friends make a difference in my life. tQ

does it mean that you need to have some gaps with someone who already has a boyfriend/girlfriend?

does it mean that you can't be too close with them?

why people in this modern days will also have such thinking?

i'm not stupid, i can feel what's happening. it's just that i pretend not to know it.

even i look like nothing doesn't mean i don't care.

this is one of the problems that playing in my mind these days. i don't know until when it'll be over until we face it and settle the problem.

if you don't want to, i can just thank you for everything you've done for me and wish you happier each day.

it's just me.
a girl who wants friends more than losing them.

messages to the people i care

before this, i had some problems that i'm really headache of, and need someone to talk to but before i said anything to anyone, i have a good friend who actually noticed me in grief.

each time when i have problems, he will advise me.
even he didn't do anything to help out, but when he listens, it already helps.

he gave me support and told me to be strong. and yea, sometimes he had problems of his own too. i too, will do the same thing; being there for him to listen and advised him and also support whatever decision that he's going to make.

even how unhappy he is, he still will say jokes to make me laugh :) a friend like him is hard to find. he not only didn't disparage me for what i'd done, 'cause he knows that i did it for my very own reason but also tells me what i should do to settle the problems.

so, i would like to say- thanks for being so understanding..

he's my best buddy,
Jackson jimui xD



christopher, i don't know why i feel like our friendship is getting farer.
whatever i've said or done, i'm sorry.
just want to maintain our friendship. even if you didn't treat me as a good friend, but i can tell you that i do treat you as a good friend.
'cause i feel like we're like brother and sister; you watched me from small til grown up like now and so do i, watching you grew from a teenager to an adult. (above 18 are all adults right? =/ i'm not sure by the way.. LOL)
so, friends forever right? :)


they're a little too much i guess xD especially eugene trying to do something to well soon. WAHAHAHA!
(p/s: for those who're still below 18, don't try to learn or even think what i meant)


from left; me, jackson, li heng, well soon, heng keat, eugene



i'm not from this class. i'm lost i guess (sorry >.<) hahahaha
even wes koo too =.= LOL



this is my class! that wes koo is trying to "cheong keng tao"
lucky that the photographer is professional enough to snap my face without blocking by wes koo. hoho :P

.
i finally knew why God arrange me to this.
'cause he wants me to feel the great love from these awesome friends :)
God Bless you people :)
kawanku yang tersayang,
i LOVE YOU GUYS lots!!

be grateful for what you have

i read a story about a korean girl who wore makeup without removing it for 2 years!!
i read this story from zoey's blog!


click this and read >>>

Make Up Obsession


warning: don't try this at home or anywhere you're at!

skin care is important 'cause after all you've done to your skin like make ups, stress and etc, your skin definitely deserve a better treat!!

birthday on 20th june 2011

John lcs's bufdaee =)

we celebrated in class in the morning hehehe
served with spaghetti, muffin and cake!! :D
then went to celebrate his birthday again in the afternoon at the O Place Cafe ^^





from left; bryan, jin hui, wai keong, me, yean kwan, andrew

from right; soon seng, wes koo, christopher, eugene, jackson, zhi weng, chun sing, jason

i remember that this birthday boy is the first andersonian that i know :)
we met in the st john gathering held at anderson. so damn childish when i think back that we played with flour running around the field and play with water and chase after one another HAHAHA! funny but cute right?

but for sure i did have some contradicts with this birthday guy hoho :P
anyway, pasts have passed.
hope that we can build more memories in the future together with the others!! =)

happy to spend time with my friends.
it'a been a while since i have outing with friends.
love them lots!! :P

wedding month

went to 2 weddings on the same week! when i see those brides smiling in their wedding, i feel like marrying >.< haha!


1st wedding i went is my cousin's cousin.
i was cam whoring while the others were eating xD




2nd wedding is my beloved ivan's friend :P
i pulled him to cam whore with me hehehe sweet??




i love this picture the most. i put this as my hp's wallpaper.. :D

when i look at you, i feel i'm the luckiest and happiest person in the world.
if you didn't notice, you mean everything to me.
happiness is in your hands.

two person being together who wants future should first respect each other's decision.
don't take future as a game to play.
'cause i don't like this game.

i'm not strong as you think i am.
so please don't hurt me and love me like before.
and so do i, will love you more and more each day.

iloveyou :)

smiless =)

i love them for who they WERE and who they ARE. love them lots.. my beloved ivory and yeun kee =)








does this baby panda looks familiar to you?? he's po. baby panda from the Kungfu panda 2 movie!! so damn cute right?? OMG recently i'm so obsessed with babies!!! even a baby panda LOL
watched the movie with ivan at lotus.. the tickets are so cheap le wey.. will watch movies there next time teehee!! :)

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

happy days =)

my day in cameron highland. AWESOME!! ^^

we went for breakfast in stadium and fetch pong wai to bus station. he gotta go back to kl. then we continued our journey to cameron. so damn excited weh! ^^

over the bridge.. hoho :P




big flower. make a wish :)






after finished walking in the rose valley in tringkap, we went to lunch at the cameron valley tea house.
nice view and cool air! i really miss that moment ^^




enjoying my ice-cream in the car hehehe

hehehe :P

nice chocolate cake with ice-cream top. costs RM7.90, do you believe it!
expensive, i know. lucky it tastes good.. heesss~!




