Goodbye 2012! ='(

Honestly this is the best and the worst year of my life..

yea.. everything happens for a reason that's why this is my FAVOURITE year for now..

i've learn and grow a lot in this year.. today is the last day of year 2012 so i decided to write something in my long-no-update bloggie >.< LOL

erm.. month January til month February i work in Virago Lounge office as an accountant and hard times going through those days; hard to complement with other workmates 'cause i'm still new there but meet a really nice girl who also have the same feeling as mine (culture shock i guess). we are quite close at that time and so do with friends who worked nearby- Chen Kai Yang and Shum Chun Fai. but we stopped our job there at the same time.

LOL coincidence i guess! hohoho :P

during the time when i work as accountant, i'm actually working 2 jobs at the same time. HARD! but no choice, wanna give it a try working 2 jobs and wanna get more $$ and also don't want to make myself used to the laziness staying at home.

i remember i had a small surgery you could say i guess.. but my family doesn't know.. only a few person know about it. it'll be a secret for a lifetime. Had a surgery but still i don't know why i'm still that strong to go for work; freelance job which you see those promoters stand all day in the supermarket giving out free samples to try.. haiz.. tough times.. my body is truly weak as always but that time after surgery weaker.. i had the surgery on the exact day of my birthday.. 18th of March.. but lucky me, my 2 friends brought me a cake and celebrate at my house because i was too weak to even walk out from my bed.. thanks Belle and Yeng Yeng :)

but then again, i did the wrong decision to do something before waiting my boyfriend which i did the surgery alone (i went myself. supposingly boyfie accompany me =/).

however, whatever past is passed..

went to penang with boyfie and friends.. truly a wonderful memories we made there and then on the next two days i went again with Yeng Yeng, Belle and Alvin for a one-day trip..

Never let go of wonderful friends :)

work work work :'( tiring but get many experience.. i meet Oicis, and the others for the roving team job where we're promoting F&N and arguments bla bla bla.. hate it when it happens.. but then we still keep in touch and had outings :)

erm.. then i meet Doreen Do. she's the one who warned me about a cheater called Michelle. (don't really know wtf is her name.. she has toooo many names =.=)

finally i start my first semester in May in UTAR. had a great time studying there and new friends.. but then 2 persons i first met there then are now strangers to me. hmm.. heard my friends said that one of them is a complicated person; talk bad things about me and making stories.. so in the end i join other friends in the next semester. really a heartbreak. but nevermind.. life goes on teehee!!

then my first time in October went to Hatyai with my family.. me and my sister shop like crazieee but too bad not much time for us to really explore :(

then in these few months also go clubs with boyfie and friends even later we're going to The House to countdown new year keke..

oh ya! not forgetting i met a really good friend, Shiau Tong.. at first, my impression about her is not really that good but then after working with her as Suzuki model, i fell like we're like sisters! even Yuki! i like her personality and we talk like the world's gonna end.. haha..

Shiau Tong & me

Yuki & me

Shiau Tong & me

my boyfie.. ya.. we're getting closer in this year.. many things we been through together makes our relationship getting stronger.. love him sooo much!! :D

 at friend's wedding :)

 enjoy our supper at 2 in 1 steamboat :D

 in Lumut with friends eating seafood!! :)

 happy happy chatting everyone xD

however in this year i also lose my best friend who i've known for already 13 years.. Jeannie.. miss her but she ignored me until now.. hope one day she will find me and we can be good friends like how we used to be.. since that incident happened between her and my boyfie, i didn't go S.O.S. club again.. there's the place where our friendship broke off. cried really hard with her asking me to choose between friendship and love.. in the end, she gave up.. my boyfie did did wrong but anyhow, it's already not the matter of who is right or wrong but the effort to make the relationship back to how it was.. wish her happy and happier in future.. :)

me & Jean in B&B. Hate my haircut here :( 

became the hairshow model but the Taiwan hairstylist really ruin my style :(

as i lose a bestie, at the same i met one :) Kathryn.. she is really a good friend and i love her so much.. although sometimes she annoys me but hey, which bestie wouldn't?? haha.. she's funny and crazy and we can really talk craps for days XD

me & Kat in UTAR library

at last i wanna say, in this year i only meet my good buddy for 2 times.. =.=

i meant Christopher.. the first time we met in this year is the time we went to eat dim sum and hang out at Mok's brother's cafe.. and the 2nd time was that we went to The House to club on Christmas..

