my motorola v3i~

at last i brought back my handphone. fixed back. i can use it again. heeess.
the screen is quite polluted but still can be used.

haix... just wanna mumble to myself a little here..
erm.. can anyone tell me where to find happiness? i'm really lost inside.... i really need to find back the old me... happy go lucky me... today ivory (one of my best girlfriend) asked me what happened to me... and asked am i still unhappy... i really can't think of any ideas to answer her...
i guess i've changes... but thankx to Near dai gor... he made me laugh when i'm in a bad mood just now.. heess.. hope he's in Ipoh.. gotta give him a big hug.. ~HUGX~

i hope that i'll have more friends like him and chris and not forgetting, the ultimate bond gang..in future.. ^^v

muah!!!!!!!

爱我别走~ love me, don't go....

周杰伦- 爱我别走
Jay Chou- Love me, don’t go

我到了这个时候还是一样
Wo dao le zhe ke shi jian hai shi yi yang
Having arrived at this moment, I’m still the same

夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤
Ye li de ji mo rong yi jiao ren bei shang
Loneliness of the night easily makes people hurt

我不敢想的太多
Wo bu gan xiang de tai duo
I don’t dare to think too much

因为我一个人
Ying wei wo yi ke ren
Because I’m all by myself

迎面而光的月光拉长身影
Ying mian er guang de ye guang la chang shen ying
Facing moonlight, it draws out the silhouette

走在漫无目的的街
Zou zai man wu mu di de jie
Walking by the boundless and endless street

我没有你的消息
Wo mei you ni de xiao xi
I don’t hear your news

因为我在想你
Yin wei wo zai xiang ni
Because I’m thinking of you

Chorus:

爱我别走
Ai wo bie zou
Love me, don’t go

如果你说你不爱我
Ru guo ni shuo ni bu ai wo
If you say you don’t love me

不要听见你真的说出口
Bu yao ding jian ni zhen de shuo chu kou
I don’t want to hear you really said it

再给我一点温柔
Cai gei wo yi dian wen rou
Give me a bit warmth again

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就在今晚抹去对方的肯定
Jiu zai jin wan mo qu dui fang de ken ding
And at this night, erasing the other is for sure

夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤
Ye li de ji mo rong yi jiao ren bei shang
Loneliness of the night easily makes people hurt

我没有你的消息
Wo mei you ni de xiao xi
I don’t hear your news

因为我一个人
Ying wei wo yi ke ren
Because I’m all by myself

迎面而光的月光拉长身影
Ying mian er guang de ye guang la chang shen ying
Facing moonlight, it draws out the silhouette

一个人走在漫无目的的街
Yi ke ren zou zai man wu mu di de jie
A person walking by the boundless and endless street

我没有你的消息
Wo mei you ni de xiao xi
I don’t hear your news

因为我在想你
Yin wei wo zai xiang ni
Because I’m thinking of you

爱我别走
Ai wo bie zou
Love me, don’t go

如果你说你不爱我
Ru guo ni shuo ni bu ai wo
If you say you don’t love me

不要听见你真的说出口
Bu yao ding jian ni zhen de shuo chu kou
I don’t want to hear you really said it

再给我一点温柔
Cai gei wo yi dian wen rou
Give me a bit warmth again

you're not alone... HERE I AM... being there for you...

Here I Am by camp rock...


They tell you a good girl is quiet
That you should never ask why
Cause it only makes it harder to fit in
You should be happy, excited
Even if you're just invited
Cause the winners need someone to clap for them

It's so hard just waiting
In a line that never moves
It's time you started making
Your own rules

You gotta scream until there's nothing left
With your last breath
So here I am
Here I am
Make em listen
Cause there is no way you'll be ignored
Not anymore
So here I am
Here I am
Here I am
Here I am

You only get one life to work it
So who cares if it's not perfect
I say it's close enough to perfect for me
Why should you hide from the thunder
And the lightening that your under
Cause there ain't nobody else you want to be

If how your living isn't working
There's one thing that will help
You gotta finally just stop searching
To find yourself

You gotta scream until there's nothing left
With your last breath
So here I am
Here I am
Make em listen
Cause there is no way you'll be ignored
Not anymore
So here I am
Here I am
Here I am

The world better make some room
Yea move over, over
Cause your coming through
Cause your coming through

