Yes , I do Love God!

PLEASE READ THIS EVEN IF YOU AREN'T CHRISTIAN BECAUSE IT APPLIES TO ALL THE RELIGIONS IN THE WORLD! THANKS!

IF SOMEONE HAD A GUN HELD IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE AND ASKED YOU IF YOU BELIEVED IN GOD, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
SAY NO AND FEEL ASHAMED THE REST OF YOUR LIFE? OR SAY YES, I DO, AND DIE STANDING UP FOR GOD?


Note: This is a true article that was printed in a southern newspaper less then a year ago

There was an atheist couple who had a child. The couple never told their daughter anything about the Lord. One night when the little girl was 5 years old, the parents fought with each other and the dad shot the Mom, right in front of the child. Then, the dad shot himself. The little girl watched it all. She then was sent to a foster home.. The foster mother was a Christian and took the child to church. On the first day of Sunday School, the foster mother told the teacher that the girl had never heard of Jesus, and to have patience with her. The teacher held up a picture of Jesus and said, 'Does anyone know who this is?' The little girl said, 'I do, that's the man who was holding me the night my parents died.'

Funny, isn't it?

Funny how simple it is for people to

trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.

Funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but question what the Bible says.

Funny how everyone wants to go to heaven provided they do not have to believe, think, say, or do anything the Bible says. (Or is it scary?)

Funny how someone can say 'I believe in God' but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also 'believes' in God).

Funny how you can send a thousand 'jokes' through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing.

Funny how the lewd, crude, vulgar and obscene pass freely through cyberspace, but the public discussion of Jesus is suppressed in the school and workplace.

Funny how we can go to church for Christ on Sunday, but be an invisible Christian the rest of the week. (Are you laughing?)

Funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me. (Are you thinking?)

Yes , I do Love God!

i'll never forget this memorable day...

on the 15th of november 2008... haix... i don't wanna mention or even write it down for everyone to read... but i wanna bear in mind bout the lesson i got on this day... i wanna keep it as one of the memorable day i had! 'cause this was the first and the last i'll make sure that my phone fell into the toilet hole...

my handphone fell into the 'mar tung'... the place where people make their cakes taking their own sweet time, relaxing... a place where located in the toilet there... what a bad luck day... thank God the urine i passed was mine... 'cause the auntie came out from the toilet room had flushed the toilet before she came out and my turn to go in... and THANK GOD the hole wasn't that deep.... haiz... when i think back, quite funny.. but gotta pity me.. no phone to use temporarily.. my sister went kuala lumpur with my nokia phone... but fortunately she's coming back to Ipoh this tuesday.. erm... wanna know how everything happened that night till my phone fell?

aikx... my phone actually fell from my pocket when i stood up... all because my pocket of my dress is small... so unlucky... my mind was totally blank at the moment and i was shouting - fall down already! fall down already!... the auntie asking me what had happened and still i was shouting 'fall down already!'... then the auntie thought what had fallen down and then she looked only she knew it was my phone and asked me quickly picked it up! wihtout thinking my right hand automatically slurped into the hole and picked up my phone to be washed... i can't believe i'll picked it up with my hand unplastic-bagged....

i thought i was going to message my friends later that night but unluckily i can't... i was quite happy and enjoying at first in the restaurant there 'cause my cousin sister is getting marry and she was married now... i drank beers and red wine... but i prefer beer of course... and peace ^^v, i didn't drunk... i talked on the phone with christopher using my cousin's handphone... really noisy that time cause everyone was shouting and enjoying... but i was really happy that night... all of us competing who will drunk the fastest and shout the loudest... the prize is gotta eat more!! haha... me and few of my cousins took some pictures... gotta upload them later... cause some of the pictures were in my handphone but my handphone had already took to service just now... me and my cousins also went to one by one table to drink red wine and beers with the aunties and uncles... we all really had a great time and didn't want the time to passed so fast... although we all were tired and dizzy after drinking when we were going back that time, but we still wanted to continue cause we alll agreed that we haven't reached the maximum energy yet... haha...








