how nice

if you are with me

even till the bitter end

and

never crack

my fragile heart.


you have gave me once

a courage to stand up

to face the world

yelling

saying myself is the best

not caring about

other's assumption.


that's why

i adore you

very much.


but

nothing will be the same

again.


all because

you

have changed.


here

i just wanna say

i still love you.


hoping our friendship

never messed up

from

the beginning.

14th june 2009
erm... went church as always ^^ God bless!!
then night went meeting again.. ^^ omg! i love their voices.. then went eat!! yahoo... my childhood eating place... never go there so long... that day went there with me, serene, qian, kah yun, ker ting, mun yee and her brother and auntie. happy happy family.. then went back to their house.. aikx.. waited for my mom to come and fetch me.. til 12am swt.. they gotta sacrifice their sleep although kinda late liao... haha


15th june 2009
school reopens... aikx.. sleepy... forced to wake up early... lol
kinda happy see so many friends.. erm.. when thinking about the exam results... wakakakakaka.. quite disappointed..
went mcdonalds after school.. then saw chee ken with his friends... then met chee fong and saw woon.. joined them.. ^^ talks a lot and many funny things happened.. haha
then walked to tuition alone.. saw samuel holding his girl's hand crossing the road... to bad he can't see me... anyway... they're sweet... *envy*...
reached tuition then sit with my gang... 2lin, jul and jee an.. haha... =.=" got teased again... grrr... anyway.. happy day~


16th of june 2009
after school went to eat in rasa sayang.. with jul, wai wai, 2lin and ws.. so "yit lau".. ^^
one happy day pass again just like dat~



all i have is you

since the day i left you

is the day

i chose to give up

on you.



wanna show you

i can be

happier

and

not distraught

being without

you.



showing you

that

i can live better

although

without you.

went to parade with jean... well.. she drive me go... haha... psst... nearly got a heart attack when she drive... buahaha
erm... i would give her pass... not too bad... just that she has to restart the engine in the middle of the road thrice.. lol

reached there, walk around with steph, sze ngou, jean.. ate then went to the imax.. haix.. left for dead again... =.=" lol

then me and jean went out a while to search for coke for kah chun in kbox there.. then went to find joey.. erm... not to mention that she shops... omg.. when i see the price tag i was like.... gosh!! hard earn money just gone that way...



erm... sze ngou shy.. wakakaka


jean and me take pic while waiting... hahaha


me and steph.. took while tea time in kopitiam.. xD

nerd day!! xp

guess who's this... wakakaka

nerd for a day.. finally.. haix... hope that the school won't reopen so fast...
today went mcd study with friend...
arrive there, cheyan sat behind me.. shocked is the only word i could describe.. then stephanie back from johor went parade with her.. ish.. can't just leave my friend there... then have to study there with him... anyway... i miss yea steph!!

then met wei lun, zhi weng and christopher... aikx... anime fans... talking non stop bout it.. then they left for tuition...only me and mok study...
and bad........ don't wanna mention... humiliating i could tell happened!...


frustration bit by bit growing
sweat beads streamed down whe you're near me
chances only once in a blue moon
if not you i miss and appreciate then who else would it be..

i love you my darls~

tired day....

9th of june 2009
went to parade with rinlyn, christina, tan and wai ling..
and christina came late... that's why no kbox.. sobx...
we forced her to treat us watch movie.. lol
just kidding... we're not that bad... aikx... pay ownself... we watched 'monsters vs aliens'..
the cartoons are so cute!! i love that cockroach scientist and that bubbly slimy blue thing...
damn funny.. much more better than the movie i watched last few days... nothing much... after movie, we just fool around and taking pictures.. not to mention that everyone was looking... lol
what's the problem.. we're just enjoy ourselves... mind them... xp
then took a bus to tuition... ck tey there.. argh... tired... my eyes opened half... eyes were looking at steven (he's a teacher... don't think too much!!) but the mind already flew to somewhere else... aikx... just enough for the day~


me and christina loves peace^^v

me hugging wai ling.. they said i looked like hao poh... wakaka... erm... i kinda agree only in this picture... xp



four of us... me, rin, tan (looks creepy with only the head pops out xp), chris


me and rin before went into the cinema..


