honestly, i am very sad... i always pretend nothing... i do actually mind!! but you seems changed.. i mind after you coupled... but then, no... right now, yes! =.=

love could really changed a person... i hate love!!

i damn miss you!! but.. i guess i'm already getting used to it... everyone will start to leave their friends after coupled... especially their best friends...

aikx... how could that feelings coming back running towards me right now?? after you coupled, i try so hard to find as many friends as i could so that i won't feel lonely or sad of losing a friend..

haix... forget it... you're not that friend anymore! even your attitudes changed; worse than before.. lies!! boast!! lcly!! what's more? talking all those "f" words towards me... scolds me!! not standing up for me!! i hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

each time i saw you, i feel like i wanted to shoot you or even slap you!!

most of all, i hate you deeply!! sobx...

yesterday (28th of march 2009) i went to:

-st john headquarters- meeting

-take a cab to kafe ipoh central to have our breakfast- me, jean, jess and elaine

-tuition sri kota- me and jean walked to there and passed through mcd- saw ee laine then went into mcd, saw jamie, seemun, meow and kit yin.. reached tuition there then suddenly that jamie said that she wanna skipped the tuition and straight take a cab to samuel's house... aikx... naughty girl... lol

after tuition, jackson and i followed jeremy's car to samuel's house... gotta visit samuel 'cause that's the only day i'm free... then went into samuel's room and chit chat-fooling around and play...

i'm in love with his room! got many guns... play shooting.. ^^

then we played 'truth or dare'.... really crazy.. i got many kisses... so enjoying... wakaka...

what we did the rest are secrets... xp

anyway, very happy that samuel still looks fine... although he's badly injured, but still, as jackson said- he's still with us... ^^

after that, me, see mun, jamie and meow took a cab again back to mcd... after meow went back, 3 of us took a buntong bus back home... chat a lot that day..

really appreciate that day 'cause get to let us know each other better...

muacks to yea all!! ^^

i wanted to be there for you...

hmm... got a friend who really messed up her own life. haix... i really don't know how to help her. i feel bad for her that she had wasted almost half of her time and youth.

why not she just let go her useless boyfriend? he not only didn't care about her, but also being unfaithfull to her!! damn it! i hate this kind of guy. guys are all the same when it comes to love... durh!!

why can't they be faithful to their girlfriends? at first, to get you, the guy will totally crazy for you and take every steps to get you. after succeeding, said that he'll only love you alone for the rest of his life. but right now? already 2 years..

what had already happened? not only didn't keep his words, but also break the girl's heart... what more to say? useless, brainless and really sickening...

i know i have no right to judge other people but i really couldn't stand for what he had done.. one day, he'll pay for it!

and the best friend of my that particular friend, beatch...
mouth said that she's her best friend.. but guess what... non of that is true... liar!! i would really slap her on her face if i see her...
done a mistake once, forgiving her would be considerated but again again and again? that's very bad! it's already over the border line!! i'm sorry for being so rude and talking in a immorally manner but..... haix... speechless...

how awful i feel for my friend... she wasn't only not letting go her boyfriend but still loving him as in undying love.. she already in a very sick condition, but still she had to be patient for all the doings and scoldings and betrayers! how could someone or anyone get over something like that?! that's totally unforgivable!

my friend, she's having a quite incorrigible life right now. emotions not stable. i'm afraid something might happened and i wish i could lend her a hand or a shoulder for her to cry.. i'm so scare i'll lose a friend like her...

i pray to God so that she'll think maturely to improve her life for the better...

anyway, things now are getting me to a moody mood.

in the period of emo-ing,
yieujin

haix.. i damn miserable right now... i comprehend my buddy's feeling, samuel... he got into an accident and injured... he lost his confidence to ride motor and to face the public. i really wanted to visit him. but too bad, he live too far away and i had no one to ride me go to his house to visit him in gunung rapat there. mok say wanna drive me go, but how can? i am stressing up with my tuitions and curriculum activities. i could not escape from that. i wrote this blog is intentionally to support my bestie, samuel that he should not think too much about what had already happened. past is past. that's history. think for the better future la.. i'll give you behalf of my confident and sanguinity ^^ muack!!

samuel,
if you are sad, your buddies will be more worried about you.
i am sad too. you are my friend and i could not even go to visit you to give you support or anything. gloomy brings no better into your wounds. be happy to have a such nice friend like me to get over your moody mood.