anyway... wish my phone good luck! thankx to you if you're reading my blog... muack muack muack!! love you all... ^x^

on 14th of November 2008

on this day (the date written as the title), i went to kuala lumpur (aka as kay el) with schoolmates.. it was actually a school trip free of charge... hihi... sponsored by JKR (Jabatan Kerja Raya).. of course we went there wasn't for shopping or as a holiday trip... we went there with a purpose of visiting the Pertandingan Kemahiran ASEAN... well, to gain knowledge, me and my friends went.. *but most of the time, we were having fun with the games and things around there...* we all jz walked on our own and look around the things there... quite happy and fun... i took a lot of pictures with friends on that day... my eyes blurred each time the flashes of the cameras glimped...

we (my friends/gang; lim yl, terry, liow xy, hen yw, lee kelly, carmen chai, jean, soo kt, chin yk, choi xq and last but not least-me) learned how to make aeroplanes and alarms in the 'bengkel sains' there where we thought that there wasn't any place to sit and finally found chairs along the tables there and took a rest.. suddenly appear a guy asked us about science things then only we knew that that was a 'bengkel sains'...

around 4 something, my gang all ran to catch the bus... lolx... that time, my friend, christopher called... he thought i was crying... haha...

finally we reached Ipoh at 8 something... my gang all already planned to go to the night market in first garden there but after reached school, all went back leaving me and jean the only ones to go to the night market... they all said the time was very late liao... that's why they don't wanna go jor... fine... left me and jean going... but then felt quite tired, me and jean canceled the plan... we'll go next time... then my mom reached about 9 something and she drove me to the night market to buy some food as my dinner and went back...

too bad gotta write a report about that day... lazy... but have to pass it up next year when the school reopens... i really don't know what to write... no handsomes there also...~xD
what i gotta write?? can't think of any ideas ler... simply write i'm having fun plus a signature then it pass up lo... i plan to make it like this... heesss....

fun day but tiring... ^^

~Jesus Our Saviour~‏

Dear Friends,

One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan went to visit Jesus in the Garden of Eden,
and Satan came all happy and boasting. (Lk 4: 1-12; Job 1: 6-12)

'Yes, Lord, now I have everybody captive,
(well nearly everybody down there).
I set traps, I used the baits of temptation,
I know well what each one of them can't resist.
I nearly caught them all!' (I Pet 5: 8-9; Eph 6: 10-17)


'What are you going to do with them?' Jesus asked, and He was praying to God the Father.


Satan answered 'Oh, I am going to have some fun with them!'

I'll make them divorce after they have married
so the foundation of humanity will never be able to be established
'the family' (Mt 19: 4-6; Mal 2: 16)

I will make them hate each other and abuse each other, make them fall into alcohol and drugs without control. (Rom 13: 12-14)

I will teach them to make weapons and bombs,
so they kill each other

'I am really going to have fun!'

'And when you are tired of playing with them, what will you do?'
Jesus asked. And continued praying

'Oh, I will kill them all and their souls will be mine forever'
'Lord by all respect, it's their decision' (I Jn 3: 8-10)

'How much do you want for all of them?' Jesus asked.


'Oh, you can't want these people. They aren't anything good.
Why do you want them if they neither follow you nor love you?
Many hate you! I have seen many of them spitting on you, cursing you and even denying you.'
'What's more, they love me a lot' (Mt 24: 10-13)

'You don't want these people!!'

'How much?' Jesus asked again

Satan looked at him with a nasty face

'All your tears and all your blood,
all the pain of the entire world, all together' (Is 53: 4-10; I Pet 2: 24)

Jesus said...'DONE'

'and He paid the price' (II Cor 5: 21)

How terrible it is that people don't seek for God,
and then ask themselves why the world is going to hell!

How terrible that we seek the newspaper everyday to read tragedies and we never seek the Bible

How insensible it is how everybody wants to go to heaven, thinking they can get there without having to believe, without loving God above all things,
or doing what the Bible says...the Laws of God.

It is terrible how some people can say 'I believe in God' but still follow Satan (Who as matter of fact, does fear God)
(II Tim 4: 3-4; II Jn 1: 7-11)

Don't you think it is outrageous that the obscene,
vulgar and crude is allowed freely to pass through the internet that even many people would desire to get into the screen.

But it is forbidden to speak publicly about Jesus
in the schools, places of work self-helping groups, etc... (Acts 4: 19-20)

Even after knowing what He did for us.
Because the Romans didn't kill Him. It was our sin
that we may be forgiven and know Him in His glory with the Father.

Doesn't it seem incredible to you how somebody can be alight on Sabbath in the Church, worshipping and thanking the Lord for His mercy, for one more day to live etc.

