l.o.v.e.l.y. :)

gor... nice day in parade with you..
ily ♥ :)
i will never forget about you

byebye year 2010 :'(

finally i'm back to blogging.. i totally left my blog dead as i'm so busy with my exams.. well.. i'm kind of lazy too actually xD

sadly, year 2010 is gonna end..

and i'm gonna start my upper six soon.. :( i'm really not ready yet for school.. it's like i just finished my year end examination..

anyway, i really did enjoy my days after exam even i went for work immediately the next day after the exam. i went to many places for work. we went place to place to promote DiGi.. lol.. we even went to cameron highlands :) fun but i really hate the flies there.. annoying :S

but because of this job i met back my old friend.. ivan :) and on 19th dec, we went to kizuna for dinner... teehee! then we went to the night market in bercham.. guess who i met? jaedy! i was shocked when he called my name lol.. glad to see him but he thin already..i almost can't recognise him..

oh ya! i also went to kl on the 24th of nov :) nice trip with schoolmates hehe.. and also went to kl with mom and sis on 14th of dec to shop for cny clothes.. wuhoo! i really enjoyed my holidays am i? kekeke~

and and and...
this year's christmas not bad ^^
i celebrated christmas eve in church then then then
went out with jean to our heaven life cafe :)

the next day on the christmas day, 25th of dec, i followed jean with her brother to celebrate christmas in secret garden.. :P i saw damien!
these few days slept quite late.. around 3am to 4am plus only sleep :( my panda eyes are getting worse... i might buy some skin care de le. hope more income coming in.. lol.. or need to save money to buy them.. :/

and lastly.. may God bless everyone i LOVE..
thank you Jesus.. love YOU as always :)

simple update... =P

i miss my friends lots~

努力为你改变了..
你呢？
永远爱你 :)
还有你们 ♥

recently, i just sleep in school... the weather is so damn hot that i fell sick.. erm.. but i'm a lot better now..

there's a few good friends who used to be my best buddies who actually be there for me when i needed them the most... once a good friend.. forever we're friends... i don't care whatever happens next, i'm still missing you guys.. you might think i've changed... well.. that's not wrong.. i did change... i'm more to my own now.. i don't know why.. it's not like i'm gonna forget you guys... it's just that things seem to be a lot different now..

i realized something... when people tells you that "friends forever", could that possibly happen? 'cause i really believe this at first.. but those who speak this to me abandoned me most for nothing.. not once or one person.. friends; they come and go..

i can't retrieve memories... that's why i try to appreciate what i have.. we've travel our adolescence journey together and been through so much bittersweet.. but in the end.. they leave...

i jealous that you met someone new.. that's the part i hate...

这几天都出去玩。。
玩到傻。。傻到变傻婆
哈哈哈
可是就快要考试了。。。 有一点点害怕。。 :(

~~

我的人最近变得比较乐观了。。
可是偶尔也会想些不开心的事情。。

曾经想过不再去想他
却还想要知道他的消息想知道他最近过得好不好。。

真的很想他。。。
没错。。因为我就是个大笨蛋！！=P

原来是这样。。。

today i felt HIM...
i stopped myself from falling tears... but those feelings were so hard to bear...
i cried.
i'm touched... but why??

:) i love Jesus.. but i'm still having questions in my mind...

又想你了。。

想要sms找你可是又怕你不复我
又怕会烦到你

你知不知道当你不回我信息的时候我很不开心？
因为我一直在想你是不是还在讨厌我呢

算了吧。。


关于我在学校理，
一开始到现在还是很不快乐

不知道几时开始我变得比较喜欢一个人静一静。。
我真的真的很不开心！！
我一直在想；谁会明白我的心情？
一直觉得想哭可是又不能。

我已经失去了乐观的我。。。很累了。。
心酸了。。。

你真的很绝情。。
不理我。。
真是个大坏蛋！

我好像对你有感觉了...

