happy new year... happy 2009!! ^^

i bought my jacket at last!!


can see the leopard jacket at the left side over there?
that's my baby jacket! ^^ i bought it for RM50... discount RM9.90
lovable! ^^ muah muah~

today i went parade with trinie after my accounts tuition. we reached there at about 3pm. we spent most of the day in hip hop arena there. of course some of the people there we knew. then we sat there watch movie with them and chit chat. then at last said goodbye to them and we walked on our own around the shopping centre. looked for nice clothes to buy for chinese new year celebration. oh ya... i met zheng hoong there..

anyway, today's conclusion for our day in parade is i'm very happy that i bought that jacket at last. thank God 'cause that might be the last jacket that can befound in ipoh~

wanna wish each and every human in this world happy new year!!
going to be 17 next year.. happy 2009~

teenage girl going on to 17 in 2009,
yieujin lpy..

muack muack everyone.. ~hugx~

yieujin lpy- 瑶瑶
12/30/2008 6:47 pm

• haix... do what also got pressure geh... that's life ma... human are lazy... that's y lo... but can change become hardworking geh... same like me la.. so hardworking... but i gotta tel you that in 2009, i'm not gonna have good sleep or eat well ge la... almost each day in a week got tuition 3 hours like that... then school and tuition homework, sports practice, curriculum meetings, and house work also must do, revisions also... tuition also got 3 days tuition 2 times a day.. haix.. i gonna faint le.. after sschool also already tired ge la... but still got tuition and many things gotta complete in a day... spm some more... suffer la... must study back form 4 things at the same time... if not jau cannot catch up... need to remember so many things and memorise so many subjects especially the stupid history subject... don't know how to survive le... no time for entertainment... i also don't know my brain can stand or not... pressure from parents' expectations... i also don't really like study but have to... only if study is for leisure then maybe i'll like it la..
  
• score so good result i felt happy 'cause made parents feel happy only... die la this year if cannot score good good... i took one more subject this holidays some more.. =.="

friendster comment from yieujin to michael soon...


don't know why suddenly write so long and mumble to him.. hahax..

aikx... i dream of that jacket!! haix... i really hope that you're mine...
i dreamed i bought that jacket already... haix... till now, i only found that jacket in hip hop arena in ipoh parade there.. can't find it anywhere else in ipoh...

mostly hope that the jacket they'll sell it cheaper..
the jacket too pretty, handsome and cute make me wanna have it! muahaha....

wished to earn more money in future,,
yieujin~

yesterday..

on the 28th of december
it's sunday. as normal, we went to church. last day going church for 2008. new day coming. starting a new life. stress. depress. studies. school. wake up early in the morning to go to school. tired. exhaustion. duh... hope i'll be still enjoying school days before i finish school in 2009 (the last year i'll be in secondary school).
in the afternoon, went back home and have some rest. then at night, around 6++pm, my sisters and i went parade to walk around and have our dinner.
finally we ate in kenny rogers there. you gotta say that my sis is rich. expensive drink and food she's having. scary huh...
after dinner, we walked around there to see some clothes and i found a jacket i wanted so badly! finally i found that jacket in ipoh... but kinda expensive thou.. costs RM59.90. the price is insane!!
the more we walked around to see if there's any nice clothes to buy for new year, the more heart pain we had. heart pain to see the nice clothes we like but can't have it all because of the price. =.= sobx...
don't worry my baby jacket! i'm gonna get you someday!!
then we went back to the car park and our car-gear-lock is stucked!!
damn... then we phoned kok wai and timothy to come down to the carpark to save us! embarassing, i know... but we've tried so long and the key still can't fit into its shape. then kok wai and timothy tried.. failed.. ish... the paiseh too la.. hahax.. then the uncle whose car parked beside us, lend a hand to us. finally.. succeed!! my sisters and i thought we're not gonna make it and was going to sleep in the car there. hahax... then, >> home...
~home sweet home~

this few days..