while in tuition.....

me and jul... she's sweet... muah~

rehearsal day.. mixture of exhaustion and happiness...

continue~~

6th of june 2009

went to greentown square.. a newly built building... went there for meeting.. drama thing...
oh my God!! it's totally worth for RM30 per ticket... it's kinda a charity performance... although rehearsal on this day, but i could feel the fun of it...
damn it!! their voice are really great and their expressions and dancings are magnificent! well.. they're professionals of course... xp
after everything were finished at about 11.20pm, we went for our dinner... lol... supper i supposed but everyone was busy practicing until the time was so late that we forgotten to eat.. eric says that he treat us and all of us go to "dong gu ting" restaurant......
i followed john's car.. waseh......he's car is........... damn it!! nissan sentra!! i mean there's nothing to be so surprise about a car like his... but he doesn't look like a guy who drives a big car... lol... plus, he's just 19.. "P" license with a brand new car... sobx... when i could ever own a car like this at this young age... argh... gotta find a rich boyfriend... wakaka
john was so stress that he drove to the wrong place twice and gotta turn rounds before we headed for the correct direction.. lol.. maybe he couldn't concentrate that there's so many pretty girls in his car.. wakaka
he teased him the whole way to the restaurant... guess what.. we reached there the last.. everyone reached before us... lol... no need to asked why... haha
unfortunately i gotta find someone to fetch me back... pierre... thanks to him... ^^
went back home late jor and too tired jau asleep liao...

anyway... i hope my happy moments with whoever friends will never end....
^^

quotes that expresses feelings...

loving you is what i precious

once a friend, always a friend

love.. yieujin

darling!! lol... longkang queen of the day..

6th june 2009
went to parade.. met with jamie, irene, jiun li, kar king, desmond... we went for bowling.. played 2 games and have some walks... i met jiun li.. kinda long time ago since we met... i guess... erm.. 10 years back?? haha...


me and my darling ^^


my old friend.. looks sweet eh ^^
me and jiun li..

to be continue~~

night at the (museum) cinema... lol...

5th of june 2009
went jusco watch movie... night at the museum movie... kinda funny but not as i expected thou.. i prefer part 1 de.... after watched den eat... heesss.. that's why i'm having big tummy now and planning to diet... sobx...


waiting for food... ^^


yummy!! erm....but it's not mine... T.T


delicious!! gen's de... too bad... lol...


tom yam... this is mine!! buahahaha


lol... enjoying taking pictures while waiting the car.. boohoo

nothing much happen this days.. just busy enjoying my holidays while it lasts... lol


on 3rd june 2009,
cleaned the house and went to kai yun's house.. plan to follow her car for a meeting.. kind of a drama meeting.. i have my group dee... wuhoo!! ^^ i'm a stage coordinator only la... lol
but this event seems like kinda fun... can't wait for it...
i went to her house at 4pm.. but i kinda having problems of remembering things... omg... i thought the meeting will be starting at 5.30pm.. sweat when i found out it only starts at 8pm... lol..
all of them laughing at me.. ish... so paiseh... meeting new people there... have to remember their names as soon as possible 'cause it'll be a problem for not knowing their names when we get started on our work then... anyway... having lots of fun talking and having dinner with them.. they're sweet!!! ^^

satisfaction against sadness

1st of june

joined mok for revision...
he's kinda funny... lol... couldn't be bothered to be sad when i'm with friends... thus... smiled all day... erm.. but they were sincere smiles i could tell... ^^

anyway... thankx for the day ^^

yieujin... couldn't stop being heartless...

appreciate the moments

on 30th may 2009
went to tuition as usual... then went to parade with zhi weng, chris, jean.. but jean went back earlier to studio.. kinda still miss them... besties forever!!!
then met wince.. she's kinda sweet... lol.. understand why chris kinda............ buahaha...
then went to momo cafe for steamboat... anthony drive me go.. =.= legs shaking after we reached.. he almost knocked a car... sweat.... while riding also still wanted to chat with me... lol..
everyone kinda gone crazy at the moment.. but i just keep quiet for the day.. still pondering about these days... don't know what had happened to me... mood swings very fast... at first kinda gone crazy together but suddenly will cross my mind about sad things that happened recently.. especially i hate it went i saw jean's boy friend when each time he starts to argue with me.. duh!!
despite all happy things happened, i am still distraught about something that keeps me from being cheerful.. i don't really know what is it...
anyway... all i have to do is keep smiling.. erm.. more out of pretentious than desire...

