Back with simple words

finally.. i've decided to blog again.. i was really upset that i've accidentally deleted all the photos in my blog when i accidentally synchronized them into my hp. and after a click, that's it.. all photos; memories all these years.. all gone :(

anyhow.. i feel bad for abandoning my blog like this and so i decided to update again..

been through a lot of tough times these days- a really tough year i would say.
relationship, friendship, financially, studies and omagod.. me.. i felt like i've changed. i'm not sure whether it's positive or negative but i feel different. i think mostly because i spend most of my time either only with my boyfriend or me myself alone. spending time with friends like how i used to has really gone far and i don't know why. meeting new friends in my new place of study- UTAR Perak campus, is a good thing but somehow i feel like i prefer those days with those friends years back.

i've not went to church as frequent as before since i came here.. i miss my friends in FGCI church. i want to promise myself to present in church everytime but things keep coming like part time jobs, things to do in Kampar or i would say not going back to ipoh because of saving petrol.. ><

problems, everyone has it.
my problems; with family, friends, sometimes boyfriend too.
anyhow, i believe there's always an end to every problems; but it's either happy ending or the hurt one.
so, be optimistic! Good luck doesn't come to you if you're sad. =)

back in action wehehehe~

i'm back!
Recently many things happened that i'm not free to update my blog.. or i'm just lazy to update it >.< haha!

i've been working 12 7 but now since i stopped my job d i'm very very free and pleased to update my blog! Good news right? :P

ya.. in this 3 months i've been getting a lot of samples.. and i'm very happy with the result of those samples i've used..

anyway, my birthday have just passed and i really really love the cake which my friend brought to my house and surprised me. Trust me, i really teared LOL! So, i gotta show off somehow.. look!! >>

thanks to my dearest Yeng and Belle.. they're truly kind and caring.. i love them very much!! too bad yeng will be going to KL to work and Belle is planning to go to somewhere; i think is Ireland if i'm not mistaken >.<
aiksss... if can, i wish they could stay...... T.T but they're doing that for their future and so i could just support them.. anyway, i pray to God for them to be blessed..

on the other side, Ivan have been really busy but still he will spend his extra time with me.. :) adores him!! =D

last but not least, i've been too engrossed with my own problem and in the end the rest of my time is only worrying about my sickness and ivan.. but promise, no matter how busy, there'll be updates not only in my Passion4phassion.blogspot.com but also my personal bloggie^^

oh ya.. thank you Chris for helping.. you know what i mean B-)

Great News!! :D

I've been busy with my exam and finally i wanna update my bloggie and guess what!
I decided to do a review on these products real soon since they sent me samples =)
wanna say thanks to 2 sponsors!!:
1) Epiderme Cosmedical Professional Solution
2) KAO (Malaysia) Sdn. Bhd.

First sponsor:

 As you can see, they gave me 1packet Natural Cleanser and 1packet Beta Fructan Cream

which each is only 3ml.. So, i felt so reluctantly to use these 'cause i can only use them once :( but anyway, thanks and i am so lucky!!

More details in the coming review for these products.

2nd sponsor:

thanks to Josheen, i get the chance to get the new product from Biore. It's the lip and eye make up remover =) it's not too oily which can delicately removes heavy make ups! worth a try! 

retail price will be RM29.90 and if you wanna get the review for this product, you can find it from Josheen's blog! whoots!! she lovely and pretty.. love her blog ^^

Review: Skinz Infinite Eye Revive Therapy

i have dark circles for years.. 

i tried out many products and one of them recently is the Skinz Infinite Eye Revive Therapy.

it has UV protection and bio stem cell activator..

The Eye Revive Therapy is supposed to be more than an eye cream. It claims to reduce wrinkles, fine lines and dark circles. Unlike many eye creams that come in a tube, this comes in a little compact pump tub that I like.

Anyway, the first time when i applied on this cream under my eyes, it feels hot and it was like something burning my skin! I thought that it was because the cream triggering the cells under my eyes as it says that it has a feature of bio stem cell activator..

But after 2 weeks using it, i found red spots under my eyes and slowly now has become brown spots or also known as dark spots :( i don't know if this cream is the cause of it or another product that i'm using which is hardly possible to be the cause. Or it's my lifestyle, but i just don't know.

I think i'll stop using this product for a long time to see if there's any changes in my skin.. and now i'm so upset that i need to spend extra money to buy a skincare product to reduce those dark spots T.T

anyway, it wasn't as much costly as other eye creams but it is definitely a light cream and fragrance free and also absorbs quickly..