就是因为你愿意当我的傻瓜

就是因为当我很孤单的时候，你在有多远也愿意飞来找我

就是因为每次我真的很不开心，你会陪在我身边让我开心

就是因为你，我找回了信心

就是因为你，我过的每一日也不会觉得无聊

就是因为你，我才开始学会乱发脾气

就是因为你，我觉得上蒂对我好，让我能够遇见你

就是因为你，这段日子理我感到很辛福很快乐



就算没说出口，你对我那么好，我心理其实是很开心的。


你说我挡你像个傻瓜一样我觉得很心痛。我只是没想到我会让你这样觉得。
对不起，我那么自私。


我还记得那一天，我被人欺负的时候，我真的很想很想抱着你。可是又不想让你看到我哭的样子。

辛好那天你来找我，不然的话我不知道我该怎么办。我一直在想谁会来救我带走我。。因为那时候我真的不想留下在正在伤害我那班人。。

忍不著听到你关心我的声音在电话理就流泪了。

如果真的可以回到那时候的话，我想我会抱着你了。。


就是因为习惯了依靠你，不开心的时候去找你，我才会到现在那么想念你。


觉得很想见你因为我怕我会忘了你的样子；你常常对我微笑的样子。。

遇见你，我找回了微笑。
谢谢因为爱过我。我会永远记得的。

17th of may 2010

went to parade to buy some books for form 6... my great bro drive me there after school ^^... we had our lunch before walking throughout the day...
i finally bought a black colour dye for my hair... aiks.. but until now, i'm still heavy-hearted to dye my hair..
then he fetch me home. lovely day... miss him too =(


20th of may 2010

followed jeff's car to chatter in yik foong there and visit my friends again... it was a little different because i even visit the others too.. siew keong, cherry, MIT people and ah tai, ah keong =).. janice, mun mun, jean, jeff and i then flied to econsave and public bank and finally landed in parade.. hahaha... buy books again T^T have to become nerd d... then chit chat and had my dinner in kopitiam...

it was my sad day at the beginning..
wondering who will be there for me..
lucky i have them..
if not, i was all alone and had no where to go...
i just hate being alone...

10th of may 2010
it's my 1st day of school.. after school i followed jackson's car to McD to have our lunch then went home ^^

11th of may 2010
after school i followed jeff's car with jean to greentown mall.. find melvin and william at first but melvin went to kl deee... aiks... after chatting we went to greentown and had our lunch.. we walked to only two boutiques.. i didn't buy anything.. no money to shop T.T where else jean bought a bottom in leopard there... so expensive.. OMG...
finally we followed jeff and see him make tattoo.. haha.. nice er... i feel like i want one too... hoho...
after the rain stops only then we went back home.. i could count that as a fine day =)

12th of may 2010
after school, me and my friends followed bryan's car to old town kopitiam in greentown there to celebrate samuel's birthday ^^.. happy to see him anyway.. once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM SAM =P

13th of may 2010
jackson fetch me back.. aiks.. his mom is quite pretty =)


14th of may 2010
went to yik foong to have my lunch in chatter.. samuel drives us there.. there was only us... wei lun, mok, zhi weng and samuel... then i went to MIT to have a peek on them.. well... it's better to say that i went to visit them.. really really miss them T^T..
i bumped into vincent when i walked to the bus stop to wait for bus back home.. fortunately, he fetch me that day.. haha..

it's a fine day that i will never took for granted for...

15th of may 2010
nothing much to do.. just drove jean out to yum cha and had our little chit chat for 4 hours! =P


16th of may 2010
after church, i drove jean to join ken and the gang to play badminton... thought of having some exercise 'cause i feel like myself is getting fatter! instead of consuming less food, i went for exercise.. healthy huh.. :)

i quit my job last month to prepare for school in a few more days time!!
anderson, i'm coming~ =P

last monday i went for breakfast with elson then bumped into jean and janice... ^^
love them lots!!
then i went to school to take my form 6 letter.. then elson fetch me back while himself going to shop for his man stuff.. wakaka..

in this whole week i cleaned my house...
tiring and sakit belakang.. want some massage T.T

hopefully everything goes fine in school soon...


kinda miss my colleagues *mau huggies from them*
my colleagues:-

bryan>> misses his muscles xD

randy>> misses his jokes and put put xD

elson>> misses he treats de teh suet xD

goldberg>> misses the way he talks and walks xD


oh ya... watched iron man 2 with william and melvin... it was kinda ok for me... we ate supper in 'tong sui gai' before we went for the movie.. you can say that that's a lovely day (^^,)

yesterday watched ip man 2 with wai kit.. so touching eh... it's a movie worth-watching heess...

about my driving... erm... seems a little drunk when i drive.. but never mind.. i'll practise more!! =)

28/4/2010

after work, i followed wai kit's car to barroom... we went to celebrate siew keong's birthday...
i don't know what i was trying to do.. i guess i'm not that happy that night... anyway, enjoy the party after forcing myself not to think about ***.. i'm so damn bewildered by those feelings; regret, guiltiness and etc...
as i remember, i followed elson's car back.. too bad he didn't join us =( i was too tired that i asleep in his car... aiks... kinda embarrassing...

sorryifididthingsthatresentyou.

