What was your

1.last beverage
biscuit+milo

2.last phone call
sook fun

3.last text message
jia fa

4.last song u listened to
jolin- tian kong

5.last time u cried
this morning


Have you ever

6.dated someone twice
ya.. i admit that

7.been cheated on
it's impossible to say no..

8.kissed someone and regretted it
no regrets...

9.lost someone special
erm.. i guess so...

10.been depressed
ya.. especially these few days..

11.been drunk and threw up
never

List 3 favourite colors
12.green
13.yellow
14.black


this year have you:(2009)

15.made a new friend
yup.. hearts them a lot

16.fallen out of love
nope

17.laughed until you cried
sometimes xp

18.met someone who changed you
yea..

19.found out who your true fren were
dunno

20.found out someone was talking about you
i guess so..

21.kisses anyone on your friends list
huh?

22.how many people on your friends list do you know in real life
well... i didn't count them.. lots ^^

23. How many kids do you want to have
erm.. depends on my mood... wakaka

24.do you have any pets
not once..

25.do you want to change your name
no... my name is special ^^

26.what do you do for your last birthday
hang out with darls

27.what time did you wake up today
7.40am

28.what was you doing last midnight
sleeping

29.name something you CANNOT wait for
N78 xp

30.last time u saw your mother
this afternoon..

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life
nothing.. my life makes me a better person..

32.what are you listening to right now
cartoonist speaking in the movie

33.have u ever talked to a person named Tom
err...no

34.what's getting on your nerves right now
nothing.. calmer after what had happened this morning.

35.most visited webpage
friendster.com

36.what is your real name
Lai Pui Yieu

37.nicknames
yieujin

38.relationship status
single

39.zodiac sign
pisces

40.male or female
female

41.elementary
srk tarcisian convent

42.middle school
smk tarcisian convent

43.high school
i'm not that level yet.. haha

44.hair colour
black

45.long or short
long

46.height
158cm

47.do you have crush on someone
to be honest.. no..

48.what do you like about yourself
everything

49.piercings
ears only

50.tattoos
not yet.. haha

51.rightly or leftly
what does this means?


Firsts

52.first sugery
no

53.piercing
ears

54.first bestfriend
jia hui.. tadika time

55.first sport u joined
swimming

56.first vacation
singapore

58.first pairs of trainers
forgot too


RIGHT NOW

59.eating
ya.. biscuit

60.drinking
milo

61.1 am about to
iron school uniform

62.listening
music

63.waiting
nothing


YOUR FUTURE

64.want kids
of coz

65.get married
yea

66.career
duno


WHICH IS BETTER?

67.lips or eye
both

68.hugs or kisses
hugs

69.shorter or taller
taller

70.older or younger
younger

71.romantic or spontaneous
spontaneous

72.nice stomach or nice arms
stomach

73.sensitive or loud
err..duno

74.hook-up or relationship
relationship

75.trouble maker or hesitant
hesitant


HAVE YOU EVER:

76.kissed a stranger
never

77.drank hard liquor
ya..

78.lost glasses/contact
ya

79.sex on first date
no of coz...

80.broken someone's heart
ya... i feel really really bad...

82.been arrestred
never

83.turned someone down
ya

84.cried when someone died
yea..

85.fallen for a friend
i guess not


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86.yourself
always

87.miracles
ya

88.love at first sight
not really

89.heaven
yup

90.santa claus
no

91.kiss on first date
no

92.angels
yea


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

94.Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time
no

95.did u sing today
yea!!

96.ever cheated on somebody
depends

97.If you could go back in time, how far would you go
not sure if i want to go back in time... if yes, to each and every happy moments..

98.If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be
trip to johor i guess..

99.Are you afraid of falling in love?
ya... what if the opposite betrays me?..

100.posting this as 100 truths
99%

101. At the end, you need to choose 15 people to be tagged
~cheyan
~christopher
~steph wang
~samuel
~zoey
~ivory
~jackson
~wai keong
~mindy
~lipas
~simon
~see mun
~szekuns
~sze ngou
~william khoo

past is past....

really some centuries since i updated my bloggie.. buweeeee xD

erm.. thankx for the concern to all my friends anyway..
mood swings these few days..
but i was kind of relief for what had happened...

sometimes i ask myself..
why should i try so hard to fit in
into someone else's world while i suffer in it?


it's like you'll never feel good if you try so hard to fit in into a shoe
which you actually can't...

i finally realise...
and let go all the burden..



people change,

time runs unrewind..


we'll meet new people,

gain life experience.


find new hope,

and true convenience..


hardships we have to been through to grow..

that's when

only we'll learn to appreciate...


especially something priceless and difficult to earn in a lifetime...
love your friends
'cause that's the precious gift we can gain while we're still having them with us....


through all the predicaments,

i often reminisce all the way things used to be..

which turns out to be the best

moments and memories..


moments & memories ^^


life's like a piano...

white keys are happy moments and

black keys are sad moments..

but only life becomes meaningful when both keys are played together..

just never forget to be happy for everything...

here,
to all my friends,
i'll always love you.
and you all.
~hugx.