Pros: Light texture, No Fragrance, UV Protection, Pump is very useful.

Cons: Did not work and might be the cause of dark spots under my eyes.

Will i purchase it again? Absolutely NOT!

Disclaimer: i did this review in my own honest opinions. different skins have different effects!

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snooker noob :(

7.11.11

snooker!! wuhoo!

ivan is so good at it but he laughed at me bad at it =.=

photo itu hari :P

i took a video of him playing snooker but it was in his phone :(

then we went to eat KFC as our dinner. my little sis join me. even his friend ah kai hehe

we ate for free 'cause we have RM30 vouchers!

eat and enjoy as long as you live!!

love shoppping!

 4/11/11

my Vietnam meal =)

5/11/11

my sis came back from kl and so we went to jusco for window shopping :)

we also celebrated dad's birthday by having our dinner together in the Black Canyon Coffee.

i super duper love the tom yam!!

and guess what? she bought a GUESS purse and it costs hundred >.<

then i shop for a pair of shades from orioli

while my mom shop for the perfume and body products from The Body Shop.

the good news is, i'm officially the member of The Body Shop! wuhoo~!

 it's the perfume my mom bought for RM79 yikes!

 shower gel with active ingredients from the apricot

another shower gel of my mom's

 another perfume of my mom's with a hand lotion for free!

it's the nutox's new perfume product.

 aha! this is mine! :) face scrub from Nutox with the active ingredient of bird nest kekeke!

i tried this product at night and i love the feeling scrubbing on my face. smooth and refreshing!

 i spend more on skincare products than make ups :P

you said i changed. did i?

haix.. i AM happy. but sometimes, i do feel UNhappy when i'm alone.

did i actually changed?
i changed in a positive way or a negative?
......i just feel that i need an answer.

if you're reading this, i wanna tell you that i miss you.

and i cried many times each time i thought of you abandoning me like that.

did you ever missed me? no?

did you cared about us? no?

answers? no?

 but i just wanna move on with my life without questions.

my final question.

did you ever ever regret since the day we never spoke? no?

never mind.

wish you could talk to me someday like how we used to.

love you as always.

3.11.11

see what Chun sing brought for us?? hehehe he's really a nice guy weh!! *opps! i mean friend haha!*
it's a bowl of suet yi loong ngan without suet yi teeehee~~!

right after school we went to sushi king as it's the last day they had this promotion RM2 per plate of sushi :D
jackson, bryan, well soon, win hun, chris and me went to eat as our lunch..





then i left to the body shop to get this sample. i love the scent of this body lotion. it's made from the natural ingredients and i love it!

the one who's still loving you,
yieujin. me.

lalala~

30.10.11

On this day, it is a great day!! :D
after church, me and ivan planned to go for spa at the Banyan Spa! teehee!
we made an appointment for 2.30pm but the time was still early so we went to have our lunch first at the greentown corner. guess who i met?? i met cheok mun with her family there. :)

we chat and then left to Tower Regency hotel which they have an event; warehouse selling beauty products and clothes at very low prices!


then we rushed to banyan and get ready for our spa.. hehe!

as we're walking into that place, i captured this :P

then we went in and waited for them to prepare the stuffs for us.. and as usual, capturing pictures here and there :P

then they take us to that small house (couple room :P)
and we had our spa the whole time there!
we had body scrub, steam bath and aromatic full body massage! kekeke ^^

that's all for the day and i'm absolutely satisfied with it..
but during the scrubbing and massaging,
it's really tickling and i laughed non-stop when they.........
>.< funny lo.. the person who helped me massage even laughed at me OMG! so embarrassed! but they're friendly.. :) and i'm really happy.. hehe even ivan is happy... hohoho :P


29.10.11

me, trinie, kok wai, evan, puiyan, ah mui aunty, kit man uncle, yen yen woke up early in the morning and went to
climb Menglembu Hill!! wuhoo!!!
it's been a long tim e since i finally got the chance to exercise.. i love exercising!!