But during the rest of the week he is an invisible Christian! (II Tim 3: 1-5; Rom 10: 9-13)

Does this seem just to you?

Stop worrying what the others may think about you
It is time to worry about what 'God thinks about you'

May God bless you always (II Cor 13: 13)

just a day...

haiz... today we all went parade to celebrate stephanie's birthday... but we spent the whole day walking around and yum cha... first thought of going kbox but full already... that's why nothing to do the whole day... at last i didn't take picture with stephanie instead with cheyan... she's pretty right? i know... haha... and i looked tired and sleepy.. >>

we both wear the same colour t-shirt and same colour necklace... lolx...

erm... but ended with me walking with wai sum.. haix.. don't know i should say that i'm happy or sad... happy because got someone accompany and unhappy because we all walked separately... separated into stephanie's group ( jia chun, jackson, cheyan, cheyan's brother and a guy friend that i do not know) and me with wai sum...

i yesterday already knew i shouldn't go to parade today.. but i went at last cause this is the last time for me to see stephanie... she's happy... glad la... the teddy bear me and jackson shared money to buy i mean we shared money for the present la... hope she like it... take care steph.. (~hugx)- i wonder if she know that me and jackson actually bought that bear with our money shared... haha... it's ok whether she know it or not... not very important actually... anyway.. wish her happy birthday again la here...

by the way, i don't think i wanna go out this month le... feel no mood and unhappy... don't ask me why... i'm finding the answer too... haiz...

today is just a day... and a day just ended like that.... unknown feeling day... don't know whether happy or sad day... but to be honest, i'm actually not very happy.... cause can't really spend time with steph.. although she's a friend of mine, not a really close friend, but i really do appreciate our friendship... ^^ muack muack

lonely day...

haix... don't know how to express my sad and moody feelings sometimes... sometimes i felt like i'm being left behind.. i felt like i've fallen down and no one reaches out a hand for me... i know in this world nothing is fair.. haix.. my friends all busy with datings and it's hard to find a friend who we could really close with a this age especially when every teenagers so wish to own their love life... well... i can't blame anyone about this.. they have their rights, i know... but please never ever treat friends as 'spare tyres' example like when you need help only you find friends for help and didn't find your friends even when there's something you could share with them.. i, too, hope that my own self wouldn't be forgetful like my friends now... [sorry friends] cause i'm afraid someday i'll turn to become one of them too...

anyway... me and jackson bought a teddy bear... medium size... costs RM49.90 and plus a box for the bear is RM18.90... nice price huh? xD

finally.. take care my friends... even if you guys didn't love me as true friends but i do... i really do... i'll never forget you guys till the day i leave the world... i'm saying this not to a few friends of mine but to all the friends i've made with and i met in my whole life... i hope they never forget me especially the ones who had been close with me... T.T sobx.. LOVE you all...

filled with LOVE,
yieujin aka rachel ^x^

erm... sis ar... i whole form get number 30 only le.. haiz... work so hard be nerd also can't win the original nerds... they really crazy de.... especially lim.y.l... she whole form get 3rd place... but in class i get 1st ^^... hihihi... believe or not? but really suffering la... each day only slept for 3 to 4 hours only... i really can be the panda princess already...

sis,
that day you asked me to join the singing competition in kbox there right? i guess mom and dad will support me also geh.. ^^ but don't know i'll pass or not.. haha... wei.. waikeong, don't laugh if you read dou here... hahaha... haix... wonder sis when you'll gonna online again...

hmm.. tomorrow gotta go parade find present for a cute friend er... she's just form1 only this year... her name is stephanie.. but she'll be leaving Ipoh soon... so miss her... i hope she'll stay but her parents want her to back to johor there... aikx... she's really friendly and cute little friend la... the next-next day we will be celebrating her birthday... i'll be taking a few photos with her de le... as memories before see her leaving Ipoh and her friends here... me and jackson plan to share money to buy her a teddy bear... but jackson is gonna pay 60% of the price and i'm gonna pay 40% of it... hehehe... bully him... but he say it's ok.. lolx... erm.. i guess just that's all for today...