24/3/2010

one of my happiest days.. after work, me and my colleagues went to voodoo.. we actually went there to attend the "Asus Night"... but elson reached my place here at 9.45pm.. erm... my point is, the party end at 10pm... so, tiffany, bryan, elson and i just eat those leftovers... huhu...

however then, we spent our time chatting and taking self-loving pictures (^^,)..
all of us went to see ah fei and ah jin play snooker after that... cool and funny by the way... hahas... i remember i sms-ing and on the phone with ivan..

after everything almost end, the MIT Technology people went to gather in the restaurant nearby to have our supper... me and tiffany went to order the food; yau yu ng choi & chicken satay.. my stomach at that time could nearly burst.. eww...

then went back home when everyone started to feel tired...




which is the best couple picture? HAHAHAHA

i'm so sorry for taking things for granted... imreallysorry
missyoutoobytheway

3/4/2010

hang out with my seniors.. huhu.. ^^ celebrate pei ling's birthday.. she looks cute that day =) all girls must wear skirt or dress on that day... that's the rule.. kekeke..

we spent our day sing k till the evening.. then me and ashley went to shop after they went back.. such a fine day though tiring...

guess which is me?? xD

best picture of the day.. =p



10/4/2010

in the afternoon, i went out with jerry to have our lunch in jusco... then i followed eric to infinity.

he drove me back as i wasn't feeling that well... then suddenly that night, michael called me out.. so, i went to breeze cafe with my first garden buddies.. ken drove me out.. had to go out even how tired i was... LOL... 'cause michael will be going back on the next day.. hugged him ^^.. best picture for the day...

不想，却坚强的放手。。

25/4/2010

went out to jusco.. window shopping and then spent our time yum cha in black canyon coffee... i could barely breathe 'cause those craps are damn funny and stopped me from eating... xD
i ordered tom yam mee... but then i left it for almost an hour only i could finish it.. LOL!
then we snapped some pictures.. buwee!!

you picked me up

now you throw me away.


when i'm lost

i need someone to be there for me

and you came to me.


i remember i cry

and you rushed to find me.


i didn't fool you

but you thought i were.

igottasayireallymissyou

6th of march 2010
went to De nest with wai mun.. drunk like hell.. opps~!
i meant her..

20th of march 2010
went to lost world with chee ken, chee kin, ron, ah tuen, herng, kin choy, jean...
damn fun but no pictures were taken.. too bad...

21st of march 2010
went out to parade with ching mun, janice, yit li and siew mun.. duh.. i'm the youngest after all! xD
then ching mun drives her mercedes benz to michael angelo in ipoh garden east LOL.. that restaurant only opens at 6pm.. but then we reached there exactly 5pm.. so we walked around and end up in a boutique haunting for cute dresses.. i saw a bag... damn nice! i really miss it... aiks.. i'll be back to that stylish moment boutique! to get that bag LOL..
then walked around.. suddenly rain falls..
i can say that i'm half wet.. eww... not only me.. all of us five =p
then ivan came to drive me out.... we had our dinner in paparich there.. guess what..
i saw hor yee working there but i can't really recognize her at first until she smiles at me... =)
sweet~~

once upon a time..

1st day of chinese new year
went to my grandma's then to yee wah's..

2nd day of chinese new year
watch movie with janice and the gang..

3rd day of chinese new year
jackson drive us to greentown.. was looking forward to have our massage.. but unfortunately, only the next day it opens.. aiks.. so we walked around the boutique in greentown then to parade.. we had our dinner later on in GP.. lovely day :)

4th day of chinese new year
start working dee.....~

18th of february 2010

after work
> steamboat at momo cafe
> ken fetch
> enjoy eating
> shorts got wet because of the soup 'cause can't stand laughing
> miss michael
> me, michael, ken, kevin went around town
> shout along the streets =p

--LOVESS--

6th of february

suppose to hunt for cny clothes but perhaps i'm a little not in a haste for that.
so, instead of shopping, i went for a new hair colour..
yes! i dye my hair..

not very obvious actually but that's the hair colour i actually wanted to dye.. lucky it looks not bad on me..
then my friend came to fetch me home.. thanks =)
a new look for cny.. LOVE it LOVE it LOVE it~

that's the day i knew that you'll catch me when i fall.. justmissyou

8th of february

de nest

jamie, see mun, kit yee, rinlyn.. miss you babes..

today nearly lost my phone but thank God i found it back.. erm.. thanks to a man that found my phone under the seat..