on the 21st till the 23rd of december
working hard on the church activities.. especially a drama that tells about how Jesus was born but with we did it with a modern version.. so, it's kinda like a comedy drama.. ^^

on the 24th of december
celebrate Christmas eve in church.. i cut my hair that day.. hmm... my RM15 flew away.. but the hairstyle was better than the before... thank God. jess went to our house for sleep overnight. she and my sister start their plan for the next day~

on the 25th of december
merry christmas!
chris, william, cheyan, 3 more guys and i celebrate cheyan's belated birthday.. i bought an ankle bracelet for her as her birthday present. i reached parade with jess and trinie. they walked with their friend and i go on with celebrating cheyan's birthday. i met chris n a guy (don't really know his name although met him a few times) and then only find cheyan with her friends in kopitiam there. then we changed our venue to starbuck. thankx chris 'cause treat me a starbuck drink xp.
then we changed our destination again to cool storage. lolx. buy the paper plates and plastic forks for us to eat the birthday cake that chris bought. while waiting for them to pay the things, i met jean and wai sum. they went to buy things together. kinda long time didn't see jean ^^. then met choo yan yee (one of my senior) with allen liew (my primary schoolmate) who i didn't seen her since she changed school to another state i guess. what a great christmas present ^^.
then we went up to Easy House Cafe to eat the cake.. did appreciate the day... oh.. by the way, bad boy chris scared me with a dead cockroach.. the cockroach was half dead and it's only a few centimetres beside my feet.. i NEARLY scream till the whole shopping centre could hear me... hahax...

on the 26th of december
i went to steven tuition. ate my breakfast there alone and study time... suddenly appeared koo jia chun, wai sum and chris. ^^ sat with them. me, chris and wai sum went to chatter cafe to have our lunch after we finished our class. time to go back home and wait for tomorrow~

on the 27th of december
my family and i went to jusco at night. hehe.. shopping~ then straight we went to our grandpa's birthday party in ipoh garden there. enjoying with cousins and crazying.


on the way to jusco~

oh!! save me~ hahax

wassup man?!

erm.. a lot more pictures.. but don't know to which and whose camera they flew to... xo
happy happy before school reopens and happy depression day begin...


a small corner for my beloved friend...,,
wai keong, sorry for kinda neglected you this days. maybe i'm kinda busy with enjoying my days before i start to busy with my studies. erm.. i'm actually lazy to sms also.. my fault.. =.=
hope you are still fine. take care my friend. love yea forever. ~hugx~
hope you accept my apology for being too cool these days... xp

cute bolt.. fatty rhino.. blackie mittens..

watched a movie yesterday in juso (kinta city) ; Bolt.. my cousin sponsored all my expenses on that day... kinda lucky huh... after the movie, we went to have our drink in Kopitiam there... oh ya... i met aaron(church friend), jia qi(worked part time in black queen shop there), wai keong(met him in capcom station there) and jun hong.. jun hong joined our group and walked together... then feeling boring, we went capcom station to enjoy ourselves...

long time didn't see jun hong and can't believe i'll see him back yesterday.. i thought he said he could't come... he's my old friend but couldn't always come out. that's why long time no see.. ^^

erm.. that's all for yesterday.. ^^

went kay el again.. shopping this time...

it's 17th of december 2008. i went shopping in times square for the whole day with my cousins (my mom's side).. really tired... but kinda satisfed going there 'cause the clothes there sell at very low prices compare to ipoh perak here..


me and my sis took this picture when we saw mirrors on the ceiling.. hahax..


say merry christmas to santa!! ^^ i bet he's sending the presents to my house.. xp


i love this christmas tree!!


i had this for my breakfast ^^ look kinda delicious... but i prefer the food in ipoh perak better... heeessss...

erm... we reached ipoh at about 11++pm... felt tired but still wanna watch television.. hehe... so, i ended up slept late at night... xo

the last day in skudai.. T.T

on 11th of dec 08, we went back to Ipoh... i realised i gained weight already after ate so much of "supper" at 11 something.. eat cup mee and snacks.. with the youngsters gang.. heeess..
before we went back to Ipoh, we went to a shopping complex beside the pekin restaurant, the place we had our dinner night.. we took lots of pictures there.. take a look ^^



before we go to harvest church in the morning... ^^ click the pictures to have a closer look le ^^




stealing the christmas presents... shhh... xD
oh yea... look up.. so many cute bear bear... wanna hug! xp


sui jai kok wai took a picture.. i was enjoying my ice cream and suddenly he shot my pretty face... can't blame him if he was admiring me... hahaha


i'm carrying her buttocks... can you believe she's looking at me? xp

me and christy jie wore the same colour t shirt... yellow rocks!! nice pose right? lolx.. looks like lam che poh... xD


i'm molesting kok wai's macho chest... he had soft muscles... wakaka...