You gotta scream until there's nothing left
With your last breath
Here I am
Here I am
Make em listen
Cause there is no way you'll be ignored
Not anymore
So here I am
Here I am
Here I am
Here I am
Here I am

thankx to christopher

to chris,

thankx for your care all along and always be there for me to care about me when i'm really unhappy and in a bad mood... hees... like recently i'm quite unhappy about being left alone. but after your concern, i really felt better. although i can't say that i'm fully back to my old yieujin, but better than me against the unhappy moments all by myself... thankx chris! love yea always! muackx~
wey... if i hug you, don't run away ar... wakaka ^^

friend leaving

haix.. i had a cute friend left Ipoh to Johor las tnight. miss her. she appeared in my life and her other friends and be friends with me and them but leaving all us here went Johor. we'll definitely gonna miss her. although we met not too long but i'll still miss her and remember her till i'm old. hees.. i knew she's feeling unhappy and unwillingly to leave here but maybe her destiny there will be much better than here. hope she's happy staying there and not forgetting us here.....

muah steph! ^^

pictures..

erm.. this is part of the memories... although i'm not really posting all my pictures... but almost all... hehe..


on 20th nov 2008:
-on this day, my cousin's 10th wedding anniversary
-the food really delicious... hees...

i LOVE food!!

we were enjoying our food... fingers-lickin' good... haha



on 15th nov 2008:
-crazy that night..
-really having fun
-the day i lost my babe (hanphone model motorola v3i)







on 14th nov 2008:
- trip to kuala lumpur with friends..
-hehe.. we took in bus.. on our way to kuala lumpur and back to school.. morning and night time..






live happy everyone... muah!!

in kay el on 22nd of November 2008

quite a bad day in kuala lumpur (kl)... me and my parents were going there to accompany my sis back to kl to her uni. on our way, many unlucky things happened. we lose our way in highways twice and paid extra toll money. haix.
shortly say, until the time we were going back, still bad thing happened on us.. we nearly lose the bus back to Ipoh.

don't wanna talk about it. haix.. don't wanna humiliate myself and my family.

hope that God will bless me and my family each and everyday...

~love yieujin...

i'm gonna miss yea, tori! muah!!

tori (victoria) is an exchange student that came to study in our school. today is her farewell party. i went. we all were having really great time. we snapped some photos and met new friends from other countries. tori is going to leave Malaysia soon. although we rarely talked with each other but we do have quite some happy memories together with some friends like the days in school we acted for the slideshow she had already made, lantern festival and this farewell part. the time we spend were really short but sure we do have happy moments together as true friends. we do share jokes. i really do hope she will stay more longer but that is impossible, we all knew. erm.. below are some pictures we took during the happy moments...

lantern festival..







farewell party i mentioned above...


the exchange students. we became friends ^^. hope to keep in touch in the internet!!


me and tori.. that's the present me and my friends shared money to buy..

me, terry, kotaro (exchange stud from japan), ivory.. cute huh? ~xD

last but not least.. me and my best friends! muackss
friends forever~

Yes , I do Love God!

PLEASE READ THIS EVEN IF YOU AREN'T CHRISTIAN BECAUSE IT APPLIES TO ALL THE RELIGIONS IN THE WORLD! THANKS!

IF SOMEONE HAD A GUN HELD IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE AND ASKED YOU IF YOU BELIEVED IN GOD, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
SAY NO AND FEEL ASHAMED THE REST OF YOUR LIFE? OR SAY YES, I DO, AND DIE STANDING UP FOR GOD?


Note: This is a true article that was printed in a southern newspaper less then a year ago

There was an atheist couple who had a child. The couple never told their daughter anything about the Lord. One night when the little girl was 5 years old, the parents fought with each other and the dad shot the Mom, right in front of the child. Then, the dad shot himself. The little girl watched it all. She then was sent to a foster home.. The foster mother was a Christian and took the child to church. On the first day of Sunday School, the foster mother told the teacher that the girl had never heard of Jesus, and to have patience with her. The teacher held up a picture of Jesus and said, 'Does anyone know who this is?' The little girl said, 'I do, that's the man who was holding me the night my parents died.'

Funny, isn't it?

Funny how simple it is for people to

trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.

Funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but question what the Bible says.

Funny how everyone wants to go to heaven provided they do not have to believe, think, say, or do anything the Bible says. (Or is it scary?)