hope you guys won't feel boring reading my bog... haha... i know it's kinda boring 'cause... my life is boring... xD

take care everyone who read my blog ^^

these few days my sis also urged me to update my blog... kinda lazy actually... plus... i don't really have a very nice mood to write blog since after my final exam this year... i know my sis wanna know whether the things here going well or not cause she's recently in KL for her further studies in UKM there... felt like somethings missing when she's not around... probably because less a person to talk to and to argue with... lolx... i got the results of some papers... i'm quite satisfied... but not too happy about it... i feel i could do much better in next coming year... *should be confident la... hihihi...* hope so my SPM will be fine... ^^


erm... for my sis's knowledge my

eng= 85, malay=61 this one is not too bad... just that the teacher not too happy about my attitude to her that's why i guess she gave me a lower mark...,

bio=66,

phy= soon i'll get this paper,

add= not yet know,

modmath=96 ~peace ^^v~,

history= don't know yet but i'll be very glad if i do not fail this subject *you know what i mean*,

chemistry=65 ~i'm really angry at the teacher.. the answers i did is correct but she put wrong...
total i added back 8 marks... ther's more mistakes she did when marking my paper... but not much time for me to check back all the papers ccause she's rushing to key in the marks into the pc data there.. she didn't even check answers with us.. i'm really fed up at her la...~,

civic=85,

pj=65 ~maybe will add marks too~....

hmm... how bout you sis? anyway... just wanna wish you good luck !!

~hughug~

celebrate mooncake fest..

that day went to jean's house to celebrate mooncake festival.. last sunday le... we play with the candles and tanglungs like little kids.. but we enjoyed it!! then michael the gang all with toree that gang all having fun but separated in 2 groups... maybe mic they all shy i guess.. haha..

i ate much food that night... we all finished a box of nestle ice cream and snacks.. that is why it's nt impossible that i weigh 47 kg before this which actually already increase till 50kg... aikx... need to get myself diet already...

anyway... really enjoyed that night... and i guess i took a picture that night and some creature in that photo... quite creepy... but it's just imagination i guess... cause i don't really believe those...

haha... happy belated mooncake festival!! take care to all my friends yea... love you guys.. muackssz.. ^x^

i'm back...

this days quite busy with planings together with friends.. that day, my sis came back from kl... i took some pictures with her...

me and her took this picture in black canyon there..


me and all my cousins with my cute aunt at the side there.. hihihi ^^

actually there's still more pictures but they're all in her hp.. lolx

2 days going jusco accompany her then of coz i've to spend some time with my friends le and hang out with them the next day... go parade.. erm.. 1st of september le... me and my friends (jean, jack, chris, sam and jordan) played bowling... then really need to say sorry to jordan cause i watched him changing clothes in the fitting room there... but i really had to admit his 'sun choi' quite nice!! muahaha...

i'll stop till here for today and i'll back for the next blog to share... muacks and buai buai.... ^x^

nothing special... just feel free to write something....

at last i have a christian name.. - Rachel... weird?? hihihi...

my friends give idea and at last they agree for me to have this name as my christian name... lolx... big project huh??

anyway... don't know why this year i start to emo emo emo.. maybe this is because as we grow older, more problems we have to face... i feel my life is happier in my younger years till this year i turn to a totally quiet and less communicate with friends... many of my friends say that too, asking why i'm so serious and not as playful or crazy as last year like that...

i miss the old meeeee.... i hope i can turn back time but if time can turn back, i guess we will never know what our future would be like... time is precious and life is short... i'll appreciate the things i'm having right now and i hope everyone will do too.. although i now this phrase is quite outdated or bored that people always listen it... but if we really been through that feeling of losing someone, this phrase will forever stated to be not as common as we always hear...


below are the pictures of my family...

me and my elder sis... she went to kl to study...



me and my younger sis...



my elder sis with my dad... both acting cute... aikx..

yesterday was a tired day...

yesterday jack, chris, jean and me went to play badminton in stadium there... that chris really clever.. book the court from 1 till 5 le.. play till the muscle also pain already... today walk also no strength...

from morning i take bus go 1st garden there to go eat breakfast with jean but at last we just walk around and chat... then we go stadium there met jack and chris... after playing badminton about an hour, we go out 'yum cha' in the food court there... chris really crazy le... he drink 3 glasses don't what tea... after finished drinking not enough 5 minutes, he wanted to order the same drink again... lolx... after half hour or 40 mintues, we went back into the court to continue play badminton... after that, jean, jack and me walk to the bus stop.. at that time, the sky was raining... me and jen took bus back to 1st garden.. then we had our dinner in 'siew kee' there... stilll the sky raining heavily... i reached home about 7 something... then my family all went out and me alone at home... so tired...