i even meet Yeun Kee more than twice =.=

during dim sum with Chris and Mok xP

me & Yeun Kee & Yee Leng outside St Patricks Bar 

to cut everything short, i really really miss year 2012! all the outings, working, studying, assignments, good and bad memories will be in my memory forever!!

although i knew that i abandoned my family
and spent most of my time with friends and boyfie
but i don't know why i just couldn't help it..

but i promise myself that i will make it up to my family in future!

Hope for the best in year 2013 and
may God bless us all in this long journey! ^^

There is neither right or wrong, but thinking makes it so.

other people.. 

they have the right not to like you,

they have the right to leave you,

they have the right to move on with their lives without you.

don't blame other people for doing things that you don't like. they are humans.

when words that hurt are said, scar is forever there even if they forgive you.

once or twice, it's okay but when there are too many times, they will not bear it and decided to leave you. 

so, ask yourself why they choose to not like you, to leave you and to move on with their lives without you.

don't blame yourself for that, 

there are times that human have paths that they do not know which to choose.

if you have chosen to leave them at first,

don't expect them to return to be there for you.

你。。到底在哪里？
我不想只是在你家跟你在一起。。我想跟你出街拍拖。。
我很想你，你知道吗？='(
你是不是很累了。。？
我真的很怕你会离开我
你还记得我抱着你哭说我很怕有一天我们会分开，这一刻的幸福会没有吗。。
对不起。。我真的很爱你。。

Easy Job in TGV cinema

what do we look like? 

if you're thinking air stewardess then you're wrong :P

we were just working for TGV cinema newly open in AEON station 18 in Ipoh to do some survey job.. fun and easy job! 

both of them are really friendly and i can't believe how we can complement that fast! :D we talk non top and we promise to meet up and hang out together. one is studying in Penang, another in a local uni and me in Kampar :( 

hope to see them soon..

happy sisters <3 br="br">

they are pretty right? i can't believe that they're still single hoho :P

Just a typical me :)

this year, i've been dancing like crazy!! KPOP fever i guess and yea.. a dance drama event XD
thought of taking video of myself dancing but i don't have a good camera, and ya, my boy will definitely laugh =.= haha!
who cares, i'll do it anyway! xD

assignments over for this semester and exam gonna be OVER soon!
oh shit.. when i was revising, my mind already plan what to do, what to buy and where to play! i'm gonna eat eat eat!! i feel that i am too thin and it's an unhealthy thin.. wanna add fat d :P

so, i've decided to go to Italy and German restaurants to try out the food.. never been so enjoying with food before as i used to prefer to spend my money shopping but now, fooood!! what next? trip to other places.. i'm rotting here ler... wanna get out to have fun a little =)

first meal cook in Kampar!!

 first meal eat at friends' house! xD

 first treat by Jason and CK! damn nice.. my saliva dripping d ><!

Dance drama 2 event!!

"it's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen, but it's even harder to give up when it's everything you ever wanted."

Back with simple words

finally.. i've decided to blog again.. i was really upset that i've accidentally deleted all the photos in my blog when i accidentally synchronized them into my hp. and after a click, that's it.. all photos; memories all these years.. all gone :(

anyhow.. i feel bad for abandoning my blog like this and so i decided to update again..

been through a lot of tough times these days- a really tough year i would say.
relationship, friendship, financially, studies and omagod.. me.. i felt like i've changed. i'm not sure whether it's positive or negative but i feel different. i think mostly because i spend most of my time either only with my boyfriend or me myself alone. spending time with friends like how i used to has really gone far and i don't know why. meeting new friends in my new place of study- UTAR Perak campus, is a good thing but somehow i feel like i prefer those days with those friends years back.