Funny how someone can say 'I believe in God' but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also 'believes' in God).

Funny how you can send a thousand 'jokes' through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing.

Funny how the lewd, crude, vulgar and obscene pass freely through cyberspace, but the public discussion of Jesus is suppressed in the school and workplace.

Funny how we can go to church for Christ on Sunday, but be an invisible Christian the rest of the week. (Are you laughing?)

Funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me. (Are you thinking?)

Yes , I do Love God!

i'll never forget this memorable day...

on the 15th of november 2008... haix... i don't wanna mention or even write it down for everyone to read... but i wanna bear in mind bout the lesson i got on this day... i wanna keep it as one of the memorable day i had! 'cause this was the first and the last i'll make sure that my phone fell into the toilet hole...

my handphone fell into the 'mar tung'... the place where people make their cakes taking their own sweet time, relaxing... a place where located in the toilet there... what a bad luck day... thank God the urine i passed was mine... 'cause the auntie came out from the toilet room had flushed the toilet before she came out and my turn to go in... and THANK GOD the hole wasn't that deep.... haiz... when i think back, quite funny.. but gotta pity me.. no phone to use temporarily.. my sister went kuala lumpur with my nokia phone... but fortunately she's coming back to Ipoh this tuesday.. erm... wanna know how everything happened that night till my phone fell?

aikx... my phone actually fell from my pocket when i stood up... all because my pocket of my dress is small... so unlucky... my mind was totally blank at the moment and i was shouting - fall down already! fall down already!... the auntie asking me what had happened and still i was shouting 'fall down already!'... then the auntie thought what had fallen down and then she looked only she knew it was my phone and asked me quickly picked it up! wihtout thinking my right hand automatically slurped into the hole and picked up my phone to be washed... i can't believe i'll picked it up with my hand unplastic-bagged....

i thought i was going to message my friends later that night but unluckily i can't... i was quite happy and enjoying at first in the restaurant there 'cause my cousin sister is getting marry and she was married now... i drank beers and red wine... but i prefer beer of course... and peace ^^v, i didn't drunk... i talked on the phone with christopher using my cousin's handphone... really noisy that time cause everyone was shouting and enjoying... but i was really happy that night... all of us competing who will drunk the fastest and shout the loudest... the prize is gotta eat more!! haha... me and few of my cousins took some pictures... gotta upload them later... cause some of the pictures were in my handphone but my handphone had already took to service just now... me and my cousins also went to one by one table to drink red wine and beers with the aunties and uncles... we all really had a great time and didn't want the time to passed so fast... although we all were tired and dizzy after drinking when we were going back that time, but we still wanted to continue cause we alll agreed that we haven't reached the maximum energy yet... haha...








anyway... wish my phone good luck! thankx to you if you're reading my blog... muack muack muack!! love you all... ^x^

on 14th of November 2008

on this day (the date written as the title), i went to kuala lumpur (aka as kay el) with schoolmates.. it was actually a school trip free of charge... hihi... sponsored by JKR (Jabatan Kerja Raya).. of course we went there wasn't for shopping or as a holiday trip... we went there with a purpose of visiting the Pertandingan Kemahiran ASEAN... well, to gain knowledge, me and my friends went.. *but most of the time, we were having fun with the games and things around there...* we all jz walked on our own and look around the things there... quite happy and fun... i took a lot of pictures with friends on that day... my eyes blurred each time the flashes of the cameras glimped...

we (my friends/gang; lim yl, terry, liow xy, hen yw, lee kelly, carmen chai, jean, soo kt, chin yk, choi xq and last but not least-me) learned how to make aeroplanes and alarms in the 'bengkel sains' there where we thought that there wasn't any place to sit and finally found chairs along the tables there and took a rest.. suddenly appear a guy asked us about science things then only we knew that that was a 'bengkel sains'...

around 4 something, my gang all ran to catch the bus... lolx... that time, my friend, christopher called... he thought i was crying... haha...

finally we reached Ipoh at 8 something... my gang all already planned to go to the night market in first garden there but after reached school, all went back leaving me and jean the only ones to go to the night market... they all said the time was very late liao... that's why they don't wanna go jor... fine... left me and jean going... but then felt quite tired, me and jean canceled the plan... we'll go next time... then my mom reached about 9 something and she drove me to the night market to buy some food as my dinner and went back...

