you're just.... unpredictable :/

the footprints; memories that we left behind is now just a trash..
you're trying to keep me out from seeing your blog? but why read mine??
don't you feel childish to change your blog's name again and again?
you thought that if you do that i can't find you? SWEAT!
if you don't want me to find you then i won't even though how many times you change it i can still find out.
don't be such a kid.. i will not mind your stuff from now on.
i didn't let go our friendship before this 'cause i'm not as cruel as you. don't want me as friend then fine la.. what i care? you're not that important to me also.. so, don't act like a kid anymore... duh!

i will do what you want me to do..
if you don't want me to do what you don't want me to do, i will not do..

13.8.11

photo shooting.. just play around :/

it's for promoting the cosmetics purpose... hoho :P
i don't look like myself right? >.<

8.8.11

finally after a long time siew meng asks me and jean out :) cool night but also a sad one >.<

that night we went to zero degree and i met a kinda cool guy named niccolas :)
he is siew meng's friend.. he's kinda funny and he said things to console me about something..
anyway, hope to see siew meng and niccolas again soon.. ^^

and i forgotten about taking pictures with jean :(
we went to old town kopitiam with niccolas and his friends that night.. ivan went together with me too.. hees..
we chat for so long and yet me and jean forgotten to take pictures together LOL

life is simple when we think it is
we will be happy when we try our best to be
and things will be different when we try to think differently.

6.8.11

See Mun's birthday :)

we celebrated earlier on saturday..
never been so happy to finally out with a bunch of girls! feels like i'm a girl again! LOL
eugene drove me, jamie, rinlyn and alex to folie folie
we wanted to give a surprise to see mun 'cause she has no idea that we're going.. it was only irene and her at first.
when we showed up, her expression is shocked. and that's ugly.. WAHAHAHA but funny..

the food there is so expensive T.T
my eyeballs almost drop out from the socket.. hahahaha
the cheapest meal is already RM16.. but if only once in a while then it'll be alright le :)

then finally irene and i slipped out from there and fetch kit yee after her choir performance nearby.. when kit yee appeared in folie folie, there goes see mun's shocking expression again hohoho :P

we had a great time enjoying the music and we sang birthday song for her and put exactly 19 candles on the cake. the surrounding was actually dark has become bright from our table and everyone there were looking at the beautiful birthday girl :)

back to my point.. the night was fantastic!

after the party ended, ivan came to fetch me and i ate for the 2nd round :(
it was already late and still i'm having the 2nd supper for that night!
i joined ivan and his friends in wong kok restaurant..

^^ great day with my friends and ivan.. love them lots!!!



me, see mun and rinlyn :)


too bad irene was with her eugene that she didn't join us here..


whee~! :D

29.7.11

celebrated Ivan's birthday in Kampai Restaurant
LOVE him lots :))

i gave him a hand-made present of my own, cupcakes, a t-shirt and treat him eat that night ^^
hope he'll love the presents that i gave him hehehe



angry bird cupcakes.. chocolate flavor. the right one's eye looks like a little swollen :/


the cute face hehehe


our photo of the day, love this photo very much!

tell me if you're unhappy
don't hide
you are always there for me when i needed you
but why don't let me to do back the same thing on you? =*

too excited of getting pretty xD

my NEW PRODUCTS for august!! :))
i can't wait to get my new hair straightener sponsor by dear ivan and skin care products from the face shop hehehe!!

Green tea nose patch from Etude House!


Mini Vita Foam from Etude House.. this cleanser helps in blood circulation :)


Moistfull Mask by Etude House! i love the pink container. it's lovely!


Black Head Heating Scrub by Etude House.. it's one of the top sale products! works for me :)

don't know why the more i grow up, the more i wanted to take care of my skin >.< hohoho maybe i'm afraid of so fast being old even i'm only 19 now LOL!

15.7.11

celebrated kit yee's brithday :))
can't describe you excited i am that day!!! hehehehe

it's been a long time since i see sin wai.. he's getting taller OMG!
and i meet new friends.. kenderick is a funny guy LOL and we scream the word PIKACHU to annoy everyone WAHAHA can't believe he can hit as high note as mine wehh

i'm the only lady over here xP


dear irene :)


the beautys.. hey, who's that pretty one with the brown top XD


sin wai and kenderick fail to rap the song hohoho :P

and lastly.. a picture with the birthday girl :) she's hot right ^.*

i don't hate you, i hate myself

you really hurt me this time.. i don't know why i care so much about the friendship whereby you didn't even care..
is it you already have a new girl friend that's why you feel without me being your friend a matter?

i said i hate you 'cause you did something that made me so so jealous.. and i hate that jealousy feeling honestly but not you.

i really miss you but you already don't want me as a friend.
i have no choice but to move on without you. anyway, having you as a friend is one of the happiest thing that i ever gone through in my life.
you know me too well to know that what i wrote is the sincerely truth.

and one last thing,
i never played your feelings.. sorry if you think i am..
i can see that you're happy without me.. and that's good..
wish you're happy always...

emm.. four more months to go and things gonna end like there's never a beginning..
so....

good luck my friends in the coming exam.. God bless you guys! ^^

friends make a difference in my life. tQ

does it mean that you need to have some gaps with someone who already has a boyfriend/girlfriend?

does it mean that you can't be too close with them?

why people in this modern days will also have such thinking?