i felt so touched on this few days... cried a lot.. feel so touched by God's presence and blessings.. Thank you God for giving me the chance to know You... Love God forever... til now, i still felt like wanna cry when i flashed back the memories i had there during praise and worship.. i appreciate each and every moment i had in those days... really missed... hope i caould turn back time~

love FGCI, love friends and love God (TT,)
filled with love~yieujin ^^

don't think that no one loves you... God loves you.. i love you... ^

we went to harvest church in skudai.. kinda miss those days... feel like didn't wanna go home... back to home always feel stress and unhappy... whatever.. don't wanna mention bout my parents... i love my sis... both my sis... (zoey and trinie) thank you God that i'm not the only child ^^

first day... 8th of dec 08... we took a bus at 4am in FGCI (Full Gospel Church Ipoh) there..
i forgotten to bring my jacket, so, i felt very cold in bus that day.. then sleep in bus and listen to some music.. reached harvest church finally and kinda tired..

at night, we (kok wai, terk terk, yit li, trinie, aaron and me) played cards and eat cup mee in our room (yit li, trinie and me shared a room). then finally we played truth or dare... hehe... know lots of secret liao... ^^ we dare aaron to knocked on someone else door, asking terk terk truth about who he likes, kok wai and terk terk touch nose... haha..




we played til 2 something only we sleep.. ^^ that is why my face looked like panda the next morning...



me and aaron ^^ my view.. i sat in the centre ^^



on 10th of Dec 08... hmm.. 3rd day in johor lu...





FGCI members and pastors and singers...
singer ^^
with pastor Kong Hee...omg.. he's taller than me so much!!

with pastor Kevin Loo and his wife.. she's pretty huh... ^^ sweet couple...


me and jun jie ^^ miss him er... sobx.. xD




kok wai sang out of key... wakaka... listen nicely at first first there... heeess


self loving pictures before i went to bath and ready for our playing time with them all.. xD


me and yit li take pur time shotting pictures.. lolx.. that's kinda fun.. xp

i bullied kok wai in the whole trip.. pity him... haha.. can't describe how happy i was... i never felt regret came to this trip... i felt better than ever.. no matter how my parents are or how the treat us, i still loves them~

to be continued~ muaaxxxx

before marriage, say no to sex!!

me and my church members did... ^^ we really had our great time... we joined the workshop on
4th, 5th, and 6th of December 08... felt really happy ^^ sobx...

we all, the church members meet 3 days and then the next day, sunday then monday till thursday straight... 'cause we're leaving to Johor to harvest church.. ^^ gonna miss them all everyday..

take k yea... muah~

make-up experiment

yesterday morning, i went to eat breakfast with my parents at about 8 something in menglembu there. then back to home and ready my things for tuition later at 11.30am. i finished my tuition at 2pm and straight went to salon. yesterday we (me, trinie, jess and chui ling) went to a salon. we make-up by the people there. you can say that we were their models but they just experimenting actually... haha.. and we got free hair treatment and facial thingy..

during the making-up process, the guy who helped me to make-up, kinda slow... trinie and jess also already done their make-up... but he was like taking his own sweet time... when he helped me making-up, i laughed... lolx... 'cause i felt 'geli' when he breathed and i could felt the heat on my face...many times already.. i laughed and he shocked and laughed too... kinda crazy at that moment..

then, jess and her make-uper sat in front of me but was separated by a mirror like every salon do.. and below had some spaces where people place their leg... jess play kicking with me... we were kinda naughty... haha.. our both make-uper laughed when they saw our childish action.. but they, the make-uper were childish too le.. duh!! then during rest time, jess and her make-uper's head suddenly appear at each side of the mirror and looked at me. jess's head appeared at the right and her make-uper's appeared at the left of the mirror.. their eye signal really made my hair stand.. haha.. then they both laughed crazily...

i told my make-uper that jess's make-uper looked like jay chou! first time i saw him, i thought he were.. but realitily, he's not... haha... then my make-uper tell him that i say he looked like jay chou and his reaction was as if very proud and i stopped him from being proud by saying that only his looks made him looked like jay chou but not his voice.. but wanna asked him to sing actually but he busy laughing all the time, so i didn't asked him to. xD

while on chui ling and trinie's side... erm... kinda awkward and silent... haha... you may ask them why... 'cause i don't know why...