i've not went to church as frequent as before since i came here.. i miss my friends in FGCI church. i want to promise myself to present in church everytime but things keep coming like part time jobs, things to do in Kampar or i would say not going back to ipoh because of saving petrol.. ><

problems, everyone has it.
my problems; with family, friends, sometimes boyfriend too.
anyhow, i believe there's always an end to every problems; but it's either happy ending or the hurt one.
so, be optimistic! Good luck doesn't come to you if you're sad. =)

back in action wehehehe~

i'm back!
Recently many things happened that i'm not free to update my blog.. or i'm just lazy to update it >.< haha!

i've been working 12 7 but now since i stopped my job d i'm very very free and pleased to update my blog! Good news right? :P

ya.. in this 3 months i've been getting a lot of samples.. and i'm very happy with the result of those samples i've used..

anyway, my birthday have just passed and i really really love the cake which my friend brought to my house and surprised me. Trust me, i really teared LOL! So, i gotta show off somehow.. look!! >>

thanks to my dearest Yeng and Belle.. they're truly kind and caring.. i love them very much!! too bad yeng will be going to KL to work and Belle is planning to go to somewhere; i think is Ireland if i'm not mistaken >.<
aiksss... if can, i wish they could stay...... T.T but they're doing that for their future and so i could just support them.. anyway, i pray to God for them to be blessed..

on the other side, Ivan have been really busy but still he will spend his extra time with me.. :) adores him!! =D

last but not least, i've been too engrossed with my own problem and in the end the rest of my time is only worrying about my sickness and ivan.. but promise, no matter how busy, there'll be updates not only in my Passion4phassion.blogspot.com but also my personal bloggie^^

oh ya.. thank you Chris for helping.. you know what i mean B-)

Great News!! :D

I've been busy with my exam and finally i wanna update my bloggie and guess what!
I decided to do a review on these products real soon since they sent me samples =)
wanna say thanks to 2 sponsors!!:
1) Epiderme Cosmedical Professional Solution
2) KAO (Malaysia) Sdn. Bhd.

First sponsor:

 As you can see, they gave me 1packet Natural Cleanser and 1packet Beta Fructan Cream

which each is only 3ml.. So, i felt so reluctantly to use these 'cause i can only use them once :( but anyway, thanks and i am so lucky!!

More details in the coming review for these products.

2nd sponsor:

thanks to Josheen, i get the chance to get the new product from Biore. It's the lip and eye make up remover =) it's not too oily which can delicately removes heavy make ups! worth a try! 

retail price will be RM29.90 and if you wanna get the review for this product, you can find it from Josheen's blog! whoots!! she lovely and pretty.. love her blog ^^

Review: Skinz Infinite Eye Revive Therapy

i have dark circles for years.. 

i tried out many products and one of them recently is the Skinz Infinite Eye Revive Therapy.

it has UV protection and bio stem cell activator..

The Eye Revive Therapy is supposed to be more than an eye cream. It claims to reduce wrinkles, fine lines and dark circles. Unlike many eye creams that come in a tube, this comes in a little compact pump tub that I like.

Anyway, the first time when i applied on this cream under my eyes, it feels hot and it was like something burning my skin! I thought that it was because the cream triggering the cells under my eyes as it says that it has a feature of bio stem cell activator..

But after 2 weeks using it, i found red spots under my eyes and slowly now has become brown spots or also known as dark spots :( i don't know if this cream is the cause of it or another product that i'm using which is hardly possible to be the cause. Or it's my lifestyle, but i just don't know.

I think i'll stop using this product for a long time to see if there's any changes in my skin.. and now i'm so upset that i need to spend extra money to buy a skincare product to reduce those dark spots T.T

anyway, it wasn't as much costly as other eye creams but it is definitely a light cream and fragrance free and also absorbs quickly..

Pros: Light texture, No Fragrance, UV Protection, Pump is very useful.

Cons: Did not work and might be the cause of dark spots under my eyes.

Will i purchase it again? Absolutely NOT!

Disclaimer: i did this review in my own honest opinions. different skins have different effects!