i hope that you'll be fine. i know your baby modenas kriss 100 will back to live same to your soul.
~hugs
love, yieujin

morning> went to eat with my family; at last we all get together to eat.

next next> followed my elder sister to have our haircut but finally i decide not to. oh yeah... she came back for a few days from kay el...

then then> left my sister to have her haircut then i went out. thought that i could get my ordered lens but wasn't arrived yet> on the way, bumped into t.t. aun; asked him to wait me a while to go to have a drink> came back, l.y. leng was already there.. haha... what a coincidence!!> her mum came> we went to have a drink in a nearby restaurant. after some chit chat i went back to find my sis; drive me to my tuition in town there.

next next> reached my tuition centre> sat a while then jamie reached> we walked to McDonalds> samuel came> eat talk eat talk> time passes> time for tuition> we were actually late for that!! xp

then then> reached tuition> continued our unfinished snacks; fries> finished tuition> took a bus to parade> met christopher, zhi weng, the batu gajah gang, calvin and steph..

next next> back home; slept

then then> woke up> go out for dinner

next next> online- til now... xp

hmm... never forgets each moment we spent~

filled with love,
yieujin

happy birthday to you~

celebrated my brithday on the 18th of march 2009
missing her; steph wang... she's going back to Johor... aikx... time passing by.. unrealising that holidays are over... waiting for the next holidays to come...

we went to watch a movie; love matter- 18yrs and above- but just walked in- watch- really having a lot of that kind of yellow scenes... lolx...

anyway, really happy that we enjoyed our day there; parade again.. haha

cam- whoring again... never doubt that we look good... hahaha

oh yeah...
thankx cheyan for your birthday wishes in your bloggie there...
i forgive you that you couldn't come that day... haha..
muackss!!

thankx to all my friends that wished me too ^^
may God bless you guys ^^
muack muack!!

14th of march 2009
went to kbox after tuition.. hmm.. celebrating holidays and finish-exam celebration ^^
hehe... erm... zhi weng, samuel, marcus, jordan, see mun, jamie, rinlyn, nienie, jing jing and me booked a room there le... sing our hearts out...


i curi curi took the picture of them both while they happily enjoyed their song singing- avril lavigne's complicated!! ^^ avril, you rockx!! xo

7th of march 2009
erm... cousin is getting married!! ^^ so envy of the couple... sobx... when am i gonna get the chance to wear the gown like the bride~ *imagining*
hmm... anyway... lots of fun on that day (in hai-o restaurant).. kit jai and trinie whole body was reddish after they drank... me and mindy were the winners cause we drank actually many glasses of mixed-alcohols but we could still walked in a straight line, not like hung hung.. got drunk so fast.. muahaha!!
anyway, observe the reddish faces in the below uploaded pictures!! ^^

photos of 1st march 2009

photos of 15th of february 2009









photos of 14th february 2009



photos of 13th of february 2009

uncountable happiness in me... ^^

28th of february 2009
my school sports day^^ i'm having duty and at last all the sports activities ended!! ^^ but too bad still got a few more activities must i stay back in school... means... i'm still busy... aikx...

after school, i followed jean to tuition.. after finished tuition, we (me, chris, jean, zhi weng) went to eat lunch in yik foong groundfloor.. kinda long time since me and chris hang out or go yum cha ler... so, kinda happy we spend time again la... ^^


1st of march 2009
this morning, i went to the st john headquarters with something kinda like course.. i went there by crystal's car... aikx... her son jumps here jumps there in the car making me feel dizzy.. but her son very cute... he's only 4years old i guess...

after the course thing, i walked to the bus stop and took a bus to the ck tey tuition centre to celebrate steven's birthday (3rd of march).. ^^ too bad i'm not so active today as i'm feeling not too well bout my stomach... the cake delicious!! ^^ chocolate moist cake lai de... hehe

after finished celebrating, we (jackson, jamie, samuel, jean and me) walked to yik foong to have our lunch in "chatter" there... enjoying our lunch there.. and my stomach grew so big after the lunch and the cake.. heess...

after eating lunch, we went to McDonald's there to buy lunch for jamie's little brother.. chat till mouth also tired... jack and samuel went back first then me, jamie and jean walked to watson for the air-con was so cooling.. weather is hot... that's why..

after that we walked to bus stop and wait for jean's sister at bus station there... after hang out these few days with them, i feel the warmth from them and i really really love them!! muaxxxxxx~

love you guys very much (TT,) :
yieujin lai pui yieu