too bad gotta write a report about that day... lazy... but have to pass it up next year when the school reopens... i really don't know what to write... no handsomes there also...~xD
what i gotta write?? can't think of any ideas ler... simply write i'm having fun plus a signature then it pass up lo... i plan to make it like this... heesss....

fun day but tiring... ^^

~Jesus Our Saviour~‏

Dear Friends,

One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan went to visit Jesus in the Garden of Eden,
and Satan came all happy and boasting. (Lk 4: 1-12; Job 1: 6-12)

'Yes, Lord, now I have everybody captive,
(well nearly everybody down there).
I set traps, I used the baits of temptation,
I know well what each one of them can't resist.
I nearly caught them all!' (I Pet 5: 8-9; Eph 6: 10-17)


'What are you going to do with them?' Jesus asked, and He was praying to God the Father.


Satan answered 'Oh, I am going to have some fun with them!'

I'll make them divorce after they have married
so the foundation of humanity will never be able to be established
'the family' (Mt 19: 4-6; Mal 2: 16)

I will make them hate each other and abuse each other, make them fall into alcohol and drugs without control. (Rom 13: 12-14)

I will teach them to make weapons and bombs,
so they kill each other

'I am really going to have fun!'

'And when you are tired of playing with them, what will you do?'
Jesus asked. And continued praying

'Oh, I will kill them all and their souls will be mine forever'
'Lord by all respect, it's their decision' (I Jn 3: 8-10)

'How much do you want for all of them?' Jesus asked.


'Oh, you can't want these people. They aren't anything good.
Why do you want them if they neither follow you nor love you?
Many hate you! I have seen many of them spitting on you, cursing you and even denying you.'
'What's more, they love me a lot' (Mt 24: 10-13)

'You don't want these people!!'

'How much?' Jesus asked again

Satan looked at him with a nasty face

'All your tears and all your blood,
all the pain of the entire world, all together' (Is 53: 4-10; I Pet 2: 24)

Jesus said...'DONE'

'and He paid the price' (II Cor 5: 21)

How terrible it is that people don't seek for God,
and then ask themselves why the world is going to hell!

How terrible that we seek the newspaper everyday to read tragedies and we never seek the Bible

How insensible it is how everybody wants to go to heaven, thinking they can get there without having to believe, without loving God above all things,
or doing what the Bible says...the Laws of God.

It is terrible how some people can say 'I believe in God' but still follow Satan (Who as matter of fact, does fear God)
(II Tim 4: 3-4; II Jn 1: 7-11)

Don't you think it is outrageous that the obscene,
vulgar and crude is allowed freely to pass through the internet that even many people would desire to get into the screen.

But it is forbidden to speak publicly about Jesus
in the schools, places of work self-helping groups, etc... (Acts 4: 19-20)

Even after knowing what He did for us.
Because the Romans didn't kill Him. It was our sin
that we may be forgiven and know Him in His glory with the Father.

Doesn't it seem incredible to you how somebody can be alight on Sabbath in the Church, worshipping and thanking the Lord for His mercy, for one more day to live etc.

But during the rest of the week he is an invisible Christian! (II Tim 3: 1-5; Rom 10: 9-13)

Does this seem just to you?

Stop worrying what the others may think about you
It is time to worry about what 'God thinks about you'

May God bless you always (II Cor 13: 13)

just a day...

haiz... today we all went parade to celebrate stephanie's birthday... but we spent the whole day walking around and yum cha... first thought of going kbox but full already... that's why nothing to do the whole day... at last i didn't take picture with stephanie instead with cheyan... she's pretty right? i know... haha... and i looked tired and sleepy.. >>

we both wear the same colour t-shirt and same colour necklace... lolx...

erm... but ended with me walking with wai sum.. haix.. don't know i should say that i'm happy or sad... happy because got someone accompany and unhappy because we all walked separately... separated into stephanie's group ( jia chun, jackson, cheyan, cheyan's brother and a guy friend that i do not know) and me with wai sum...

i yesterday already knew i shouldn't go to parade today.. but i went at last cause this is the last time for me to see stephanie... she's happy... glad la... the teddy bear me and jackson shared money to buy i mean we shared money for the present la... hope she like it... take care steph.. (~hugx)- i wonder if she know that me and jackson actually bought that bear with our money shared... haha... it's ok whether she know it or not... not very important actually... anyway.. wish her happy birthday again la here...

