet.. must watch! :D

oh ya... and i plan to buy a pair of flatties.
the flatties that i wore has worn out :(
the base even got teared..
wish to buy a nice one but also a cheap one. :P

and my next destination is to kay-el (Kuala Lumpur) hehehehe
have a nice day everyone!! :)

oh yeah~~

就快就考试了

可是不懂为什么我还在玩的心情当中 >.<

考试快到朋友才回来...

天啊！为什么 :(

心里真的在担心考试可是就是不敢面对那种压力的心情所以就一直在想到想出去玩而已

可是妈爸，我一定会努力不令你们失望的!!

赖佩瑶加油!! fighting fighting!!