22nd of august 2009
on this day, all the coordinators for the mamma mia concert, ctpg and misters gathered for the appreciation dinner in Lee Hou Fook.
i'm the first person to reach. aikx.. pity me.. called wayne then he said that he's on the way.. so i waited.. sobs.. after 5 minutes, there they are.. nick, mun fei and wayne... then comes gavin.. men in black... buahaha...
4 men versus 1 pretty girl.. me.. lol.. xD
wait for the rest of them.. then we went in together..
after ate, all of us took pictures together.. all became insane and non-stop laughing... lol...
food is okie but too full to finish everything.. the leftovers we da bao... lol
what a wonderful moment to flashback...
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Sunday, August 9, 2009
today. a special day. sunday.
last week while i'm having much problems to face, i can feel the presence of Him.
i didn't pray. cause i was too focus in my problems. that's a huge mistake.
then i went to church that day. i cried continuously in church.
well, of course many people were looking at me. everyone asking why my eyes were swollen.
so embarrassed.
pastor pray for me, i felt the healing. a great feeling that filled my heart and comforting me.
never cried because of that problem again.
but still, gloom never leaves.
till now.
i used to think i'm strong. but actually i'm not on certain things. for instance, when people hurts my heart.
i love Him. but i egotistically put my focus on my problems rather than Him.
on this day, 9th of august 2009.
i saw a vision. He gives out His hands.
and i put down all my burdens and worries behind.
peace i found.
i followed Him to a place. nothing else around except water and sky.
i was walking on the water!
then everything went white when i saw clouds around Us.
He smiled at me. i felt i'm cared. loved.
i saw a door in front and opened it.
people that i came across before and people i've known were there.
even the ones i love and important in my life.
smiles i've never seen carved on these faces.
it is the most beautiful thing i've ever seen and imagined.
a gift that He gives to me. which i wanted so much. undefinable~
~LOVE..
He never leaves me and loves me. which made me feels life so much meaningful and never fear of obstacles that i'll be facing in future.
and lastly,
i love HIM.
last week while i'm having much problems to face, i can feel the presence of Him.
i didn't pray. cause i was too focus in my problems. that's a huge mistake.
then i went to church that day. i cried continuously in church.
well, of course many people were looking at me. everyone asking why my eyes were swollen.
so embarrassed.
pastor pray for me, i felt the healing. a great feeling that filled my heart and comforting me.
never cried because of that problem again.
but still, gloom never leaves.
till now.
i used to think i'm strong. but actually i'm not on certain things. for instance, when people hurts my heart.
i love Him. but i egotistically put my focus on my problems rather than Him.
on this day, 9th of august 2009.
i saw a vision. He gives out His hands.
and i put down all my burdens and worries behind.
peace i found.
i followed Him to a place. nothing else around except water and sky.
i was walking on the water!
then everything went white when i saw clouds around Us.
He smiled at me. i felt i'm cared. loved.
i saw a door in front and opened it.
people that i came across before and people i've known were there.
even the ones i love and important in my life.
smiles i've never seen carved on these faces.
it is the most beautiful thing i've ever seen and imagined.
a gift that He gives to me. which i wanted so much. undefinable~
~LOVE..
He never leaves me and loves me. which made me feels life so much meaningful and never fear of obstacles that i'll be facing in future.
and lastly,
i love HIM.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
went to chee yan's house and followed his car to tuition..
sat at the front.. at least i can concentrate better..
without me, they're happier..
after tuition, went to parade to buy things.. then walked with my mom..
we're doing window shopping.. xD
then, there held a singing competition.. oldies..
but oldies are very romantic than nowadays songs..
i nearly cried when i heard a man's singing.. damn touching as i'm flashing back at those moments i'm been-through-ing these few weeks... i did promise someone not to think about those but i really can't help it..
already been hurt and betrayed..
how can i smile? well.. just have to fake it.
face the reality..
things happened, can't pretend nothing has happened.
i admit i'm avoiding her, just never wanted to be hurt again..
boo shit.. after all the lies.
she's giving vent on me. what she had said, i don't want to mention.
cause those scoldings are only use to scold b***hes.
i'm hurt this time, not fully because what you've said and done, but also the before this; the total sham..
thank you chris.. cause being there for me when i cried..
you said you will never leave me
but i don't know whether i still can believe that or not..
cause all i believe is only myself now.
anyway, i still love you..
never forget that you're the best buddy i've known. i kid you not.
just wanna let you know that's all.. from the bottom of my heart.. muackx..
sarcastically, i've been cheating myself..
recently, no cries.
but only memories leaving a big cut in the end.
although i never hope that our friendship will end in this way, but it did.
i'm deeply hurt mostly probably because i appreciate this friendship too much.
at last.. exasperated by it...
sometimes, i wonder
while i sad-ing, what they're doing.. is it when i'm back at the corner there thinking about those sadness but their enjoying happily over the other side there? i guess not... too hope not..
anyway,
after those flash backs, back to the reality..
waited for my dad to come and fetch me and mom..
while waiting, both of us sat in coral the cafe there to have some drinks..
chat a while, dad called.. and we went back. having our dinner at 5pm++..
what a happy family.. ^^
too bad my elder sis weren't with us that day..
sat at the front.. at least i can concentrate better..
without me, they're happier..
after tuition, went to parade to buy things.. then walked with my mom..
we're doing window shopping.. xD
then, there held a singing competition.. oldies..
but oldies are very romantic than nowadays songs..
i nearly cried when i heard a man's singing.. damn touching as i'm flashing back at those moments i'm been-through-ing these few weeks... i did promise someone not to think about those but i really can't help it..
already been hurt and betrayed..
how can i smile? well.. just have to fake it.
face the reality..
things happened, can't pretend nothing has happened.
i admit i'm avoiding her, just never wanted to be hurt again..
boo shit.. after all the lies.
she's giving vent on me. what she had said, i don't want to mention.
cause those scoldings are only use to scold b***hes.
i'm hurt this time, not fully because what you've said and done, but also the before this; the total sham..
thank you chris.. cause being there for me when i cried..
you said you will never leave me
but i don't know whether i still can believe that or not..
cause all i believe is only myself now.
anyway, i still love you..
never forget that you're the best buddy i've known. i kid you not.
just wanna let you know that's all.. from the bottom of my heart.. muackx..
sarcastically, i've been cheating myself..
recently, no cries.
but only memories leaving a big cut in the end.
although i never hope that our friendship will end in this way, but it did.
i'm deeply hurt mostly probably because i appreciate this friendship too much.
at last.. exasperated by it...
sometimes, i wonder
while i sad-ing, what they're doing.. is it when i'm back at the corner there thinking about those sadness but their enjoying happily over the other side there? i guess not... too hope not..
anyway,
after those flash backs, back to the reality..
waited for my dad to come and fetch me and mom..
while waiting, both of us sat in coral the cafe there to have some drinks..
chat a while, dad called.. and we went back. having our dinner at 5pm++..
what a happy family.. ^^
too bad my elder sis weren't with us that day..
have a nice day pui yieu..
be happy always.. hahahaha
be happy always.. hahahaha
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