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snooker noob :(

7.11.11

snooker!! wuhoo!

ivan is so good at it but he laughed at me bad at it =.=

photo itu hari :P

i took a video of him playing snooker but it was in his phone :(

then we went to eat KFC as our dinner. my little sis join me. even his friend ah kai hehe

we ate for free 'cause we have RM30 vouchers!

eat and enjoy as long as you live!!

love shoppping!

 4/11/11

my Vietnam meal =)

5/11/11

my sis came back from kl and so we went to jusco for window shopping :)

we also celebrated dad's birthday by having our dinner together in the Black Canyon Coffee.

i super duper love the tom yam!!

and guess what? she bought a GUESS purse and it costs hundred >.<

then i shop for a pair of shades from orioli

while my mom shop for the perfume and body products from The Body Shop.

the good news is, i'm officially the member of The Body Shop! wuhoo~!

 it's the perfume my mom bought for RM79 yikes!

 shower gel with active ingredients from the apricot

another shower gel of my mom's

 another perfume of my mom's with a hand lotion for free!

it's the nutox's new perfume product.

 aha! this is mine! :) face scrub from Nutox with the active ingredient of bird nest kekeke!

i tried this product at night and i love the feeling scrubbing on my face. smooth and refreshing!

 i spend more on skincare products than make ups :P

you said i changed. did i?

haix.. i AM happy. but sometimes, i do feel UNhappy when i'm alone.

did i actually changed?
i changed in a positive way or a negative?
......i just feel that i need an answer.

if you're reading this, i wanna tell you that i miss you.

and i cried many times each time i thought of you abandoning me like that.

did you ever missed me? no?

did you cared about us? no?

answers? no?

 but i just wanna move on with my life without questions.

my final question.

did you ever ever regret since the day we never spoke? no?

never mind.

wish you could talk to me someday like how we used to.

love you as always.

3.11.11

see what Chun sing brought for us?? hehehe he's really a nice guy weh!! *opps! i mean friend haha!*
it's a bowl of suet yi loong ngan without suet yi teeehee~~!

right after school we went to sushi king as it's the last day they had this promotion RM2 per plate of sushi :D
jackson, bryan, well soon, win hun, chris and me went to eat as our lunch..





then i left to the body shop to get this sample. i love the scent of this body lotion. it's made from the natural ingredients and i love it!

the one who's still loving you,
yieujin. me.

lalala~

30.10.11

On this day, it is a great day!! :D
after church, me and ivan planned to go for spa at the Banyan Spa! teehee!
we made an appointment for 2.30pm but the time was still early so we went to have our lunch first at the greentown corner. guess who i met?? i met cheok mun with her family there. :)

we chat and then left to Tower Regency hotel which they have an event; warehouse selling beauty products and clothes at very low prices!


then we rushed to banyan and get ready for our spa.. hehe!

as we're walking into that place, i captured this :P

then we went in and waited for them to prepare the stuffs for us.. and as usual, capturing pictures here and there :P

then they take us to that small house (couple room :P)
and we had our spa the whole time there!
we had body scrub, steam bath and aromatic full body massage! kekeke ^^

that's all for the day and i'm absolutely satisfied with it..
but during the scrubbing and massaging,
it's really tickling and i laughed non-stop when they.........
>.< funny lo.. the person who helped me massage even laughed at me OMG! so embarrassed! but they're friendly.. :) and i'm really happy.. hehe even ivan is happy... hohoho :P


29.10.11

me, trinie, kok wai, evan, puiyan, ah mui aunty, kit man uncle, yen yen woke up early in the morning and went to
climb Menglembu Hill!! wuhoo!!!
it's been a long tim e since i finally got the chance to exercise.. i love exercising!!


28.10.11

celebrate Evan's birthday at Olivenz!
we gave him this shit cake and can you see the 3 cute flies on the shit cake?? haha!
happy day but too bad it ended early.. 'cause the next day we still need to wake up early and go for the hill climbing and so...,

Happy Birthday Ah Fatt!! :D

ashley, wei wei jie jie, mindy, evan, me, trinie, james gor

God Bless You All! ^^