20th of june 2009
such an unforgettable day.. working on the drama show things hastily..
but along the process, it was fun!! ^^
being one of the backstage crew made me feel like i'm a small part of the show... = "keh leh feh" only.. hahax...
undefinable feelings... one simple word; enjoyable!!
after the show finally reach its end, we all went to eat. it's supper.
anyway.. i love them all..
sincerely~


27th of june 2009
erm... not really having a good time.. christopher unhappy eh... haix... made me feel sad too...
anyway.. i guess he's alright now... hope that he wouldn't be sad again ^^
love yea chris~ lol.. he's my buddy kay.... then left me and jean only. headed for chatter to have our breakfast+lunch... what a simple day...


28th of june 2009
watch transformers 2 in jusco together with cheyan, wei lun and sze ngou...
haha.. thankx to sze ngou and wei lun... 'cause they're the ones who fight for the tickets... buahaha...
so happy when i get 3 packets of m&m!! ^^ thankx cheyan and wei lun!! love you guys ^^
after we watch the movie, continue with our lunch...
it's a great day i could tell...

how nice

if you are with me

even till the bitter end

and

never crack

my fragile heart.


you have gave me once

a courage to stand up

to face the world

yelling

saying myself is the best

not caring about

other's assumption.


that's why

i adore you

very much.


but

nothing will be the same

again.


all because

you

have changed.


here

i just wanna say

i still love you.


hoping our friendship

never messed up

from

the beginning.

14th june 2009
erm... went church as always ^^ God bless!!
then night went meeting again.. ^^ omg! i love their voices.. then went eat!! yahoo... my childhood eating place... never go there so long... that day went there with me, serene, qian, kah yun, ker ting, mun yee and her brother and auntie. happy happy family.. then went back to their house.. aikx.. waited for my mom to come and fetch me.. til 12am swt.. they gotta sacrifice their sleep although kinda late liao... haha


15th june 2009
school reopens... aikx.. sleepy... forced to wake up early... lol
kinda happy see so many friends.. erm.. when thinking about the exam results... wakakakakaka.. quite disappointed..
went mcdonalds after school.. then saw chee ken with his friends... then met chee fong and saw woon.. joined them.. ^^ talks a lot and many funny things happened.. haha
then walked to tuition alone.. saw samuel holding his girl's hand crossing the road... to bad he can't see me... anyway... they're sweet... *envy*...
reached tuition then sit with my gang... 2lin, jul and jee an.. haha... =.=" got teased again... grrr... anyway.. happy day~


16th of june 2009
after school went to eat in rasa sayang.. with jul, wai wai, 2lin and ws.. so "yit lau".. ^^
one happy day pass again just like dat~



all i have is you

since the day i left you

is the day

i chose to give up

on you.



wanna show you

i can be

happier

and

not distraught

being without

you.



showing you

that

i can live better

although

without you.

went to parade with jean... well.. she drive me go... haha... psst... nearly got a heart attack when she drive... buahaha
erm... i would give her pass... not too bad... just that she has to restart the engine in the middle of the road thrice.. lol

reached there, walk around with steph, sze ngou, jean.. ate then went to the imax.. haix.. left for dead again... =.=" lol

then me and jean went out a while to search for coke for kah chun in kbox there.. then went to find joey.. erm... not to mention that she shops... omg.. when i see the price tag i was like.... gosh!! hard earn money just gone that way...



erm... sze ngou shy.. wakakaka


jean and me take pic while waiting... hahaha


me and steph.. took while tea time in kopitiam.. xD

nerd day!! xp

guess who's this... wakakaka

nerd for a day.. finally.. haix... hope that the school won't reopen so fast...
today went mcd study with friend...
arrive there, cheyan sat behind me.. shocked is the only word i could describe.. then stephanie back from johor went parade with her.. ish.. can't just leave my friend there... then have to study there with him... anyway... i miss yea steph!!

then met wei lun, zhi weng and christopher... aikx... anime fans... talking non stop bout it.. then they left for tuition...only me and mok study...
and bad........ don't wanna mention... humiliating i could tell happened!...


frustration bit by bit growing
sweat beads streamed down whe you're near me
chances only once in a blue moon
if not you i miss and appreciate then who else would it be..

i love you my darls~

tired day....