10 what-i'm-going-to-do list>>

1-- pray hard

2-- get a new hairstyle before cny

3-- dye hair

4-- get myself a new pair of shoes... flatties maybe..

5-- search for black trousers

6-- visit them in kl in may

7-- hang out with babes and darls

8-- help darl to change his

9-- sleep early to reduce dark circles (this could be a little difficult!!)

10-- update my bloggie every week

specially to my buddies

jason:
miss you le.. aihx..
sorry for abandoning you..
i mean for not going out that day..
anyway, you're still my buddy...
i still remember the last day we met each other..
erm.. clubbing in sincero there..
i gave you a hug before you went back..
hope you're fine.. good day to you ^^

michael:
hope you're still good with those what you're doing there in kl..
miss you ^^
you can do it.. just don't give up..

ivory:
hey babe..
very very damn miss you..
aihs.. so emo le..
last year, can see you everyday..
now, not so use to it..
hope you're enjoying your college life..
love you so so so much!! muacks *peace out* =p

philic:
all the best to you my dear...
as i can see, you;re still doing good now.. so envy of you...
aihs.. wish to hang out with you all..
the chance, i'm waiting...
when i'm really free, i'll go kl and we meet up there kay?
muacks :)

one day,

all of us will get busy with our lives.


long working hours,

less friends,

less hang outs,

rare calls.

no texting and

no time for oursleves.


that day, you'll look outside your window

and see the good old memories flash by.


smiling with a tear in your eye,

you'll turn back to your work, thinking,

"I wish i could go back to the past."



thank you to all my friends who create such memories.

and thank you for making all the difference in my life.

lastly, thank you for being in my life,

where i know that at least i'm somebody to you or exist in your life too...

love you as always,
miii..

17th of january 2010
went to parade and watched spy next door.. hilarious ^^
then walked around with yit li, tdeng, tim and xing... then saw ron kau lui xD
hehe..




24th if january 2010

watched legion with tim and xing again~
not very satisfy with the movie ler.. anyway, i like michael ^^ he very yeng!
we went to kenny rogers to have our dinner.. then a few of those 8tv celebrities came in.. hoho.. em mei gei leng jai jeh la.. xD michael better hehe

january 2010

went to look for job with wai mun. at first we decided to go for kl... finally back to ipoh...
now, she works in overkill and i work in MIT...
anyway, thank God that i get the job there.. really grateful 'cause off-days on sundays and of course, friendly boss and sot sot punya workers... and also a little "masin basah" haha..

manusia MIT >>

boss-- xiang, first time saw him, really look like an actor in hong kong xDD

fei fei-- wu sou lou

technician-- soon, yeng oo.. i mean his frinch... xD

jin-- wakakaka... tau ketawa saja.. hoho =p

yan yan- suka buli sama dia... xP

foo-- baik hati... he treats my pc... saved!!

me-- manager... wakakakakaka... erm.. xiang punya "human salary" =PP

25th of december 2009

celebrate christmas hehe..
went to kbox with cousins and church friends..
happy~




30th of december 2009 until 2nd of january 2010

went to genting... really having a lot of fun there..
i remember the day we countdown.. so damn nice!! i meant the "bunga api"..
haix.. really really miss it....

i also miss the moment we went out and walk from starbucks to the parking place.. freaking cold!! but that feeling is fantastic...

although each night i slept so uncomfortably but feel the warmth lor.. but i slept quite less hours...

on the first night in genting, we went to the garden and talk about their own experience on approaching the "floating objects".. it was 1am++... scary lor...

on the third night, i had a drink in starbucks then back to hotel.. then noticed ron lost, we (choy, hou, michael and me) went out to find him.. he was found at 5am++.. back to hotel...

chee ken and michael was drunk.. haix.. damn it... they drank each night.. =.= and i can say that i don't like it...

i also miss the time when we sat on the corridor of the hotel room when we can't sleep or no space for us to sleep... xD

on the last day before we went back, loon asked me to help him choose a bag for his gf.. at first we saw a carlo rino bag which is kinda elegant but costs about rm300+.. then i asked him to look at other places first.. at last, he bought a vincci bag> rm100++.. his girl is "hang fuk".. =p
then bye genting and hello to ipoh~

i wish i could always be with them.. i also hope the friendship between all of us will never end... i so damn love all of you!!!!!!!!