all i ever need is just you..

cause i'm in love with you....

yieujin...

meaningless...

regret of not appreciating

regret of taking things for granted

regret that i didn't value them

regret that i take things too frivolously

regret that i see things too simple

regret that thing that were actually mine but giving it to someone else

regret that i am too trusting

regret that i am too easily getting cheated

regret that i intentionally did something stupid

regret that i utter those absurd words that i hope i never have said

regret that i still do not want to accept the fact that you are gone...

acs play... fascinating!!

on 13th of april 2009


went to church as usual.. go for breakfast in kar pin there.. met my friend gorilla mok...

then ate the 3rd round in chatter yik foong there to accompany my friend..

walked to tuition together then to yik foong to repair shoes and then to parade...

at last we went to acs for the play...

and the show begins...

the voices of the characters' are very beautiful.. they made everything kinda perfect.. props are good..

the day was to conclude as exhausting!! anyhow, memorable~

lucky i'm in love with my best friend... xp

hahax... funny conversation... my opinion with tim's opinions about falling in love with best friend... xD

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Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
jz testing oni.. yit li's laptop

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ooh.. y u rasmikan her laptop de?
curi curi ah?? haha

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
nope
she is beside me
wanna test her webcam oni

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ceh.. wah..... lucky i'm in love with my best friend?????
that's unlucky...

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
non of ur business
blek

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
=.=
i guan sum u bt u say i pat... ... sum tam liao

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
nvr heard b4 meh
jason mraz-lucky
copy part of da lyrics oni

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ceh.. ya wo
haha
hak dou me
in my opinion, in love wit bes fren is a bad thg... swt... duno y da lyric writer say he's lucky

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
u oni

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ceh
means for u is a gd thg la? zzz

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
yea
good thing
good fren chat more ma
haha
if understanding 1..den can save $ lo

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
oh... bt bes fren bcum gf den lose a bestie liao... nt gd...

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
good
better than wif some1 dat cant chat alot

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ooh... mayb... but if break liao den bes fren oso knot b....

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
for me...im sure dat that wont happen to me

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ahem... this thgs vy hard 2 say......
u cant predict wut wil happen in future
cz nth is impossible.... especially when it comes 2 lovey dovey

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
see first la

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
lol
nth 2 say jo... wakakaka
ei... i'll put our conversation in2 my blog dere... hahahaha

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
-_-''

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
cz so funny la

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
u funny oni
not me
im a serious guy
blek

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
tink back is tru eh... u reli luk vy serious wo.... each tm see dou u, u oso luk cool cool de

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
speechless d

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
hahax...
yit li so gd de... let u use her laptop....
let me send some virus 2 u 1st... hehehe

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
as long as i don receive any file from u den no worries la..

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ceh... swt.... u gt bloggie?

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
nope
don like to play blog
nothing to share

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ceh... write blog la... can express ur sadness....

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
no sadness
haha
sien
don have time for blog

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ceh.... u'll addicted 2 it de la... same like me... write til non stop de...

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
i can tell u
i wont

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ceh... write blog can let ppl noe ur sadness den auto jau gt ppl come advice u n guan sum guan sum u... very hang fuk de...
hahaha

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
don need to let ppl know too much
have privacy..u know.. blek

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
=.= so secretive....
u wanna guan sum me anot ark? if 1 den can read my blog la... haha

Kit Kat (TAKE NOTE:expired) says:
hah?
see first la
wanna rest now
later going youth

ÿí€ú-jïñ ™ lþÿ- *jilat penyu* 我會很愛很愛你 ~ says:
ooh... ya wo.... enjoy urself in youth la ^^
u rest la
du1 kacau u xD



lame conversation.. wakaka... funny too... =.="