cameron valley tea house!!! :P

nice?? it's the smokehouse. :) so heritage le.. i love it! =)


our night in barroom wheeee~ :P
erm.. she looks drunk right? i know. xD

ivan!! hehe.. look what i found.. a love leaf.. but i threw it d.. HAHAHA





celebrating my sis's birthday in Good Times steamboat on 20th of may 2011.. went with jenie and her sis, the birthday girl and her bf and chooi ling.. ya.. chooi ling talks a lot and most of the time too.. hehehe.. it's been a while since i ate steamboat.. anyway, the bad news is that it costs RM26.30 per person T^T
they ate for 4 rounds and i stopped after the 2nd round :(

the food is nice but i don't like the soup... awts.. gonna try 2 in 1 steamboat next time.. charles' steamboat... i heard my friend said it's nice and costs only RM19.90 per person ^^ hehehe.. i'll go and have a meal there when i have accomplish my diet plan hohohoho :P happy day anyway

here's some of my beauty collections =)

i think it's important to take care of your skin especially girls. 'cause they need those to enhance their beauty and youth to attract guys.. xD


1st item



i have this skin care kit from Etude House.. it's the O2 white vitamin C brand.. i got it as a gift for being such a loyal customer! hohoho :P
this kit contains tone-up emulsion, tone-up toner, intensive white serum and the eye gel.
i didn't really know how to use at first 'cause the directions behind the box is all written in korean language >.< then after i did some research only know how it is used..

to those girls who have this kit out there but didn't know how it is used, read the

directions:

1) After cleansing, apply the tone-up toner then only the tone-up emulsion.

2) then, apply O2 white vitamin C intensive serum on face and massage into skin.

3) for overnight treatment, add the intensive serum into the individual pack of O2 white vitamin C powder and mix them.

4) then, apply it in the evening as a overnight brightening treatment.



2nd item



it's the aloe tea cleanser from Etude House. this product maintains the moisture of the skin. i have dry skin and my skin is much better after using it. i really recommend this :) i got this actually for free ^^ 'cause during the promotion, i bought the yogurt peel foam cleanser for only RM19.90 which free me another choice of cleanser of mine which is this hehe



3rd item



this is the plastic that i separated from my mask :)



this product :) it's actually my mom's.. and i used it >.< hahaha.. since she has so many masks, it's the only one i took to use. it's a black pearl mask and i can tell you that it's so comfortable and i felt my skin is so differently smooth =) i used this mask that day 'cause my skin is so stressed after facing my mid-year exam XD



4th item



this one i bought from Sasa :) her name is sasatinnie (i call it "HER" xD) and costs only RM19.90.. i said ONLY 'cause i saw this but different brand which costs much more expensive. =)
it's nice to use and the jelly surface with the fat hairs (i don't know what those call xD) is very jelly-like. so, it won't hurt our skin instead cleanse the skin pores.. trust me, you'll like it!! :D

holidays begin!! wuhoooo~!

once upon a time :)

GUESS WHERE AM I :P








untukmu :)

sista.. i know i update my bloggie quite slow.. but it's all because i'm busy with exam...

my evidence of me studying pengajian am; SH Cheong's notes kekeke :P

a new day will come :)
can't wait for holidays!! wohooo!!

something i found :)

22/4/2011

went to eat bak kut teh with chris, zhi weng, jia chun and jackson :)
that restaurant's name is shun lee









29/4/2011

mushroom soup i had for lunch in chatter heeess =)
not ordering rice or noodles cause i'm on a plan.. eat little with more meals :P



opps.. my polo watch there hehe

end of midyear exam: 2 more days to go
holidays to begin: 9 more days to go

i forgive you :)

XOXO

don't know why i feel like writing a blog today :)

this morning, i went breakfast with ivan :)
awesome morning.. skipped school just to study and online at home... heees...

watching bubzbeauty's videos.. she has lots of great videos. will catch up on her videos every week :D

mybestie
i feel that i don't hate her even how bad she treated me.. aiks.. i miss jean and ivory.. i bet ivory is enjoying her college life.. hope she'll hang out with me when she comes back on June.


things to do few months soon: (temporarily)

---ivan told me that he wanted to go taiwan and asked me to go with him.. hope that i really can go there 'cause i never went to that place before... again.. need my parents' permission for that.. chris went there before and told me that the place is a good place for food and to shop. clothes are cheap and food is delicious .. sounds like a heaven to me.. whee~!

---going for a trip with friends. might be to penang.. erm.. i guess this trip is to build the last memory for us before everyone separates.. hope after our form6 life, we can still keep in touch.. love you guys!!

---go to chemor for curry rice! my fav!! i can't wait.. wey you all! wait meeeee ^^!

---$ a job $

exam fever =.=

having headache recently.. i guess it's because i'm studying too much and the hot weather..

anyway.. good luck friends and
take care of your health too! :D

end of midyear exam: 10 more days to go
holidays to begin: 18 more days to go