28.10.11

celebrate Evan's birthday at Olivenz!
we gave him this shit cake and can you see the 3 cute flies on the shit cake?? haha!
happy day but too bad it ended early.. 'cause the next day we still need to wake up early and go for the hill climbing and so...,

Happy Birthday Ah Fatt!! :D

ashley, wei wei jie jie, mindy, evan, me, trinie, james gor

God Bless You All! ^^

octobuurrr

raNdoM CornEr


ivan's post
cover the top half of the picture
it's the word "i love you"!!

this is how sweet and magical mathematics can be! =)

22.10.11

see the picture below? i captured it when i was driving back home from tuition.
don't worry.. the traffic light is red color.. :)
and it was so jam...
pity our Mother Earth :(
it's one of the plastic factories on fire nearby Menglembu.. i can't believe my eyes as the black smoke covered the sky.. aiks.. the air pollution is getting serious now!

at night, our music club had a gathering at the First Coffee House.
the food is quite okay but the big meal is definitely worth the price!
that's why i burped a lot that night hahaha


then we went to snookering. i'm not good at it but were just having fun.
then i went out with ivan .. great day right! :D

lalalalala~~ :P

12.10.11

Ashley's birthday
>.< i skipped this in my blog.. sorry for the mistake girl.

anyway, was a great day!! 'cause i can hardly remember when's my last time singing and screaming like we did that night!

we had our dinner at the Yeolde English first then to E-box :)
OMG i feel like i'm so addicted to singing d..
i mean publicly,
not by myself in the bathroom hohoho :P

ashley, evan, mindy, kok wai, ah loke and me were so insanely singing those oldies and crazy songs!
when it's time to back home, evan fetch us and we're really really really exhausted.
but it's a fine day i can never forget. ^^

why him...

sometimes i feel that i need someone so badly and he would be there.
when i'm lost, i feel that he's the only one that i can count on.
i feel comfortable and relax.
he makes me feel that i'm so much important than anyone he knows and anything he could offer.
and he always catch me when i fall.

if i let him go, i will never know what my life would be holding him close to me,

i will never see will he smiles back at me,

and i will never know how much joy he could bring to my life.

he's the one who saw me go through it all,

he gives me faith 'cause he believes.

and so i'm everything i am 'cause he loves me,

and that's why i love him too. teehee! :)

don't think that he cares. he doesn't.

i'm someone who can think.
i'm not sure if you really understand him 'cause neither do i.
but i just know that he doesn't care. he really doesn't.

so, don't tell me to forgive 'cause i already did and i forget.
just don't do anything ridiculous.
because having you is so much happier, with or without it, it isn't matter already.
'cause it's something that's already smear, broken, lost, gone and can't be found.

don't fix the broken pieces.
'cause in the end you will only hurt yourself.

good to have him by myside ^^

16.10.11

Had a bread for breakfast.
Had a plate of economy rice for lunch.
And as for tea time, evan, kok wai, trinie, elisia, bingbing, xixing and me went to snow fusion. :)

And i had a bowl of ramen kimchi, thai style tauhu and carrot milk juice for dinner.
wheeeehehehehe! :D



it's me and ivan photo snapping while waiting for our food.. and yea.. we had it in O Place restaurant right after we went to stadium for the SHE Expo :)
and i get lots of vouchers!!


vouchers!!!
Y($.$)Y


ivan bought the facial voucher, Bayan Spa vouchers
and the other two is free.. kekekeke!
can't wait for the spa thing. but i think i'll be going on november during my STPM week ^^ wuhoo!


14.10.11

Baliz.. baliz baliz baliz~


>.<


ape ni.. XD

sisters :) thanks for listening and advising..
it did help a little and at least you listen.
tQ teehee!

11.10.11

this is a picture of Kim Yoo Jin's wedding :)
she's beautiful, isn't she?
erm.. it's just something random.. :P

with my dearest Ivan :P
i'm absent for school 'cause it's really boring 'cause NO teachers will be teaching that day
and honestly i'm unhappy to be in school.

that's why i spent the day with him..


my lunch is that bowl of "g geok chou" and
i love the fats which is the most delicious part!!
then we went to walk around at a shopping complex in bercham :)

happy day.. and at least it's better than being in school.. >.<

and also, many things happened.. and they're all unhappy ones.. and i hope my parents would actually want me to stay rather than leaving.. anyway, i will miss each and everyone here especially my beloved ivan.. don't sad ok? it's not like i'm not coming back forever.. i promise our love will be stronger than we are now after this test..

Lord Jesus,
with Your power,
can you make things easier for us so that we don't have to be this sad?
Please give us the patience, toleration and happiness
so that we can overcome whatever obstacles that's coming
and thank you for everything you give and gave me
including my friends who support me always and
a person who always make my day; ivan.
Take away all their hatred and fears and bless them.
IloveYou. in Jesus name i pray.
Amen.

if our love is really really strong,
nothing can change between us.. xoxo hehe