Goodbye 2012! ='(

Honestly this is the best and the worst year of my life..

yea.. everything happens for a reason that's why this is my FAVOURITE year for now..

i've learn and grow a lot in this year.. today is the last day of year 2012 so i decided to write something in my long-no-update bloggie >.< LOL

erm.. month January til month February i work in Virago Lounge office as an accountant and hard times going through those days; hard to complement with other workmates 'cause i'm still new there but meet a really nice girl who also have the same feeling as mine (culture shock i guess). we are quite close at that time and so do with friends who worked nearby- Chen Kai Yang and Shum Chun Fai. but we stopped our job there at the same time.

LOL coincidence i guess! hohoho :P

during the time when i work as accountant, i'm actually working 2 jobs at the same time. HARD! but no choice, wanna give it a try working 2 jobs and wanna get more $$ and also don't want to make myself used to the laziness staying at home.

i remember i had a small surgery you could say i guess.. but my family doesn't know.. only a few person know about it. it'll be a secret for a lifetime. Had a surgery but still i don't know why i'm still that strong to go for work; freelance job which you see those promoters stand all day in the supermarket giving out free samples to try.. haiz.. tough times.. my body is truly weak as always but that time after surgery weaker.. i had the surgery on the exact day of my birthday.. 18th of March.. but lucky me, my 2 friends brought me a cake and celebrate at my house because i was too weak to even walk out from my bed.. thanks Belle and Yeng Yeng :)

but then again, i did the wrong decision to do something before waiting my boyfriend which i did the surgery alone (i went myself. supposingly boyfie accompany me =/).

however, whatever past is passed..

went to penang with boyfie and friends.. truly a wonderful memories we made there and then on the next two days i went again with Yeng Yeng, Belle and Alvin for a one-day trip..

Never let go of wonderful friends :)

work work work :'( tiring but get many experience.. i meet Oicis, and the others for the roving team job where we're promoting F&N and arguments bla bla bla.. hate it when it happens.. but then we still keep in touch and had outings :)

erm.. then i meet Doreen Do. she's the one who warned me about a cheater called Michelle. (don't really know wtf is her name.. she has toooo many names =.=)

finally i start my first semester in May in UTAR. had a great time studying there and new friends.. but then 2 persons i first met there then are now strangers to me. hmm.. heard my friends said that one of them is a complicated person; talk bad things about me and making stories.. so in the end i join other friends in the next semester. really a heartbreak. but nevermind.. life goes on teehee!!

then my first time in October went to Hatyai with my family.. me and my sister shop like crazieee but too bad not much time for us to really explore :(

then in these few months also go clubs with boyfie and friends even later we're going to The House to countdown new year keke..

oh ya! not forgetting i met a really good friend, Shiau Tong.. at first, my impression about her is not really that good but then after working with her as Suzuki model, i fell like we're like sisters! even Yuki! i like her personality and we talk like the world's gonna end.. haha..

Shiau Tong & me

Yuki & me

Shiau Tong & me

my boyfie.. ya.. we're getting closer in this year.. many things we been through together makes our relationship getting stronger.. love him sooo much!! :D

 at friend's wedding :)

 enjoy our supper at 2 in 1 steamboat :D

 in Lumut with friends eating seafood!! :)

 happy happy chatting everyone xD

however in this year i also lose my best friend who i've known for already 13 years.. Jeannie.. miss her but she ignored me until now.. hope one day she will find me and we can be good friends like how we used to be.. since that incident happened between her and my boyfie, i didn't go S.O.S. club again.. there's the place where our friendship broke off. cried really hard with her asking me to choose between friendship and love.. in the end, she gave up.. my boyfie did did wrong but anyhow, it's already not the matter of who is right or wrong but the effort to make the relationship back to how it was.. wish her happy and happier in future.. :)

me & Jean in B&B. Hate my haircut here :( 

became the hairshow model but the Taiwan hairstylist really ruin my style :(

as i lose a bestie, at the same i met one :) Kathryn.. she is really a good friend and i love her so much.. although sometimes she annoys me but hey, which bestie wouldn't?? haha.. she's funny and crazy and we can really talk craps for days XD

me & Kat in UTAR library

at last i wanna say, in this year i only meet my good buddy for 2 times.. =.=

i meant Christopher.. the first time we met in this year is the time we went to eat dim sum and hang out at Mok's brother's cafe.. and the 2nd time was that we went to The House to club on Christmas..

i even meet Yeun Kee more than twice =.=

during dim sum with Chris and Mok xP

me & Yeun Kee & Yee Leng outside St Patricks Bar 

to cut everything short, i really really miss year 2012! all the outings, working, studying, assignments, good and bad memories will be in my memory forever!!

although i knew that i abandoned my family
and spent most of my time with friends and boyfie
but i don't know why i just couldn't help it..

but i promise myself that i will make it up to my family in future!

