recently, i just sleep in school... the weather is so damn hot that i fell sick.. erm.. but i'm a lot better now..
there's a few good friends who used to be my best buddies who actually be there for me when i needed them the most... once a good friend.. forever we're friends... i don't care whatever happens next, i'm still missing you guys.. you might think i've changed... well.. that's not wrong.. i did change... i'm more to my own now.. i don't know why.. it's not like i'm gonna forget you guys... it's just that things seem to be a lot different now..
i realized something... when people tells you that "friends forever", could that possibly happen? 'cause i really believe this at first.. but those who speak this to me abandoned me most for nothing.. not once or one person.. friends; they come and go..
i can't retrieve memories... that's why i try to appreciate what i have.. we've travel our adolescence journey together and been through so much bittersweet.. but in the end.. they leave...
i jealous that you met someone new.. that's the part i hate...