9th of june 2009
went to parade with rinlyn, christina, tan and wai ling..
and christina came late... that's why no kbox.. sobx...
we forced her to treat us watch movie.. lol
just kidding... we're not that bad... aikx... pay ownself... we watched 'monsters vs aliens'..
the cartoons are so cute!! i love that cockroach scientist and that bubbly slimy blue thing...
damn funny.. much more better than the movie i watched last few days... nothing much... after movie, we just fool around and taking pictures.. not to mention that everyone was looking... lol
what's the problem.. we're just enjoy ourselves... mind them... xp
then took a bus to tuition... ck tey there.. argh... tired... my eyes opened half... eyes were looking at steven (he's a teacher... don't think too much!!) but the mind already flew to somewhere else... aikx... just enough for the day~


me and christina loves peace^^v

me hugging wai ling.. they said i looked like hao poh... wakaka... erm... i kinda agree only in this picture... xp



four of us... me, rin, tan (looks creepy with only the head pops out xp), chris


me and rin before went into the cinema..


while in tuition.....

me and jul... she's sweet... muah~

rehearsal day.. mixture of exhaustion and happiness...

continue~~

6th of june 2009

went to greentown square.. a newly built building... went there for meeting.. drama thing...
oh my God!! it's totally worth for RM30 per ticket... it's kinda a charity performance... although rehearsal on this day, but i could feel the fun of it...
damn it!! their voice are really great and their expressions and dancings are magnificent! well.. they're professionals of course... xp
after everything were finished at about 11.20pm, we went for our dinner... lol... supper i supposed but everyone was busy practicing until the time was so late that we forgotten to eat.. eric says that he treat us and all of us go to "dong gu ting" restaurant......
i followed john's car.. waseh......he's car is........... damn it!! nissan sentra!! i mean there's nothing to be so surprise about a car like his... but he doesn't look like a guy who drives a big car... lol... plus, he's just 19.. "P" license with a brand new car... sobx... when i could ever own a car like this at this young age... argh... gotta find a rich boyfriend... wakaka
john was so stress that he drove to the wrong place twice and gotta turn rounds before we headed for the correct direction.. lol.. maybe he couldn't concentrate that there's so many pretty girls in his car.. wakaka
he teased him the whole way to the restaurant... guess what.. we reached there the last.. everyone reached before us... lol... no need to asked why... haha
unfortunately i gotta find someone to fetch me back... pierre... thanks to him... ^^
went back home late jor and too tired jau asleep liao...

anyway... i hope my happy moments with whoever friends will never end....
^^

quotes that expresses feelings...

loving you is what i precious

once a friend, always a friend

love.. yieujin

darling!! lol... longkang queen of the day..

6th june 2009
went to parade.. met with jamie, irene, jiun li, kar king, desmond... we went for bowling.. played 2 games and have some walks... i met jiun li.. kinda long time ago since we met... i guess... erm.. 10 years back?? haha...


me and my darling ^^


my old friend.. looks sweet eh ^^
me and jiun li..

to be continue~~

night at the (museum) cinema... lol...

5th of june 2009
went jusco watch movie... night at the museum movie... kinda funny but not as i expected thou.. i prefer part 1 de.... after watched den eat... heesss.. that's why i'm having big tummy now and planning to diet... sobx...


waiting for food... ^^


yummy!! erm....but it's not mine... T.T


delicious!! gen's de... too bad... lol...


tom yam... this is mine!! buahahaha


lol... enjoying taking pictures while waiting the car.. boohoo

nothing much happen this days.. just busy enjoying my holidays while it lasts... lol


on 3rd june 2009,
cleaned the house and went to kai yun's house.. plan to follow her car for a meeting.. kind of a drama meeting.. i have my group dee... wuhoo!! ^^ i'm a stage coordinator only la... lol
but this event seems like kinda fun... can't wait for it...
i went to her house at 4pm.. but i kinda having problems of remembering things... omg... i thought the meeting will be starting at 5.30pm.. sweat when i found out it only starts at 8pm... lol..
all of them laughing at me.. ish... so paiseh... meeting new people there... have to remember their names as soon as possible 'cause it'll be a problem for not knowing their names when we get started on our work then... anyway... having lots of fun talking and having dinner with them.. they're sweet!!! ^^

satisfaction against sadness

1st of june

joined mok for revision...
he's kinda funny... lol... couldn't be bothered to be sad when i'm with friends... thus... smiled all day... erm.. but they were sincere smiles i could tell... ^^

anyway... thankx for the day ^^

yieujin... couldn't stop being heartless...

appreciate the moments

on 30th may 2009
went to tuition as usual... then went to parade with zhi weng, chris, jean.. but jean went back earlier to studio.. kinda still miss them... besties forever!!!
then met wince.. she's kinda sweet... lol.. understand why chris kinda............ buahaha...
then went to momo cafe for steamboat... anthony drive me go.. =.= legs shaking after we reached.. he almost knocked a car... sweat.... while riding also still wanted to chat with me... lol..
everyone kinda gone crazy at the moment.. but i just keep quiet for the day.. still pondering about these days... don't know what had happened to me... mood swings very fast... at first kinda gone crazy together but suddenly will cross my mind about sad things that happened recently.. especially i hate it went i saw jean's boy friend when each time he starts to argue with me.. duh!!
despite all happy things happened, i am still distraught about something that keeps me from being cheerful.. i don't really know what is it...
anyway... all i have to do is keep smiling.. erm.. more out of pretentious than desire...

all i ever need is just you..

cause i'm in love with you....

yieujin...