then finished at about 6++pm. we after that wen to parade for shopping... hees ^^ and back to home at 9++pm. my paretns fetch me. normally they won't purposely fetch me from far and asked me to take taxi or bus to back home but yesterday my parents they were in parade too for dinner. so, they fetch me back ^^... lucky~

kinda happy actually cause long time i've not so crazy with friends already... ^^ anyway... thankx for the make-up that pretties me up... but honestly, had to depend on how pretty the person is to produce a pretty make-uped face... hehehe... just joking... thankx for the day anyway...

love~ yieujin (^^,)

^^ muack muack

erm... last few days i'm really down.. no mood eat and even no mood to talk and smile.. even a smile i put on my lips was fake.. but now, i don't have that sad feelings that much.. it started when i listened to a church song played by in my computer.. felt kinda relief... miracle ^^

no one will easily believe it except we been through it.. undescribeable...

i gotta say that my friends did make me feel better too and when after i cried which i've stopped that habit few months ago, i do feel relaxed... kinda funny when sometimes my tears suddenly fell without reasons and without my realisation... i'm insane i guess... haha...

my friends these few weeks accompanied me and chat with me which made me felt quite in a good mood were:

- samuel.. miloboii ^^ muack him
-christopher di di
-church buddies..
-shorties... his real name was chan fei..
-ivory... my baybeh.. hehe
-Near... i wanted to call him Far... haha


many more good news that made me happy and feeling better too...
erm... don't wanna list out le... kinda lot... hehe

anyway... muacks each one of my friends...

my motorola v3i~

at last i brought back my handphone. fixed back. i can use it again. heeess.
the screen is quite polluted but still can be used.

haix... just wanna mumble to myself a little here..
erm.. can anyone tell me where to find happiness? i'm really lost inside.... i really need to find back the old me... happy go lucky me... today ivory (one of my best girlfriend) asked me what happened to me... and asked am i still unhappy... i really can't think of any ideas to answer her...
i guess i've changes... but thankx to Near dai gor... he made me laugh when i'm in a bad mood just now.. heess.. hope he's in Ipoh.. gotta give him a big hug.. ~HUGX~

i hope that i'll have more friends like him and chris and not forgetting, the ultimate bond gang..in future.. ^^v

muah!!!!!!!

爱我别走~ love me, don't go....

周杰伦- 爱我别走
Jay Chou- Love me, don’t go

我到了这个时候还是一样
Wo dao le zhe ke shi jian hai shi yi yang
Having arrived at this moment, I’m still the same

夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤
Ye li de ji mo rong yi jiao ren bei shang
Loneliness of the night easily makes people hurt

我不敢想的太多
Wo bu gan xiang de tai duo
I don’t dare to think too much

因为我一个人
Ying wei wo yi ke ren
Because I’m all by myself

迎面而光的月光拉长身影
Ying mian er guang de ye guang la chang shen ying
Facing moonlight, it draws out the silhouette

走在漫无目的的街
Zou zai man wu mu di de jie
Walking by the boundless and endless street

我没有你的消息
Wo mei you ni de xiao xi
I don’t hear your news

因为我在想你
Yin wei wo zai xiang ni
Because I’m thinking of you

Chorus:

爱我别走
Ai wo bie zou
Love me, don’t go

如果你说你不爱我
Ru guo ni shuo ni bu ai wo
If you say you don’t love me

不要听见你真的说出口
Bu yao ding jian ni zhen de shuo chu kou
I don’t want to hear you really said it

再给我一点温柔
Cai gei wo yi dian wen rou
Give me a bit warmth again

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就在今晚抹去对方的肯定
Jiu zai jin wan mo qu dui fang de ken ding
And at this night, erasing the other is for sure

夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤
Ye li de ji mo rong yi jiao ren bei shang
Loneliness of the night easily makes people hurt

我没有你的消息
Wo mei you ni de xiao xi
I don’t hear your news

因为我一个人
Ying wei wo yi ke ren
Because I’m all by myself

迎面而光的月光拉长身影
Ying mian er guang de ye guang la chang shen ying
Facing moonlight, it draws out the silhouette

一个人走在漫无目的的街
Yi ke ren zou zai man wu mu di de jie
A person walking by the boundless and endless street

我没有你的消息
Wo mei you ni de xiao xi
I don’t hear your news

因为我在想你
Yin wei wo zai xiang ni
Because I’m thinking of you

爱我别走
Ai wo bie zou
Love me, don’t go

如果你说你不爱我
Ru guo ni shuo ni bu ai wo
If you say you don’t love me

不要听见你真的说出口
Bu yao ding jian ni zhen de shuo chu kou
I don’t want to hear you really said it

再给我一点温柔
Cai gei wo yi dian wen rou
Give me a bit warmth again

you're not alone... HERE I AM... being there for you...