Hope for the best in year 2013 and
may God bless us all in this long journey! ^^

There is neither right or wrong, but thinking makes it so.

other people.. 

they have the right not to like you,

they have the right to leave you,

they have the right to move on with their lives without you.

don't blame other people for doing things that you don't like. they are humans.

when words that hurt are said, scar is forever there even if they forgive you.

once or twice, it's okay but when there are too many times, they will not bear it and decided to leave you. 

so, ask yourself why they choose to not like you, to leave you and to move on with their lives without you.

don't blame yourself for that, 

there are times that human have paths that they do not know which to choose.

if you have chosen to leave them at first,

don't expect them to return to be there for you.

你。。到底在哪里？
我不想只是在你家跟你在一起。。我想跟你出街拍拖。。
我很想你，你知道吗？='(
你是不是很累了。。？
我真的很怕你会离开我
你还记得我抱着你哭说我很怕有一天我们会分开，这一刻的幸福会没有吗。。
对不起。。我真的很爱你。。

Easy Job in TGV cinema

what do we look like? 

if you're thinking air stewardess then you're wrong :P

we were just working for TGV cinema newly open in AEON station 18 in Ipoh to do some survey job.. fun and easy job! 

both of them are really friendly and i can't believe how we can complement that fast! :D we talk non top and we promise to meet up and hang out together. one is studying in Penang, another in a local uni and me in Kampar :( 

hope to see them soon..

happy sisters <3 br="br">

they are pretty right? i can't believe that they're still single hoho :P

Just a typical me :)

this year, i've been dancing like crazy!! KPOP fever i guess and yea.. a dance drama event XD
thought of taking video of myself dancing but i don't have a good camera, and ya, my boy will definitely laugh =.= haha!
who cares, i'll do it anyway! xD

assignments over for this semester and exam gonna be OVER soon!
oh shit.. when i was revising, my mind already plan what to do, what to buy and where to play! i'm gonna eat eat eat!! i feel that i am too thin and it's an unhealthy thin.. wanna add fat d :P

so, i've decided to go to Italy and German restaurants to try out the food.. never been so enjoying with food before as i used to prefer to spend my money shopping but now, fooood!! what next? trip to other places.. i'm rotting here ler... wanna get out to have fun a little =)

first meal cook in Kampar!!

 first meal eat at friends' house! xD

 first treat by Jason and CK! damn nice.. my saliva dripping d ><!

Dance drama 2 event!!

"it's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen, but it's even harder to give up when it's everything you ever wanted."

Back with simple words

finally.. i've decided to blog again.. i was really upset that i've accidentally deleted all the photos in my blog when i accidentally synchronized them into my hp. and after a click, that's it.. all photos; memories all these years.. all gone :(

anyhow.. i feel bad for abandoning my blog like this and so i decided to update again..

been through a lot of tough times these days- a really tough year i would say.
relationship, friendship, financially, studies and omagod.. me.. i felt like i've changed. i'm not sure whether it's positive or negative but i feel different. i think mostly because i spend most of my time either only with my boyfriend or me myself alone. spending time with friends like how i used to has really gone far and i don't know why. meeting new friends in my new place of study- UTAR Perak campus, is a good thing but somehow i feel like i prefer those days with those friends years back.

i've not went to church as frequent as before since i came here.. i miss my friends in FGCI church. i want to promise myself to present in church everytime but things keep coming like part time jobs, things to do in Kampar or i would say not going back to ipoh because of saving petrol.. ><

problems, everyone has it.
my problems; with family, friends, sometimes boyfriend too.
anyhow, i believe there's always an end to every problems; but it's either happy ending or the hurt one.
so, be optimistic! Good luck doesn't come to you if you're sad. =)

back in action wehehehe~

i'm back!
Recently many things happened that i'm not free to update my blog.. or i'm just lazy to update it >.< haha!

i've been working 12 7 but now since i stopped my job d i'm very very free and pleased to update my blog! Good news right? :P

ya.. in this 3 months i've been getting a lot of samples.. and i'm very happy with the result of those samples i've used..

anyway, my birthday have just passed and i really really love the cake which my friend brought to my house and surprised me. Trust me, i really teared LOL! So, i gotta show off somehow.. look!! >>

thanks to my dearest Yeng and Belle.. they're truly kind and caring.. i love them very much!! too bad yeng will be going to KL to work and Belle is planning to go to somewhere; i think is Ireland if i'm not mistaken >.<
aiksss... if can, i wish they could stay...... T.T but they're doing that for their future and so i could just support them.. anyway, i pray to God for them to be blessed..

on the other side, Ivan have been really busy but still he will spend his extra time with me.. :) adores him!! =D

last but not least, i've been too engrossed with my own problem and in the end the rest of my time is only worrying about my sickness and ivan.. but promise, no matter how busy, there'll be updates not only in my Passion4phassion.blogspot.com but also my personal bloggie^^

oh ya.. thank you Chris for helping.. you know what i mean B-)