bout me and my bestest friend...

i have a lot of best friends.. but only one i call as my bestest friend.. i know that's not the correct english word but just want to make it special... hihihi... she 's jeannie... my best friend since i was standard 1.. we always have fun together... we really had some hard times and lots of fun childhood memories!!! we had done before dumb but cute things while we're younger.. i always bully her... lolx... i guess if she read this, she'll think bac what i mean... haha... erm... i'll never forget that we borrowed the net from the science lab and took it to the 'big longkang' that we usually see in the streets and catch fishes.. i know that is dirty but for fun we climb down to the 'longkang' to catch and play with the fishes... the net that we 'borrowed' was flushed away.. never seen it back.. lolx... and we stayback at school to walk to the playground near our school... that was really fun!! i missed my choral speaking practice many times and caught by the teacher to see the school principal but i still don't care... erm.. many more childhood memories that i can't finish sharing them...

then.. when i was about form 2 i always ponteng tuition... i don't wanna tell you how many times or maybe how many months i didn't go for that tuition... hmm... but now i grow up, i can think more maturely and will never do that again.. i remember i play truant not going tuition and went to hang out with friends... (warning: don't try this kids.. cz that's a very damn childish thing to do..)

wanna share the photos during the moments; me with jean..














hope we're bestest friends forever... ^^

michael share this song with me...

michael share this song with me...
i bet you'll love it... there's a story behind this song..
it's that a girl whose not a singer but she really likes to sing and write songs.. this song she wrote before she went to suicide... she wrote it for her boyfriend... it's a true story i heard... but no one knows what's the truth and why it happened... listen the song... the song is on the right of my blog...

最后一次~~~17岁女孩自身创作

* 在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前

我想对你说 我爱你

在你怀里 舍不得放弃

心里有千万语想说给你听

我使尽全力 我想闭上眼睛

正是告别总不能再相遇

不能再陪你 但不要忘记

你曾经答应我 你会好好活下去

先走了 去了好远的地方

不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮

许多回忆过去却并不容易

生死由天决定 不要太伤心

*

我永远爱你..

want to share bout the day on last monday...

haha... i forgot to write a blog on last monday (18/8/08)... in the afternoon i was quite busy cleaning my room until at night i finally having fun with my friends (some from johor) and cousins in a church in caning garden there.. i met bryan.. he's a friend from johor there... drumer.. he and his church members came to ipoh to do some concert on worshipping God... then they tour to setiawan the next day... after every finish that night, i talk and chat with bryan... he's quite friendly but the problem is... i'm not good in speaking mandarin!! aikx... embarassed many times.. haha.. he asked me question and i blanked there... then he just laugh... haiz.. kaka... then suddenly my aunt came to talk with me a while.. bryan heard i speak cantonese with my aunt then only he knew that i don't speak mandarin but speak in cantonese... aikx.. after that i tell bryan to chat next time cause he's quite busy with some friends there...

after reached home.. he sms me and asked me why i don't speak cantonese with him... OMG... i thought he don't know how to speak cantonese that's why i only speak mandarin with him... so 'san fu' la... cause he speaks mandarin so fast that my ears could hardly hear what he is saying... haha... then he said he actually wanted to speak cantonese with me but i left already... lolx... 'gek sei'... it'd ok cause i'm glad to see him that night... if i don't seee him that day i guess i have to wait till next year i go johor only can meet him...

i really happy that i went to that concert that day... i really enjoyed... i felt like i'm back to the days i went to johor... miss the days... miss eunice's voice... haha.. shaked hands with her in the lobby there... everyone cried after being touched by God... really happy and unforgettable memories there... here are some pictures i went to johor before this (this year)...>>

our journey to the johor... haha.. tammy there with peace sign.. ^^











having breakfast in the middle of the journey to johor... i remember that my voice totally in a bad condition.. then i can't really sing for the competition in the johor there.. aikx...






the stage... i like the background..









take this pic in the hoetel... we're having breakfast... happy happy ~lalala







having McD for lunch... ^^









i look really bad in this pic... lolx.. but i like this pic...












i learn many things during my trip to johor there... meet new friends and learn about loving God and family.. i appreciate the things most is i get to enjoy with my cousins cause all along i never get the chance to get along with them... thanks God for all this happening...

i love God forever!!! T.T