Here I Am by camp rock...


They tell you a good girl is quiet
That you should never ask why
Cause it only makes it harder to fit in
You should be happy, excited
Even if you're just invited
Cause the winners need someone to clap for them

It's so hard just waiting
In a line that never moves
It's time you started making
Your own rules

You gotta scream until there's nothing left
With your last breath
So here I am
Here I am
Make em listen
Cause there is no way you'll be ignored
Not anymore
So here I am
Here I am
Here I am
Here I am

You only get one life to work it
So who cares if it's not perfect
I say it's close enough to perfect for me
Why should you hide from the thunder
And the lightening that your under
Cause there ain't nobody else you want to be

If how your living isn't working
There's one thing that will help
You gotta finally just stop searching
To find yourself

You gotta scream until there's nothing left
With your last breath
So here I am
Here I am
Make em listen
Cause there is no way you'll be ignored
Not anymore
So here I am
Here I am
Here I am

The world better make some room
Yea move over, over
Cause your coming through
Cause your coming through

You gotta scream until there's nothing left
With your last breath
Here I am
Here I am
Make em listen
Cause there is no way you'll be ignored
Not anymore
So here I am
Here I am
Here I am
Here I am
Here I am

thankx to christopher

to chris,

thankx for your care all along and always be there for me to care about me when i'm really unhappy and in a bad mood... hees... like recently i'm quite unhappy about being left alone. but after your concern, i really felt better. although i can't say that i'm fully back to my old yieujin, but better than me against the unhappy moments all by myself... thankx chris! love yea always! muackx~
wey... if i hug you, don't run away ar... wakaka ^^

friend leaving

haix.. i had a cute friend left Ipoh to Johor las tnight. miss her. she appeared in my life and her other friends and be friends with me and them but leaving all us here went Johor. we'll definitely gonna miss her. although we met not too long but i'll still miss her and remember her till i'm old. hees.. i knew she's feeling unhappy and unwillingly to leave here but maybe her destiny there will be much better than here. hope she's happy staying there and not forgetting us here.....

muah steph! ^^

pictures..

erm.. this is part of the memories... although i'm not really posting all my pictures... but almost all... hehe..


on 20th nov 2008:
-on this day, my cousin's 10th wedding anniversary
-the food really delicious... hees...

i LOVE food!!

we were enjoying our food... fingers-lickin' good... haha



on 15th nov 2008:
-crazy that night..
-really having fun
-the day i lost my babe (hanphone model motorola v3i)







on 14th nov 2008:
- trip to kuala lumpur with friends..
-hehe.. we took in bus.. on our way to kuala lumpur and back to school.. morning and night time..






live happy everyone... muah!!

in kay el on 22nd of November 2008

quite a bad day in kuala lumpur (kl)... me and my parents were going there to accompany my sis back to kl to her uni. on our way, many unlucky things happened. we lose our way in highways twice and paid extra toll money. haix.
shortly say, until the time we were going back, still bad thing happened on us.. we nearly lose the bus back to Ipoh.

don't wanna talk about it. haix.. don't wanna humiliate myself and my family.

hope that God will bless me and my family each and everyday...

~love yieujin...

i'm gonna miss yea, tori! muah!!

tori (victoria) is an exchange student that came to study in our school. today is her farewell party. i went. we all were having really great time. we snapped some photos and met new friends from other countries. tori is going to leave Malaysia soon. although we rarely talked with each other but we do have quite some happy memories together with some friends like the days in school we acted for the slideshow she had already made, lantern festival and this farewell part. the time we spend were really short but sure we do have happy moments together as true friends. we do share jokes. i really do hope she will stay more longer but that is impossible, we all knew. erm.. below are some pictures we took during the happy moments...

lantern festival..







farewell party i mentioned above...


the exchange students. we became friends ^^. hope to keep in touch in the internet!!


me and tori.. that's the present me and my friends shared money to buy..

me, terry, kotaro (exchange stud from japan), ivory.. cute huh? ~xD

last but not least.. me and my best friends! muackss
friends forever~