by the way, i don't think i wanna go out this month le... feel no mood and unhappy... don't ask me why... i'm finding the answer too... haiz...

today is just a day... and a day just ended like that.... unknown feeling day... don't know whether happy or sad day... but to be honest, i'm actually not very happy.... cause can't really spend time with steph.. although she's a friend of mine, not a really close friend, but i really do appreciate our friendship... ^^ muack muack

lonely day...

haix... don't know how to express my sad and moody feelings sometimes... sometimes i felt like i'm being left behind.. i felt like i've fallen down and no one reaches out a hand for me... i know in this world nothing is fair.. haix.. my friends all busy with datings and it's hard to find a friend who we could really close with a this age especially when every teenagers so wish to own their love life... well... i can't blame anyone about this.. they have their rights, i know... but please never ever treat friends as 'spare tyres' example like when you need help only you find friends for help and didn't find your friends even when there's something you could share with them.. i, too, hope that my own self wouldn't be forgetful like my friends now... [sorry friends] cause i'm afraid someday i'll turn to become one of them too...

anyway... me and jackson bought a teddy bear... medium size... costs RM49.90 and plus a box for the bear is RM18.90... nice price huh? xD

finally.. take care my friends... even if you guys didn't love me as true friends but i do... i really do... i'll never forget you guys till the day i leave the world... i'm saying this not to a few friends of mine but to all the friends i've made with and i met in my whole life... i hope they never forget me especially the ones who had been close with me... T.T sobx.. LOVE you all...

filled with LOVE,
yieujin aka rachel ^x^

erm... sis ar... i whole form get number 30 only le.. haiz... work so hard be nerd also can't win the original nerds... they really crazy de.... especially lim.y.l... she whole form get 3rd place... but in class i get 1st ^^... hihihi... believe or not? but really suffering la... each day only slept for 3 to 4 hours only... i really can be the panda princess already...

sis,
that day you asked me to join the singing competition in kbox there right? i guess mom and dad will support me also geh.. ^^ but don't know i'll pass or not.. haha... wei.. waikeong, don't laugh if you read dou here... hahaha... haix... wonder sis when you'll gonna online again...

hmm.. tomorrow gotta go parade find present for a cute friend er... she's just form1 only this year... her name is stephanie.. but she'll be leaving Ipoh soon... so miss her... i hope she'll stay but her parents want her to back to johor there... aikx... she's really friendly and cute little friend la... the next-next day we will be celebrating her birthday... i'll be taking a few photos with her de le... as memories before see her leaving Ipoh and her friends here... me and jackson plan to share money to buy her a teddy bear... but jackson is gonna pay 60% of the price and i'm gonna pay 40% of it... hehehe... bully him... but he say it's ok.. lolx... erm.. i guess just that's all for today...

hope you guys won't feel boring reading my bog... haha... i know it's kinda boring 'cause... my life is boring... xD

take care everyone who read my blog ^^

these few days my sis also urged me to update my blog... kinda lazy actually... plus... i don't really have a very nice mood to write blog since after my final exam this year... i know my sis wanna know whether the things here going well or not cause she's recently in KL for her further studies in UKM there... felt like somethings missing when she's not around... probably because less a person to talk to and to argue with... lolx... i got the results of some papers... i'm quite satisfied... but not too happy about it... i feel i could do much better in next coming year... *should be confident la... hihihi...* hope so my SPM will be fine... ^^


erm... for my sis's knowledge my

eng= 85, malay=61 this one is not too bad... just that the teacher not too happy about my attitude to her that's why i guess she gave me a lower mark...,

bio=66,

phy= soon i'll get this paper,

add= not yet know,

modmath=96 ~peace ^^v~,

history= don't know yet but i'll be very glad if i do not fail this subject *you know what i mean*,

chemistry=65 ~i'm really angry at the teacher.. the answers i did is correct but she put wrong...
total i added back 8 marks... ther's more mistakes she did when marking my paper... but not much time for me to check back all the papers ccause she's rushing to key in the marks into the pc data there.. she didn't even check answers with us.. i'm really fed up at her la...~,

civic=85,

pj=65 ~maybe will add marks too~....

hmm... how bout you sis? anyway... just wanna wish you good luck !!

~hughug~