i'm not stupid, i can feel what's happening. it's just that i pretend not to know it.

even i look like nothing doesn't mean i don't care.

this is one of the problems that playing in my mind these days. i don't know until when it'll be over until we face it and settle the problem.

if you don't want to, i can just thank you for everything you've done for me and wish you happier each day.

it's just me.
a girl who wants friends more than losing them.

messages to the people i care

before this, i had some problems that i'm really headache of, and need someone to talk to but before i said anything to anyone, i have a good friend who actually noticed me in grief.

each time when i have problems, he will advise me.
even he didn't do anything to help out, but when he listens, it already helps.

he gave me support and told me to be strong. and yea, sometimes he had problems of his own too. i too, will do the same thing; being there for him to listen and advised him and also support whatever decision that he's going to make.

even how unhappy he is, he still will say jokes to make me laugh :) a friend like him is hard to find. he not only didn't disparage me for what i'd done, 'cause he knows that i did it for my very own reason but also tells me what i should do to settle the problems.

so, i would like to say- thanks for being so understanding..

he's my best buddy,
Jackson jimui xD



christopher, i don't know why i feel like our friendship is getting farer.
whatever i've said or done, i'm sorry.
just want to maintain our friendship. even if you didn't treat me as a good friend, but i can tell you that i do treat you as a good friend.
'cause i feel like we're like brother and sister; you watched me from small til grown up like now and so do i, watching you grew from a teenager to an adult. (above 18 are all adults right? =/ i'm not sure by the way.. LOL)
so, friends forever right? :)


they're a little too much i guess xD especially eugene trying to do something to well soon. WAHAHAHA!
(p/s: for those who're still below 18, don't try to learn or even think what i meant)


from left; me, jackson, li heng, well soon, heng keat, eugene



i'm not from this class. i'm lost i guess (sorry >.<) hahahaha
even wes koo too =.= LOL



this is my class! that wes koo is trying to "cheong keng tao"
lucky that the photographer is professional enough to snap my face without blocking by wes koo. hoho :P

.
i finally knew why God arrange me to this.
'cause he wants me to feel the great love from these awesome friends :)
God Bless you people :)
kawanku yang tersayang,
i LOVE YOU GUYS lots!!

be grateful for what you have

i read a story about a korean girl who wore makeup without removing it for 2 years!!
i read this story from zoey's blog!


click this and read >>>

Make Up Obsession


warning: don't try this at home or anywhere you're at!

skin care is important 'cause after all you've done to your skin like make ups, stress and etc, your skin definitely deserve a better treat!!

birthday on 20th june 2011

John lcs's bufdaee =)

we celebrated in class in the morning hehehe
served with spaghetti, muffin and cake!! :D
then went to celebrate his birthday again in the afternoon at the O Place Cafe ^^





from left; bryan, jin hui, wai keong, me, yean kwan, andrew

from right; soon seng, wes koo, christopher, eugene, jackson, zhi weng, chun sing, jason

i remember that this birthday boy is the first andersonian that i know :)
we met in the st john gathering held at anderson. so damn childish when i think back that we played with flour running around the field and play with water and chase after one another HAHAHA! funny but cute right?

but for sure i did have some contradicts with this birthday guy hoho :P
anyway, pasts have passed.
hope that we can build more memories in the future together with the others!! =)

happy to spend time with my friends.
it'a been a while since i have outing with friends.
love them lots!! :P

wedding month

went to 2 weddings on the same week! when i see those brides smiling in their wedding, i feel like marrying >.< haha!


1st wedding i went is my cousin's cousin.
i was cam whoring while the others were eating xD




2nd wedding is my beloved ivan's friend :P
i pulled him to cam whore with me hehehe sweet??




i love this picture the most. i put this as my hp's wallpaper.. :D

when i look at you, i feel i'm the luckiest and happiest person in the world.
if you didn't notice, you mean everything to me.
happiness is in your hands.

two person being together who wants future should first respect each other's decision.
don't take future as a game to play.
'cause i don't like this game.

i'm not strong as you think i am.
so please don't hurt me and love me like before.
and so do i, will love you more and more each day.

iloveyou :)

smiless =)

i love them for who they WERE and who they ARE. love them lots.. my beloved ivory and yeun kee =)








does this baby panda looks familiar to you?? he's po. baby panda from the Kungfu panda 2 movie!! so damn cute right?? OMG recently i'm so obsessed with babies!!! even a baby panda LOL
watched the movie with ivan at lotus.. the tickets are so cheap le wey.. will watch movies there next time teehee!! :)

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

happy days =)

my day in cameron highland. AWESOME!! ^^

we went for breakfast in stadium and fetch pong wai to bus station. he gotta go back to kl. then we continued our journey to cameron. so damn excited weh! ^^

over the bridge.. hoho :P




big flower. make a wish :)






after finished walking in the rose valley in tringkap, we went to lunch at the cameron valley tea house.
nice view and cool air! i really miss that moment ^^




enjoying my ice-cream in the car hehehe

hehehe :P

nice chocolate cake with ice-cream top. costs RM7.90, do you believe it!
expensive, i know. lucky it tastes good.. heesss~!




cameron valley tea house!!! :P

nice?? it's the smokehouse. :) so heritage le.. i love it! =)


our night in barroom wheeee~ :P
erm.. she looks drunk right? i know. xD